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Taehyun was dying.  泰賢快死了。

Not literally, but quite. He was never one to be illogical and let two fields of his life mingle together when he shouldn’t. Taehyun was always moved by his rational side, keeping his personal life out of his professional one and vice versa. It was an easy thing to do and, moreover, for him, everyone should think that way. Jobs weren’t meant to run alongside personal matters. 
不是字面上的意思，但也差不多了。他從來不是那種會失去理智、讓生活中不該交集的兩個領域混為一談的人。泰賢總是受理性驅使，將私人生活與職業生涯劃清界線，反之亦然。這對他來說是輕而易舉的事，更何況他認為每個人都該這麼想。工作本就不該與私人事務混為一談。

But, things got out of control sometimes and even though Taehyun tried as hard as he could, it wouldn’t help a thing, because it was not that easy to get control of irrational, unpredictable things. The said irrational thing he was talking about was his own feelings. 
但有時候事情會失控，即使泰賢再怎麼努力也無濟於事，因為要掌控那些非理性、難以預測的事物並不容易。他所謂的非理性事物，正是他自己的感情。

Taehyun was dying because he couldn’t get a hang on his own feelings. It’s been a while since he had to deal with things of this matter — approximately, four years ever since he got over the crush he had on Yeonjun on his trainee days. And he was dying inside, holding everything in like a bomb, ticking and ready to explode.
泰亨快被自己的感受給逼瘋了。他已經很久沒處理過這種事了——大約從他熬過練習生時期對然竣的迷戀以來，已經四年了。而他內心煎熬，把所有情緒都壓抑著，像一顆滴答作響、隨時會爆炸的炸彈。

Everything began when Beomgyu let his hair grow. 
一切始於范奎開始留長頭髮。

Taehyun would say that this sole decision was his ruin and the cause of both his dreams and nightmares. It seemed like Beomgyu’s confidence changed as he experimented with another hairstyle, one that none of them had tried before. 
泰賢會說，這個決定既是他的毀滅，也是他美夢與噩夢的根源。當範奎嘗試著換上他們從未試過的新髮型時，那份自信似乎也隨之改變了。

It started well, Beomgyu looked gorgeous as ever with the new haircut — as if he’d look bad somehow, that was impossible, Taehyun’s mind would say. Beomgyu grew fond of it, even though it got hotter for him when they had dance practice or when he went to the gym with Taehyun, hair sticking to his nape and making him sweat more. But, besides that, Beomgyu liked his hair a lot. 
一切開始得很美好，范奎頂著新髮型依舊帥氣逼人——彷彿他會有什麼時候看起來不好看似的，那根本不可能，太顯的腦海會這麼說。范奎越來越喜歡這個髮型，儘管在練舞或和太顯一起去健身房時會讓他更熱，髮絲黏在後頸上讓他流更多汗。但除此之外，范奎非常喜歡自己的新髮型。

Taehyun wasn’t dumb neither was blind, he knew Beomgyu was atracttive, he always thought that, but something changed with Beomgyu’s long hair. His mind was pretty active in thinking of different scenarios involving the two of them, a little too close than they would be, a little too bold than what he usually thought of. 
泰顯並不笨也不瞎，他一直都知道範奎很有魅力，但範奎的長髮讓某些事情改變了。他的腦海裡不斷浮現兩人過於親密的畫面，那些想像比平常更大膽、更逾越界線。

Thankfully, Taehyun was professional enough and simply ignored every possible thought he had regarding Beomgyu that would seem not so appropriate to have with your bandmate and co-worker. Taehyun was really good at hiding his true emotions and ignoring his own feelings, as much as it’d hurt him and as much unhealthy the habit was. 
幸好，泰賢夠專業，對於與隊友兼同事的範奎之間那些不太恰當的念頭，他選擇一概無視。泰賢非常擅長隱藏真實情緒、壓抑自我感受，即便這習慣既傷身又極不健康。

Even with those thoughts buried far away in his mind, Taehyun didn’t change a bit in how he was with Beomgyu. Their relationship was like always, not a single strand of hair out of place, and that helped Taehyun ignore those thoughts, even though that didn’t make any sense. Taehyun was a true paradox. 
即使那些念頭深埋心底，泰顯對範奎的態度卻絲毫未變。他們的關係一如既往，連一根髮絲都不曾亂過，這讓泰顯得以無視那些思緒，儘管這完全不合邏輯。泰顯本身就是個活生生的矛盾體。

The tricky part for Taehyun came in the form of choreography. When they heard they were having a concert, they were beyond thrilled. Even if it was online, they missed being on stage and they longed for performing more than comeback shows, so it was one of the highlights of their year. Therefore, with the said information, they had to work on rehearsing old songs and learning choreographies for the new ones. The five of them were already used to the routine, to the endless hours of dance practice, until their muscles were sore and burning from the slightest move.
對泰顯而言，真正的難關出現在編舞環節。得知要舉辦演唱會時，他們簡直欣喜若狂。即便是線上形式，他們仍懷念舞台，渴望表演更勝於回歸舞台，這堪稱他們年度最期待的事。消息公布後，五人便投入舊歌排練與新歌編舞。他們早已習慣這種日常——無止境的舞蹈練習，直到每個輕微動作都讓肌肉痠痛灼熱。

Taehyun’s nightmare was Frost choreography. 
泰賢的噩夢是《Frost》的編舞。

Not because it was too difficult, or because he was struggling with any step, but the reason had a name. 
並非因為太困難，也不是因為他在任何步驟上遇到困難，而是這個原因有個名字。

Choi Beomgyu.  崔杋圭。

Their voices usually mingled together, the deepness of Beomgyu’s voice engulfing and harmonizing with Taehyun’s honey voice. It was normal for them to harmonize and sing together, or even sing the verses always after each other. With that, in the choreographies, they were usually interacting with each other, like their part in Moa’s Diary, where they play rock, paper, scissors.
他們的聲音通常交融在一起，杋圭低沉的嗓音包覆著泰亨如蜜般的聲線，和諧共鳴。對他們來說，和聲合唱或輪流演唱歌詞早已是常態。正因如此，在編舞中他們經常互動，就像在《MOA 日記》裡玩猜拳的那段經典畫面。

Frost was no different, the first verses of the song consisted in Taehyun and Beomgyu singing after each other. As they were assigned, they were already learning the choreography, first focusing on the chorus as it was the main focus of the song and where they needed their synchronization at the highest level they could muster. They were considered monsters of dancing for a reason. After they ran through the chorus for about an hour or so, their choreographer started to teach them the dance following along with the song.
霜也不例外，歌曲的前幾段是由泰賢和範奎輪流演唱。按照分配好的部分，他們已經開始學習編舞，首先專注於副歌部分，因為那是整首歌的重點，也是他們需要發揮最高水準同步性的地方。他們被稱為舞蹈怪物可不是沒有原因的。在反覆練習副歌約莫一個小時後，他們的編舞老師開始隨著歌曲教導他們完整的舞蹈動作。

The song’s concept was different from what they usually did, having a dark mood and demanding facial expressions that remembered madness and craziness from them. All of them were really immersed in trying to convey what they required to through their faces while they learned the dance routine.
這首歌的概念與他們以往的風格截然不同，帶著陰暗的氛圍，要求他們展現出瘋狂與癲狂的面部表情。在學習舞蹈動作時，他們都全神貫注地試圖透過面部表情傳達出所需的情感。

“Ok, beginning Beomgyu’s verse now. As Taehyun-ssi was the one who sang before, this part will require both of you to engage together in the choreo. Beomgyu-ssi will be at the center, changing places with Taehyun-ssi, who was at the front before. Then, Taehyun, you will be behind him and will crawl your hands on his upper body, like hands embracing someone into madness. Like this,” The choreographer explained theoretically first, and only after, she demonstrated the said movement with the help of a dancer assistant.
「好，現在開始范奎的段落。由於先前是泰亨 xi 演唱的部分，這段舞蹈需要你們兩人共同配合。范奎 xi 會站在中央，與原本在前方的泰亨 xi 交換位置。接著泰亨，你要從後方貼近他，雙手在他上半身游移，就像要將某人擁入瘋狂的懷抱。像這樣。」編舞老師先進行理論講解，隨後才在舞者助手的協助下示範了這個動作。

The movement was simple and fast, ending as quick as it started because they had to follow and continue with the choreo and Beomgyu’s verse wasn’t that long. Taehyun’s right hand was supposed to crawl from Beomgyu’s waist towards his chest, going up, and his left hand was supposed to crawl from Beomgyu’s waist as well, but towards his legs, going down and in the opposite direction of his other hand.
動作既簡單又迅速，開始得快結束得也快，因為他們必須跟上並繼續接下來的編舞，而范奎的段落並不長。太顯的右手應該要從范奎的腰部往上爬向他的胸口，而左手同樣要從范奎的腰部出發，但卻是往他的腿部方向向下移動，與另一隻手呈相反方向。

It was easy, there was no secret behind it and as the movement was fast, he raised his hand to clarify one of his doubts.
這很簡單，背後沒有什麼秘密，而且動作很快，他舉起手來澄清其中一個疑問。

“Teacher-nim, am I supposed to actually touch Beomgyu hyung? As the verse goes by really quick and hyung will also be doing a different move from what I’m going to do, so…” Taehyun trailed off, gulping down as he waited for the answer. He was being professional, pushing aside any thought that could pop up in his mind about touching Beomgyu’s body, about his hands running through his tiny waist. But, Taehyun couldn’t guarantee the consequences that would come after they were finished dancing.
「老師 nim，我真的要碰到範均哥嗎？因為這段的節奏很快，而且哥的動作也跟我不一樣，所以……」太顯話說到一半，吞了吞口水等待回應。他努力保持專業，將腦海中任何關於觸碰範均身體、雙手滑過他纖細腰際的念頭都拋到一旁。但太顯無法保證，在舞蹈結束後會發生什麼後果。

“You need to touch him, if he’s comfortable enough. The main point is the direction of your hands and the smooth action of them embracing Beomgyu’s body,” The woman clarified and God, how Taehyun would love to actually embrace Beomgyu. To let his arms crawl around his middle from behind, to hug him tight against his chest, glueing their bodies and feeling Beomgyu inside his arms.
「如果他覺得自在的話，你得觸碰他。重點在於你雙手的走向，以及環抱范奎身體時的流暢動作。」那位女士解釋道。天啊，泰亨多麼渴望能真正擁抱范奎——從背後用雙臂環住他的腰際，將他緊緊摟在胸前，讓兩人的身軀緊密貼合，感受范奎在自己懷中的溫度。

However, those were some things that TXT Kang Taehyun wouldn’t think of at the said moment. After she answered him, the five of them continued with their dance lesson.
然而這些念頭，絕非此刻的 TXT 姜泰亨會考慮的事。在她回答完後，五人繼續進行舞蹈課程。

Their eyes met and Taehyun couldn’t decipher what Beomgyu wanted to say. He was always loud and cheerful, but out of sudden, he was quiet, mumbling short yes and okay’s whenever the choreographer asked if he was being able to get the steps. Taehyun prefered to keep his mind sane and did not touch Beomgyu while doing their part.
他們視線交會，泰亨卻讀不懂范奎想表達什麼。平日喧鬧活潑的他突然安靜下來，每當編舞老師詢問是否跟上舞步時，只含糊地應著「嗯」、「好」。泰亨選擇保持理智，在練習段落時並未觸碰范奎。

They learned half of it in a day, already training what they learned at the tempo of the song, synching every move to the beat at the lyrics like how they were instructed. Taehyun did as he was told so, not actually touching Beomgyu’s body in his part and keeping a respectful distance from his body, without affecting the movement he was supposed to do.
他們一天就學會了一半，已經開始按照歌曲的節奏練習所學，將每個動作都與歌詞的節拍同步，就像被指導的那樣。泰賢也照著指示去做，在他負責的部分並沒有實際觸碰到範奎的身體，保持著禮貌的距離，同時不影響他應該完成的動作。

Back at the dorms, Taehyun and Beomgyu did not talk about it. 
回到宿舍後，泰賢和範奎都沒有提起這件事。

On the following day, they had learned everything that was left from Frost and with that, they would be able to train on their own after hours. They did so as they wanted to track down where they had difficulties right at the beginning, that way it would be easier to clean the choreography and make it perfect.
隔天，他們已經學會了《Frost》剩下的所有部分，這樣一來，下班後他們就能自主練習了。他們這麼做是為了從一開始就找出自己卡關的地方，這樣更容易調整編舞動作，讓表演趨於完美。

“Are you struggling with anything, Taehyun-ah?” Soobin asked as they took a break and drank water, Yeonjun and Huening Kai sprawled on the floor as they catched their breath.
「泰賢啊，有哪裡跳不順嗎？」休息喝水時，玟瑉問道。然竣和休寧凱癱在地板上喘著氣。

They have been dancing Frost for more than an hour now, repeating it incessantly to get their bodies used to the steps and get to their systems the muscle memory of it.
他們已經連續跳《Frost》超過一小時，反覆練習讓身體熟悉舞步，將肌肉記憶深深刻進身體裡。

“Not that I’m struggling, I just don’t understand why I have to touch Beomgyu hyung at the beginning,” He said thoughtfully, taking a huge sip from his water bottle. “I thought the concept was madness, not… That.”
「我不是在抱怨，只是不懂為什麼一開始非得摸到範奎哥不可。」他若有所思地說著，大口灌著水瓶裡的水。「我以為概念是瘋狂，而不是...那樣。」

Taehyun heard Beomgyu snorting by his side, hands on his hips as he licked his lips. Taehyun’s gaze fell on them, following the motion and then, averting his eyes to the droplets of sweat falling from his temples. Beomgyu must suffer a lot with his long hair while dancing, how much hotter would it be than the others with short hair?
泰亨聽見範圭在身旁哼了一聲，雙手叉腰舔了舔嘴唇。泰亨的目光落在他的唇上，隨著那動作移動，接著又轉開視線，看向從他太陽穴滑落的汗珠。範圭留著長髮跳舞肯定很辛苦，比起其他短髮成員，他該有多熱啊？

“What are you laughing at?” Taehyun asked, feeling his expression turning into one of disbelief as he waited for Beomgyu’s reply.
「你在笑什麼？」泰賢問道，等待著範奎回應的同時，感覺自己的表情逐漸轉為難以置信。

“I mean, it must be working then. The mere thought of touching me is driving you mad, isn’t it? I’m driving you mad, right?” Beomgyu replied, staring right into eyes, his expression challenging Taehyun to bite back, to say something and defend himself. Or worse, give in and actually admit how Beomgyu affected him.
「我是說，那肯定有效囉。光是想到碰我，就讓你快瘋了吧？我讓你快瘋了，對不對？」范奎直視著他的雙眼回答，表情挑釁地等著泰賢反擊、說些什麼來為自己辯護。或者更糟——直接屈服，老實承認范奎對他的影響有多大。

Taehyun felt his face flushing, not from shyness, but from anger. Seeing Beomgyu all confident and assuming Taehyun was affected because of him made his blood boil. The world didn’t revolve around him and Taehyun would make sure to show it to him.
泰顯感覺自己的臉在發燙，不是因為害羞，而是因為憤怒。看到範圭那副自信滿滿的樣子，還自以為泰顯是因為他才受影響，這讓他的怒火直衝腦門。這世界可不是繞著他轉的，泰顯非得讓他知道不可。

“What the fuck are you talking about? I just- Whatever, really,” Taehyun exhaled, rolling his eyes and walking around the room, trying to ease his anger before they went back to practicing, running his hand through his hair.
「你他媽在胡說八道什麼？我只是——算了，隨便啦。」泰顯翻了個白眼，在房間裡踱步，試圖在恢復練習前平息怒氣，手指煩躁地穿過髮絲。

“Guys, if you have something to say to each other, please, do that outside of practice. We are a team and personal issues should not interfere in our income as a group. You’re both adults,” Soobin interfered, voice low and his leader role being taken at the highest level. He hated to be the asshole and call out the members, but he had to.
「夥伴們，如果你們有話要說，請在練習時間外解決。我們是一個團隊，個人問題不該影響團體收入。你們都是成年人了。」守彬介入道，聲音低沉，將隊長角色發揮到極致。他討厭當壞人點名成員，但這是他的職責。

“I don’t have anything to say,” Taehyun groaned and the conversation ended. They went back to practice and luckily, it did not affect their performance and their rehearsal. As Taehyun said, he was mature enough to separate his work from his personal life.
「我沒什麼好說的。」泰賢呻吟道，對話就此結束。他們回到練習中，幸運的是，這並沒有影響他們的表現和排練。正如泰賢所說，他已經足夠成熟，能夠將工作與個人生活分開。

Not only Taehyun, but the five of them were so busy they didn’t have time to even think of anything else, but the show. They were also managing their schedules and having recording appointments mingled together with dancing and singing lessons. 
不只泰亨，他們五個人都忙到沒時間想其他事情，腦中只有演出。他們還要安排行程，把錄音行程和舞蹈、歌唱課程混在一起。

One day, Taehyun was cooking mindlessly by midnight. Ever since he binge watched Hell’s Kitchen, he found himself interested in cooking. He was still new to everything, but he was doing his best to help ease the load Yeonjun had to carry being the only one amongst them that could cook. 
某天深夜，泰亨心不在焉地煮著東西。自從他狂看《地獄廚房》後，就對烹飪產生了興趣。雖然他還是新手，但已經盡力幫忙減輕演俊的負擔，因為演俊是他們當中唯一會做飯的人。

He was humming to a random song, being muffled away by the screams of Soobin and Huening Kai playing in their videogame set up. Taehyun was taking some food out of the fridge when he heard someone entering the kitchen. 
他隨口哼著一首歌，聲音被秀彬和休寧凱玩電動時的尖叫聲蓋過。泰亨正從冰箱裡拿出一些食物，這時他聽到有人走進了廚房。

“You know,” Beomgyu started as he leaned on the doorframe. Taehyun lifted his head from inside the fridge and raised his eyebrows, a silent motion for him to keep talking. “I really wish you could stop being a bitch about the choreography and just do what you’re supposed to do.”
「你知道嗎，」范奎倚在門框上開口。泰賢從冰箱裡抬起頭，挑起眉毛，無聲示意他繼續說下去。「我真希望你能別再對編舞這麼機車，乖乖做好你該做的事。」

Taehyun scoffed as he grabbed what he needed and closed the door, walking towards the sink. “Which I’m doing,” He deadpanned and shrugged his shoulders, staring emotionless at Beomgyu. 
泰賢嗤笑一聲，抓起需要的東西關上冰箱門，走向水槽。「我正在做啊，」他面無表情地聳肩，冷冷盯著范奎。

“No, you’re not! You’re— It’s infuriating, God. Can’t you just stop being a coward and touch me like you’re supposed to?” Beomgyu spat out, looking genuinely angry and staring hard at Taehyun, who remained on the same state, calm and quiet.
「才沒有！你根本——天啊，氣死我了。你能不能別這麼孬，像你該做的那樣碰我？」范奎氣沖沖地吐出這句話，看起來真的動怒了，狠狠瞪著依舊保持平靜沉默的泰賢。

“If I were doing it wrong, the teacher would’ve called me out for that,” Taehyun stated, shrugging his shoulders and ignoring the tantrum the other was giving because of a mere detail.
「要是我做錯了，老師早就糾正我了。」泰亨聳聳肩說道，無視對方為了這點小事發的脾氣。

“Are you that afraid to touch me?” Beomgyu inquired, eyebrows lifting and Taehyun knew he was trying to push him over the edge and admit it. Admit how badly he wanted Beomgyu.
「你就這麼害怕碰我嗎？」范奎問道，眉毛挑起，泰亨知道他是在試圖逼自己越界，承認那個事實。承認他有多麼渴望范奎。

“In your dreams, hyung,” Taehyun rolled his eyes and averted his attention from the other to the onion he was about to cut to finish his meal.
「做夢去吧，哥，」泰亨翻了個白眼，將注意力從對方身上移開，轉向正要切來完成餐點的洋蔥。

“I can’t believe it. You’re such a pain in the ass,” Beomgyu complained as he crossed his arms in front of his torso, disbelief filling his body as he saw that there was no use in arguing with Taehyun about the topic.
「我真不敢相信。你真是個麻煩精，」范奎抱怨著，雙臂交叉抱在胸前，當他發現與泰亨爭論這個話題毫無意義時，全身充滿了難以置信的情緒。

“You have no idea,” Taehyun replied and winked, smirk making its way to his face before Beomgyu left the room, stomping his feet and closing the door of his bedroom, a bit loudly.
「你根本不懂，」泰亨回答並眨了眨眼，嘴角勾起一抹壞笑，就在范奎跺著腳離開房間，有點大聲地關上臥室門之前。

They had their last practice before the actual concert and Taehyun dropped on his bed right after showering, blacking out in one second, hoping to rest at least a bit before the big day. However, what he didn’t expect was to wake up at dawn hours, the sky still dark outside and the chilling breeze coming from his window. The winter was right around the corner, but the breeze did nothing to ease the heat he felt on his body. He was sweating profusely, his plain shirt sticking to his body and before he could fully wake up, he already wanted to throw himself out of the window.
他們在正式演唱會前進行了最後一次彩排，泰賢洗完澡後立刻倒在床上，瞬間昏睡過去，希望能在大日子來臨前至少休息一下。然而他沒料到的是，自己會在凌晨時分醒來，窗外天色仍暗，冰冷的微風從窗戶縫隙鑽入。冬天即將來臨，但這陣涼風絲毫無法緩解他體內躁動的熱度。他渾身大汗淋漓，素色 T 恤緊黏在身上，還沒完全清醒，他就已經想從窗戶一躍而下。

Taehyun woke up with a boner. It would be fine, with a biological explanation behind and a normal reaction when it came to men’s bodies. But, Taehyun knew it wasn’t a mindless boner. It was one of those he’d get whenever he had wet dreams and that day it was no different. Except for the fact that he had never had one of those dreams with Beomgyu in it.
泰顯醒來時硬了。這本來沒什麼，背後有生理學解釋，也是男性身體的正常反應。但泰顯心裡清楚，這次的勃起並非毫無來由。每當他做春夢時就會這樣，今天也不例外。唯一不同的是，他從未夢見過包含範奎的春夢。

Once the flashes of his imagination came back to his mind, he groaned, careful not to wake anyone in the other rooms. They were all tired and Taehyun would die if he ever disturbed his hyungs’ sleep because of something so stupid like that. He took a deep breath and moved around the bed, trying to decide if he’d just ignore it and try to sleep it away or if he’d take care of it.
當那些想像的片段再度浮現腦海，他忍不住呻吟出聲，同時小心翼翼地不驚動其他房間的人。大家都累壞了，要是因為這種蠢事吵醒哥哥們，泰顯覺得自己肯定會羞愧致死。他深吸一口氣，在床上翻來覆去，猶豫著該置之不理試著睡過去，還是該自己解決。

Taehyun was too sleepy to think straight, but when his eyelids closed to think of a solution, the images he had dreamed burned behind them. He saw Beomgyu all over him, his lips on his neck, sucking on his skin, hard enough to mingle pleasure with pain and make him dizzy. He saw Beomgyu moving up and whispering dirty words inside his ear as he massaged his waist, pulling him in closer to glue their bodies together. He saw Beomgyu palming his erection over his pants and slowly dropping to his knees, eyes never leaving his own as Beomgyu lowered himself in an excruciatingly slow pace. Taehyun woke up gasping and with nothing but the ghost of Beomgyu approaching his dick, never actually reaching him as it was all inside his mind.
泰顯睏得無法正常思考，但當他閉上眼睛想找出解決辦法時，夢中的畫面卻在眼皮後灼燒。他看見範奎整個人壓在他身上，嘴唇貼著他的頸項，用力吮吸他的肌膚，痛楚與快感交織令他暈眩。他看見範奎緩緩上移，在他耳邊低語著下流話語，同時揉捏他的腰際，將他拉得更近直到兩具身軀緊密相貼。他看見範奎隔著褲子撫弄他挺立的慾望，然後以折磨人的緩慢速度跪下來，視線始終緊鎖著他，當範奎逐漸靠近他的下身時——泰顯猛然驚醒，氣喘吁吁，只剩範奎逼近他性器的幻影縈繞不去，那終究只是他腦海中的想像，從未真正觸及。

After two minutes, Taehyun got up on his feet and groaned. He made his way towards his own bathroom, locking the door behind him as he leaned back on it. Immediately, he pulled down his pants and wrapped his hand around his cock, sighing in relief feeling the soft pressure of his hold. It hurt, he was painfully hard from a mere wet dream and he felt like a teenager hitting puberty all over again.
兩分鐘後，泰賢撐起身子發出一聲呻吟。他搖搖晃晃走向自己的浴室，反手鎖上門後將背抵在門板上。他急不可耐地扯下褲子，手掌包裹住發燙的性器時，那股柔軟的壓迫感讓他如釋重負地嘆息。這太難受了，僅僅因為一場春夢就硬得發痛，讓他感覺像是重回青春期躁動的少年時代。

Fuck, Beomgyu , he thought to himself. And as he came, the thought remained the same, but with another intention wrapping around his words. Fuck, Beomgyu. 
操，范奎，他在心裡咒罵。當高潮來臨時，這個念頭依然盤旋不去，只是話語間纏繞的意圖已然不同。操，范奎。

Then, the concert arrived and it was like lifting 10kg from their backs. The group had a lot to do and a lot to deal with regarding the concert and once they finished, they let themselves be filled with pride and happiness. The five of them were high on adrenaline, even though the concert ended an hour already. They were still backstage of the place they had transmitted the show, arranging some things with their staff crew and manager before going out to have dinner as a celebration. Taehyun was sprawled on the couch by the corner, his bag already done and he had already changed clothes to go out. Taehyun was on his phone, probably on Weverse to talk with his fans after the show, hence the fact that he didn’t notice Beomgyu dropping himself on the couch by his side.
演唱會終於到來，彷彿卸下了他們背上十公斤的重擔。團隊為了這場演出忙得不可開交，當一切結束後，他們讓自豪與喜悅充滿心頭。即使演出已結束一小時，五人仍因腎上腺素飆升而興奮不已。他們還在轉播場地的後台，與工作人員和經紀人處理些雜務，準備外出慶功。泰亨癱在角落的沙發上，背包早已收拾妥當，也換好了外出服裝。他正盯著手機，大概是在 Weverse 上與演出後的粉絲們互動，因此沒注意到範奎一屁股坐到他身旁的沙發上。

“Hey, be careful!” Taehyun mumbled to Beomgyu, not taking his eyes off of his cellphone’s screen.
「喂，小心點！」泰亨嘟囔著對範奎說，視線仍沒離開手機螢幕。

They were fine. They didn’t actually fight, but there was a never-ending tension hovering over them ever since the first dance practice of Frost. Beomgyu would never miss a chance to tease Taehyun about their part, and Taehyun would always ignore him for the benefit of the group. He didn’t want them to postpone the concert because he had punched Beomgyu for being annoying. But, whenever they interacted, whenever they were together, the air would get suffocating, tension filling the place and making everyone notice.
他們其實沒事。雖然沒有真的吵起來，但自從《Frost》第一次舞蹈練習後，那股揮之不去的緊繃感就一直籠罩著他們。范奎從不放過任何機會拿他們的舞蹈橋段調侃泰賢，而泰賢為了團體和諧總是選擇無視。他不想因為揍了煩人的范奎而導致演唱會延期。但每當他們互動、每當共處一室時，空氣就會變得令人窒息，緊繃的氛圍瀰漫整個空間，讓所有人都察覺得到。

Taehyun tried to play it cool after his last night’s dream, but it was really hard to do so when every time he looked at Beomgyu, he remembered of his doe, blinking eyes as he kneeled in front of him, ready to suck him off on the dream. Taehyun held back another groan
泰賢試圖對昨晚的夢境表現得若無其事，但每當他看向范奎時，夢中那雙跪在他面前、眨著小鹿般眼睛準備為他口交的畫面就會浮現，這讓他實在難以保持冷靜。泰賢硬生生把另一聲呻吟咽了回去

“Aww, my Taehyunie is worried about me?” Beomgyu teased and leaned to his side, blinking at him innocently.
「哎呦，我的泰亨尼在擔心我嗎？」范奎戲謔地靠向他，無辜地眨著眼睛。

“No, but I do worry about your paycheck. If you break the couch, you will be the one to pay,” Taehyun replied snarkily, now in fact staring at Beomgyu, who pouted in annoyance as Taehyun was really hard to play with. “And I won’t be lending you any money.”
「才不是，但我確實擔心你的薪水。要是你把沙發弄壞了，可是要自己賠的，」泰亨尖酸地回嘴，現在真的盯著范奎看，後者惱怒地噘起嘴，因為泰亨真的很難逗弄。「而且我絕對不會借你錢。」

“Ridiculous,” Beomgyu stated, annoyed and rolling his eyes.
「荒謬，」范奎翻了個白眼，惱怒地說道。

“You’re one to talk. Are the others ready yet? I’m hungry” Taehyun asked and brought back his eyes to the screen of his phone.
「你還好意思說。其他人準備好了沒？我餓了。」泰賢問道，視線又回到手機螢幕上。

“What are you doing?” Beomgyu asked instead of replying, leaning in further to Taehyun’s side to see what he was doing on the device.
「你在幹嘛？」范奎沒有回答，反而湊近泰亨身邊，想看看他在裝置上做些什麼。

“Talking to MOAs, they are complimenting our performance today and all. They even did a special hashtag on Weverse, it’s cute,” Taehyun replied with a genuine smile, showing all of his teeth in his usual sharky smile.
「跟 MOA 們聊天時，他們都在稱讚我們今天的表演，還特別在 Weverse 上創了個專屬標籤，超可愛的。」泰顯露出真摯的笑容回答，像往常一樣咧嘴笑出鯊魚般的招牌笑容。

“We were indeed awesome, I wish it wasn’t offline, though,” Beomgyu added contemplative, eyes drifting off to a random point at the wall before he was hit with an idea. “It wasn’t that hard, was it?” He asked, a smirk plastered all over his face.
「我們確實超厲害的，真希望不是離線狀態呢。」范奎若有所思地補充道，目光漫不經心地飄向牆上某處，突然靈光一閃。「其實也沒那麼難對吧？」他問道，臉上掛著一抹得意的笑容。

Taehyun stared at him dumbly, face blank trying to understand what Beomgyu meant by the question. “What do you mean it wasn’t-”
泰亨呆呆地望著他，面無表情地試圖理解範奎這句話的意思。「你說不是——是什麼意思？」

Before Taehyun could finish his sentence, Beomgyu interrupted, expression dark and a serious look on his face. “I said, it wasn’t that fucking hard to touch me, was it?” 
泰亨話還沒說完，就被昶勳打斷，只見他臉色陰沉，神情嚴肅地說道：「我說了，碰我有他媽那麼難嗎？」

“Well, I had to, otherwise you’d kill me in front of thousands of people,” Taehyun tried to avert the actual topic of the conversation. He lifted his eyes from the cellphone and stared back at Beomgyu, not backing out or feeling threatened by the other. 
「我不得不這麼做，不然你可是會在成千上萬人面前殺了我。」泰賢試圖轉移話題焦點。他從手機上抬起視線，毫不退縮地回望範奎，絲毫沒有被對方氣勢壓倒的樣子。

Ever since the concert had ended, Taehyun did his best to forget and put away the way Beomgyu’s body felt under his fingers for mere seconds. The lean figure and soft stomach of Beomgyu under the white shirt made Taehyun remember how it looked under the shirt, bare and on full display. Taehyun’s fingers itched to touch him again, with or without fabric in the middle.
自從演唱會結束後，泰賢就努力想忘記那短短幾秒間，手指觸碰到範奎身體的觸感。那件白襯衫下範奎精瘦的身形與柔軟的腹部，讓泰賢不禁想起襯衫底下赤裸袒露的模樣。他的手指發癢，渴望再次觸碰對方，無論隔著衣料與否。

“See, that wasn’t so bad, but you had to be a bitch about it. A simple choreography move and yet you had to make a fuss out of it,” Beomgyu leaned in a bit into Taehyun’s space, who remained stuck, lifting his eyebrows as he listened to Beomgyu.
「看吧，又沒那麼糟，你偏要擺張臭臉。明明只是個簡單的編舞動作，你非得小題大作。」範奎微微傾身侵入泰賢的空間，後者僵在原地，聽他說話時挑起眉毛。

“I’m this close to punching you in the face, you have no idea,” Taehyun smiled, a smile laced with irony and mockery. Beomgyu knew better than anyone how Taehyun could knock him down easily with his arms, muscles bulging unintentionally in most of the clothes he wore.
「我差點就要一拳揍在你臉上了，你根本不知道，」泰亨笑著說，那笑容裡充滿了諷刺與嘲弄。範奎比誰都清楚，泰亨能輕而易舉地用他那雙手臂把他撂倒，那肌肉在他穿的大多數衣服裡都不經意地隆起。

“Just say you want me and go,” Beomgyu almost whispered and smirked, a beautiful contrast to the fake smile on Taehyun's face. They were sitting side by side, no one else in the room as the staff was busy cleaning the venue. 
「就說你想要我然後走吧，」范奎幾乎是用氣音說道，嘴角勾起一抹笑，與泰煥臉上那虛假的笑容形成鮮明對比。他們並肩坐著，房間裡沒有其他人，工作人員正忙著清理場地。

“Only in your dreams, hyung,” Taehyun scoffed, shaking his head. They were hovering over a dangerous line, but Taehyun felt a hand pulling him in over and over. He wanted to cross it, and throw everything in the air, to stop suppressing the thoughts that made his mind foggy and confused from time to time.
「只有在你的夢裡才會這樣，哥，」泰煥嗤之以鼻，搖了搖頭。他們正徘徊在一條危險的界線上，但泰煥感覺有隻手不斷將他拉過去。他想跨越那條線，把一切都拋到空中，不再壓抑那些時不時讓他思緒模糊混亂的念頭。

“Maybe, but c’mon, we’re not dumb and we both know how much you want me,” Beomgyu deadpanned as it was as obvious as water was vital to the humans. Taehyun gulped down on nothing, hard to swallow as he felt his throat suddenly dry; his eyes quivered watching Beomgyu’s expression, the way he was looking at him, how the corner of his mouth lifted up in a wickedly smirk, as if he had all of the answers in the world. Beomgyu lifted his arm and circled Taehyun’s shoulder, making him suck in a sharp breath, trying his best not to show how affected he was and not do anything dumb meanwhile. Beomgyu leaned into his right ear and whispered, lips brushing against the shell of Taehyun’s ear, “How much I want you.”
「或許吧，但拜託，我們又不笨，而且我們都知道你有多想要我。」范奎面無表情地說，這事實明顯得就像水對人類一樣不可或缺。太顯喉嚨突然乾澀得難以下嚥，他空嚥了一下，看著范奎的表情、他注視自己的方式，以及嘴角揚起的那抹邪惡笑容，彷彿他掌握了世上所有答案。范奎抬起手臂環住太顯的肩膀，讓他倒抽一口氣，極力不顯露自己受到影響，同時避免做出任何蠢事。范奎湊近他的右耳低語，唇瓣輕擦過太顯的耳廓：「我有多想要你。」

Beomgyu’s hand burned in Taehyun’s shoulder, heavy and affirming, he felt in every single inch of his body how Beomgyu’s hand felt resting up on his body. He quickly recovered from his initial shock and licked his lips; he wasn’t going to let Beomgyu win over him. “Is that so, hyung? How did you know that if you’re thirsting over my muscles all the time?,” Taehyun replied, a smirk making its way on his face just like Beomgyu had previously. As he mentioned his muscles, Beomgyu’s eyes unconsciously fell on his biceps and he parted his lips a bit, the smirk long gone now. “I think my eyes are up here,” Taehyun boldly lifted his chin with his thumb and index finger, touch so soft and gentle that Beomgyu stayed still for a second, processing the sudden change in their interaction.
範奎的手在泰賢肩上發燙，沉甸甸地帶著肯定，他全身上下都能感受到範奎手掌停留在自己肌膚上的觸感。他迅速從最初的震驚中回神，舔了舔嘴唇——他可不會讓範奎佔上風。「是嗎，哥？你成天對著我的肌肉流口水，怎麼會知道這些？」泰賢回擊道，嘴角勾起與方才範奎如出一轍的痞笑。當他提到肌肉時，範奎的目光不自覺落在他鼓起的二頭肌上，微微張開的嘴唇讓那抹壞笑瞬間消失。「我想我的眼睛在這上面喔，」泰賢大膽地用拇指與食指輕抬起他的下巴，那觸碰輕柔得讓範奎愣怔了一瞬，兩人之間突然轉變的互動模式令他措手不及。

“You see, it’s so obvious that even though I’m not looking, I still can feel how you want me,” Beomgyu shot back, a small smile hanging on his lips.
「你看，這明顯到就算我沒在看，還是能感覺到你想要我，」范奎回嘴，嘴角掛著一抹淺笑。

They were close, closer than before, eyes intense looking at each other, capturing every slight movement or reaction they could have. But, before they could act on their desires, they heard a faint knock on the door. They parted ways and Taehyun pretended to be on his cell phone again with Beomgyu looking over his shoulder, trying to see what was on the screen.
他們靠得很近，比之前更近，目光熾熱地注視著彼此，捕捉著對方每一個細微的動作或反應。但就在他們即將順從內心渴望之際，一聲輕微的敲門聲打斷了這一切。兩人迅速分開，泰賢假裝又開始滑手機，而范奎則從他肩後探頭，試圖看清螢幕上的內容。

“We’re ready to have dinner, you in?” Soobin said as he opened the door.
「晚餐準備好了，要一起嗎？」秀彬推開門問道。

Beomgyu and Taehyun looked at each other, none of them actually understanding what the gaze meant. “Of course! I’m fucking hungry,” Taehyun replied and got up from the couch, Beomgyu’s hand falling off of his shoulder.
范奎和泰亨互看了一眼，誰也沒真正明白那眼神代表什麼。「當然！我他媽餓死了，」泰亨回答，從沙發上起身，范奎的手從他肩上滑落。

(...)

The dinner went by smoothly, it was like nothing had ever happened as Beomgyu and Taehyun joked and interacted with each other with ease, familiarity embracing both of them as they shared grilled meat at the restaurant. Dinner was filled with laughter and light-hearted conversation between all of them, the group overflowing with self-pride and happiness as everything went better than expected.
晚餐進行得很順利，彷彿什麼都沒發生過一樣，Beomgyu 和 Taehyun 輕鬆自在地開玩笑互動，兩人在餐廳分享烤肉時流露出的熟悉感包圍著他們。整頓晚餐充滿笑聲和輕鬆的對話，團體洋溢著自豪與幸福，因為一切進展比預期還要好。

The company was going to pay for their dinner, so they chose to go to a barbecue restaurant and get two full sets for them, not worrying about the bill for once. As they finished eating, Huening Kai had craved for ice cream and asked the staff if they could go to a place nearby the restaurant and spend some time there before going to the dorms. They were authorized with the company of some staff to accompany them and bring them to the dorms after.
公司會支付他們的晚餐費用，所以他們選擇去一家燒烤店，點了兩份全套套餐，這次不用擔心帳單問題。吃完飯後，Huening Kai 突然想吃冰淇淋，詢問工作人員是否可以去餐廳附近的店鋪待一會兒再回宿舍。在幾位工作人員陪同下，他們獲得許可可以在外逗留，之後再由工作人員帶回宿舍。

“I’m feeling a bit tired and as I won’t compact in whatever chocomint pact you both did, I’ll head to the dorms first,” Taehyun said with a face as he said ‘chocomin’, pointing to Yeonjun and Huening Kai.
「我有點累了，而且我才不要加入你們兩個那個什麼巧克力薄荷的約定，我要先回宿舍了。」泰賢一臉嫌棄地說著「巧克力薄荷」這個詞，同時指向然竣和休寧凱。

“Your loss,” Yeonjun stuck his tongue out after replying with a pout.
「吃虧的是你。」然竣嘟著嘴回完話後，還故意吐了吐舌頭。

“I’ll follow Taehyun as well, I’m a bit tired and dying to take a shower,” Beomgyu said and yawned. Taehyun didn’t know if he believed him or not. “Text us when you’re heading to the dorm, ‘kay?”
「我也要跟泰亨一起走，有點累了，超想趕快洗澡。」範圭說完打了個哈欠。泰亨不確定該不該相信他。「你們要回宿舍時傳個訊息給我們，好嗎？」

“Sure, take care and rest well,” Soobin ruffled Beomgyu’s hair and smiled, making Beomgyu smile as well.
「沒問題，路上小心，好好休息。」秀彬揉了揉範圭的頭髮微笑著，讓範圭也跟著笑了起來。

With that, they separated themselves and Taehyun and Beomgyu walked towards the car in the parking lot. Taehyun’s mind was running a thousand miles, trying to decipher if Beomgyu’s decision meant something, if he was trying to set both of them up, or if they were just going to brush away what happened backstage and never talk about it again. Either way, Taehyun was going to get crazy.
就這樣，他們分頭行動，泰亨和範圭走向停車場的車子。泰亨的腦海裡思緒萬千，試圖解讀範圭這個決定是否別有深意——他是在試圖撮合他們兩人，還是打算把後台發生的事當作沒發生過，永遠不再提起？無論如何，泰亨覺得自己快要瘋了。

They hopped into the car and as soon as Taehyun made himself comfortable on the seat, Beomgyu sat beside him and rested his head on Taehyun’s shoulder. Taehyun sucked in a surprised gasp and just focused on the window by the door, the trees under the dim yellow light of the light poles seeming a hundred per cent more interesting out of sudden.
他們跳上車，泰亨剛在座位上坐定，范奎就挨著他坐下，頭靠上他的肩膀。泰亨倒抽一口氣，連忙把視線釘在車門旁的窗戶上——突然間，路燈昏黃光暈下的樹影變得比平時有趣百倍。

The car started to move and Taehyun’s eyelids were getting heavier and heavier as he stared intently at the blurry, fast moving scenery out of the window. He let his eyes fall closed, mind blanking for a moment as he relaxed with Beomgyu’s warmth by his side, but it quickly faded away. Taehyun, firstly, was pondering if Beomgyu would pull some trick while they were in the car and continue what they had started, but after ten minutes into the ride nothing happened and Taehyun relaxed. That was his mistake.
車子開始移動，泰亨緊盯著窗外模糊飛逝的景色，眼皮越來越沉。他閉上雙眼，思緒短暫放空，享受著身旁範圭的體溫，但這份暖意很快消散。泰亨首先思考的是範圭會不會在車上耍什麼花招，繼續他們未完的事，但車程過了十分鐘仍毫無動靜，他便放鬆下來。這正是他的失策。

Beomgyu was never predictable, even though he appeared to be. Taehyun let his guard down and he instantly winced inside his mind as he felt Beomgyu’s hand crawling gently up on his leg and resting on his thigh. It was simply like that, Beomgyu’s innocently putting his hand on Taehyun’s thigh, not moving an inch, not teasing him, nothing of the sort. It was… just his hand there. If it was any other day, Taehyun wouldn’t mind it, but there was something divergent in the way Beomgyu’s hand was on him today.
範圭從來就難以預測，即便表面看似平靜。泰亨剛卸下心防，就立刻在心裡倒抽一口氣——他感覺到範圭的手正緩緩爬上他的腿，最後停在大腿處。就只是這樣，範圭單純把手放在泰亨腿上，沒有移動半吋，沒有挑逗，什麼都沒有。就只是…他的手放在那裡。若是平常日子，泰亨根本不會在意，但今天範圭的手放在他身上的方式，有種說不上來的異樣。

Taehyun did what he thought was best and closed his eyes again, trying to ignore the weight of the hand on top of his thigh. It seemed like it worked as he fell asleep and was woken up by Beomgyu shaking him lightly by his side, “We’re here, Taehyunie. Let’s go,” Beomgyu scratched his eyes and Taehyun found the scene in front of him adorable, cute even.
泰賢做了他認為最好的選擇，再次閉上眼睛，試圖忽略那隻壓在他大腿上的手的重量。這方法似乎奏效了，他睡著後被範奎輕輕搖醒，「我們到了，泰賢啊。走吧，」範奎揉了揉眼睛，泰賢覺得眼前的景象可愛極了，甚至有點萌。

Taehyun lazily blinked and hummed, stretching his limbs shortly on the seat before getting out of the car. Everything seemed perfectly under control, too calm for Taehyun’s liking, who was expecting anything out of the sudden from Beomgyu. 
泰賢懶洋洋地眨了眨眼，輕哼著伸了個懶腰，在座位上短暫伸展四肢後才下車。一切看起來都完美地在他的掌控之中，平靜得讓泰賢有些不適應——他原本預期著昡奎隨時會突然做出什麼出人意料的舉動。

Taehyun felt like he was walking on ice, slowly taking steps over a frozen lake, the thin icy layer being the only thing keeping his body away from the freezing water. Except that the icy, cold water was Beomgyu, a splash on Taehyun’s face enough to numb his entire body. 
泰顯感覺自己像是在薄冰上行走，緩緩地踏過結冰的湖面，那層薄薄的冰是唯一隔開他身體與刺骨寒水的屏障。只不過，那冰冷刺骨的水正是范奎，只要濺到泰顯臉上，就足以讓他全身發麻。

They walked into their dorm building in silence, staying side by side in the elevator, not exchanging even a word. Once they entered their dorm, Taehyun felt like exploding. He cornered Beomgyu as soon as he locked the door. 
他們沉默地走進宿舍大樓，在電梯裡並肩而立，連一個字也沒交換。一進宿舍，泰亨就覺得自己要爆炸了。門一鎖上，他立刻把範奎逼到角落。

“What are you doing?” Taehyun inquired as he caged Beomgyu between his arms, both of them beside Beomgyu’s head, supporting his body back on the door. 
「你在做什麼？」泰賢一邊問道，一邊用雙臂將范奎困在門邊，兩手撐在范奎頭側，將他整個人抵在門板上。

“Nothing? I don’t really see me doing anything now, actually,” Beomgyu answered, feigning innocence and pretending to be oblivious to what Taehyun was asking. “Should I be doing something, Taehyunie?”
「沒什麼啊？我現在真的不覺得自己有在做什麼耶，」范奎假裝無辜地回答，裝作沒聽懂泰煥在問什麼。「我應該要做些什麼嗎，泰煥啊？」

Taehyun furrowed his eyebrows, he knew Beomgyu was testing his limits and pushing him to the edge. Taehyun’s lips twisted in annoyance and he took a deep breath, eyes travelling up and down Beomgyu’s face, studying his expression. 
泰賢皺起眉頭，他知道範圭正在測試他的底線，將他逼到極限。泰賢的嘴唇因惱怒而扭曲，他深吸一口氣，目光在範圭臉上來回游移，仔細研究他的表情。

“You tell me, hyung. Do you want to do something about it?” Taehyun raised his eyebrows and a small smile painted his face. He knew he pushed Beomgyu’s button when he saw him breathing sharply and parting his lips as he thought of what to say. He didn’t expect Taehyun to keep up with his game. 
「你告訴我啊，哥。你想對此做點什麼嗎？」泰賢挑起眉毛，臉上浮現一抹淺笑。當他看到範圭呼吸急促、張開嘴唇思考該說什麼時，就知道自己按到了他的敏感點。範圭沒料到泰賢會跟上他的遊戲節奏。

“It’s up to you, honestly,” Beomgyu replied, a small pout on his lips as he tucked a strand of hair behind Taehyun’s ear. “Would you tell me what you want to do?” He kept his hand caressing gently the ear, feeling small hints of shivers crawling up Taehyun’s body. 
「老實說，這取決於你。」範圭回答時嘴唇微微噘起，同時將一縷髮絲撥到泰賢耳後。「你會告訴我你想做什麼嗎？」他的手繼續輕撫那隻耳朵，感受著泰賢身體微微顫抖的細微跡象。

“Oh, hyung, you don’t wanna know. Trust me,” Taehyun chuckled as he shook his head. This was dangerous, they were dancing over the frozen lake together, hearing the ice cracking under their feet, yet not falling in the water. Taehyun felt the words prickling at his tongue, the denial, the urge to stop whatever they were doing because it was so dangerous . 
「噢，哥，你不會想知道的。相信我。」泰賢輕笑著搖頭。這太危險了，他們一起在結冰的湖面上跳舞，聽著腳下冰層碎裂的聲音，卻沒有掉進水裡。泰賢感覺那些話語在舌尖刺痛著，那份否認、那股想阻止他們正在做的一切的衝動，因為這實在太危險了。

“Hm? I’m not so sure, I’ve been kinda curious about what's on your mind,” Beomgyu said, his voice syrupy ringing in Taehyun’s ear. Beomgyu circled his shoulders with his arms, every move tantalizing and seeming extremely seducing, like enchanting a snake. Beomgyu brought his lips close to Taehyun’s earshell and whispered calmly, “Tell me, Taehyun, do I live up to your dreams? Will you tell me what you want?”
「嗯？我不太確定呢，我一直很好奇你在想什麼，」范奎的聲音像糖漿般在泰亨耳邊響起。他用手臂環繞著泰亨的肩膀，每個動作都充滿挑逗，極具誘惑力，宛如在對蛇施法。范奎將嘴唇靠近泰亨的耳廓，平靜地低語：「告訴我，泰亨，我有達到你的期望嗎？你會告訴我你想要什麼嗎？」

Taehyun felt shivers crawling up to his skin, his heart beating faster and his hand turning into fists at the rigid surface of the door. Beomgyu was cracking him down, getting under every crevice of his body with his words, making the wall he built to separate himself crumble in front of his eyes. Taehyun’s hands itched to touch Beomgyu, to turn him into nothing, but scorching flames under his hands. 
泰顯感到一陣顫慄爬上肌膚，心跳加速，拳頭在堅硬的門板上緊握成拳。範奎正用言語將他層層瓦解，鑽入他身體每道縫隙，讓他在眼前築起的高牆逐漸崩塌。泰顯的手渴望碰觸範奎，想將他化為灰燼，只餘掌心灼熱的火焰。

“I’ll show you,” Taehyun mumbled, eyes never leaving Beomgyu’s, gaze fierce and cat-like, ready to catch any movement around him. 
「我會讓你知道的，」泰賢低語道，目光始終未離開範奎，眼神如貓般銳利，隨時準備捕捉周遭任何動靜。

Beomgyu inhaled in anticipation, feeling the pit of his stomach fill with anxiety masked by the name of butterfly wings. Taehyun’s hand fell from the door and slid calmly through the sides of Beomgyu’s body, his touch so gentle that it was barely there. Taehyun stopped his hands by Beomgyu’s waist and caressed it up and down for a bit. 
範奎屏息以待，感受著胃底湧現的焦慮，那感覺被冠以蝴蝶翅膀之名。泰賢的手從門上滑落，平靜地滑過範奎身側，觸碰輕柔得幾乎難以察覺。他的雙手停在範奎腰際，上下輕撫了一陣。

Beomgyu was almost quivering under Taehyun’s hands and he didn’t even do anything. Then, out of sudden, Taehyun pulled Beomgyu in by his waist, flushing their bodies glued together. Beomgyu couldn’t help the surprised gasp that left his lips, eyes wide and hand holding tight onto Taehyun’s shoulders. 
范奎幾乎在泰亨的手下顫抖，而他甚至什麼都還沒做。突然間，泰亨一把摟住范奎的腰，讓兩人身體緊密相貼。范奎忍不住驚呼出聲，雙眼圓睜，雙手緊緊抓住泰亨的肩膀。

Their faces were close, breaths mingling together and Taehyun cocked his head to the side, nosing at Beomgyu’s cheek. “Is it like how you imagine, hyung?” Taehyun whispered, feeling Beomgyu’s breath becoming uneven for a second. 
他們的臉靠得很近，呼吸交融在一起，泰亨歪著頭，用鼻子輕蹭著范奎的臉頰。「和你想像的一樣嗎，哥？」泰亨低聲問道，感覺到范奎的呼吸瞬間變得紊亂。

Beomgyu shook his head lightly and turned his head to the side, “Even better,” He breathed out as he brushed their lips together. Beomgyu surged forward to capture Taehyun’s lips in a searing kiss, but he backed out, only to tease the other, who chased his mouth eagerly. 
范奎輕輕搖頭，將頭偏向一側，「這樣更好。」他低語著，讓彼此的唇瓣輕觸。范奎猛然向前想奪取太顯的唇，卻又退開，只為逗弄急切追尋他雙唇的另一人。

“Yeah? Have you imagined me touching you like this?” Taehyun asked with a wicked grin, bringing one of his hands up from Beomgyu’s side, traveling all the expansion of his body and bringing his hand to Beomgyu’s neck, feeling his pulse under his fingers. 
「嗯？你有想像過我這樣碰你嗎？」泰亨帶著壞笑問道，一隻手從範奎的腰際往上遊走，撫過他身體的每一寸，最後停在他的頸部，感受指尖下脈搏的跳動。

Beomgyu didn’t answer, instead pulling Taehyun by the collar of his shirt and crashing their lips together. The kiss was everything but gentle, there was a wave of desperation that took over the lead from both sides, lips slotting together messily as they dived in and gave in to their desires. 
範奎沒有回答，反而揪住泰亨的衣領，將兩人的唇狠狠撞在一起。這個吻一點也不溫柔，雙方都被一股絕望的浪潮主導，唇舌胡亂交纏，沉溺其中並屈服於彼此的渴望。

Taehyun’s hand on Beomgyu’s neck made its way to wrap around his throat, backing him up on the door with his hold, swallowing a whine that escaped Beomgyu’s lips as his back met the wooden surface. Their tongues tangled together, the kiss sloppy and heated since the beginning, leaving no room to light-hearted confessions and sweet words of love. 
泰賢的手從範奎的頸部滑向他的喉嚨，將他抵在門板上。當範奎的背撞上木質門面時，一聲嗚咽從他唇間逸出，隨即被吞沒。兩人的舌頭交纏，這個吻從一開始就雜亂而熾熱，容不下輕鬆的告白與甜蜜的情話。

Their exchange was carnal and brutal, feral even. Their bodies called for each other, like a magnet pulling them together and making them intertwine themselves in one body and soul. Their brains itched to map each other’s body, to engrave in their minds every inch, every corner they could reach with their hands and mouths and captured every sound they would let out, ringing in their ears until they were buzzing and muffled from the overwhelming pleasure. 
他們的交纏既原始又粗暴，甚至帶著野性。兩具身軀彼此召喚，如同磁鐵般相互吸引，讓他們在肉體與靈魂中合而為一。腦中渴望描繪對方的每一寸肌膚，用雙手與雙唇探索每個角落，將每一聲喘息深深刻印在腦海，直到耳際迴盪的聲響因過度歡愉而化為嗡鳴。

They pulled to catch their breath and Taehyun tightened his hold on Beomgyu’s neck, making him gasp from surprise as he was not cutting the flood of air and blood from him like he wished. “Bedroom. Now,” Beomgyu said, smirking and closing his eyes for a moment as he threw his head back on the door and watched Taehyun through hooded eyes once he opened them again. 
他們停下喘息，泰賢收緊了環抱在範奎頸間的手臂，讓範奎因意外而倒抽一口氣——這並非如他所願切斷空氣與血液的流動。「臥室。現在。」範奎說道，嘴角揚起一抹壞笑，閉上雙眼片刻後將頭向後仰靠在門上，當他再次睜開那雙半掩的眼眸時，目光灼灼地注視著泰賢。

Taehyun mirrored his smirk and complied with his wish, pulling Beomgyu by his hand towards his own room. As soon as he closed the door behind him, making sure to lock it, he pulled Beomgyu into him, back meeting his chest as he circled his body with his arms. Beomgyu exhaled heavily as he felt Taehyun’s iron grip on him, circling his entire middle with his arms.
泰亨也學著他露出那抹壞笑，順著他的意，牽著範奎的手往自己房間走去。一關上門，他立刻確認門鎖已扣上，隨即將範奎拉進懷中，讓他的背緊貼自己的胸膛，雙臂環繞著他的身軀。範奎感受到泰亨如鐵鉗般牢牢箍住自己，手臂緊緊圈住他的腰際，不由得重重吐了口氣。

“Is this how you wanted me to touch you? Is this how you wanted to be in front of thousands of people?” Taehyun held him tight, arms copying the movement he was supposed to do in Frost’s choreography, the sole reason of his wildest dreams. “Did you want everyone to see how you look on my arms?” Taehyun whispered in Beomgyu’s ear as he slid his hands through his body exactly like how it was choreographed. 
「這就是你希望我觸碰你的方式嗎？這就是你想在成千上萬人面前展現的樣子嗎？」泰賢緊緊抱住他，雙臂重現著《Frost》編舞中那些令他魂牽夢縈的動作。「你想讓所有人都看見你在我懷裡的模樣嗎？」當泰賢的手順著編舞設計滑過栢基的身體時，他在他耳邊輕聲呢喃。

Beomgyu tried to contain the whine that threatened to spill from his lips, but he didn’t succeed. The thought of people seeing him being held by Beomgyu was more arousing than he expected. The way his blood rushed south and how tingles crawled upon his skin to the thought of being watched as he surrendered under Taehyun’s hands was dizzying. 
範奎試圖壓抑即將脫口而出的嗚咽，卻未能成功。想到人們看著他被範奎摟住的畫面，竟比他預期中更令人興奮。血液向下奔湧的躁動，以及想像自己在太顯手中臣服時被人注視的肌膚戰慄感，都讓他暈眩不已。

Beomgyu pressed his body back on Taehyun’s one and he threw his head back, resting it on Taehyun’s shoulder, panting a bit as the other continued to slide through his body. “Wanted to put on a bit of a show, you can’t blame me,” Beomgyu breathed out, not backing out from his demeanor, even though Taehyun was turning him into a mess. 
範奎將身體更貼近太顯，仰頭靠在他肩上輕喘，任憑對方的手繼續在自己身上游移。「想稍微表演一下嘛，你可不能怪我。」範奎氣息不穩地說著，即便太顯正將他弄得一團糟，他仍不肯示弱。

“How about you put on a show for me, hm?” Taehyun replied and licked a strip from Beomgyu’s neck to his earlobe, catching it with teeth and grazing over it faintly. Beomgyu exhaled sharply and he let himself be maneuvered by Taehyun’s hands. 
「不如你為我表演一下，嗯？」泰賢回應道，舌尖從範奎的頸項滑至耳垂，輕輕咬住並細細啃咬。範奎急促地呼出一口氣，任由泰賢的雙手引導著自己。

Taehyun’s lips found its way to Beomgyu’s neck as they started to walk slowly to the bed. Taehyun wasted no time in sucking onto the skin, right under the junction of his jaw, purple blooming over Beomgyu’s sacred pale skin. They had no schedules for a week and half, having time to rest and take a break from the hectic pace they had for the last weeks with the concert. Hence, why Taehyun paid no mind in marking Beomgyu as he wished. 
泰亨的唇瓣順勢滑向範奎的頸項，兩人緩緩朝床鋪移動。泰亨毫不遲疑地吮吸著他下顎交界處的肌膚，在範奎聖潔的蒼白肌膚上綻放出紫紅印記。他們有一週半的空檔，終於能從前幾週演唱會的緊湊行程中喘口氣。正因如此，泰亨才能隨心所欲地在範奎身上留下屬於自己的印記。

Beomgyu moaned shamelessly as Taehyun worked down his way on his neck, leaving a trail of wet open mouthed kisses after he left a hickey on his skin, purple and red blotches adorning his skin. 
當泰亨沿著頸線向下親吻，在肌膚上留下濕潤的敞唇吻痕後，範奎毫不羞恥地發出呻吟。紫紅交錯的吻痕如花朵般點綴在他的肌膚上。

“Everyone will see that you’re mine, how does that sound? What will the hyungs think when they see you all broken apart,” Taehyun breathed out as his hand found its way around Beomgyu’s neck once again, “because of me?” He whispered the last part on Beomgyu’s ear, making him keen with his words and the grip on his neck, earning a sinful noise right out of his mouth. 
「所有人都會知道你是我的，這感覺如何？哥哥們看見你被我——」泰亨的掌心再次環住範奎的頸項，氣息灼熱地低語：「弄得這麼狼狽，會怎麼想呢？」最後幾個字化為耳畔的氣音，伴隨著頸間的收緊，逼得範奎發出令人臉紅的嗚咽。

Beomgyu was barely keeping his body up, legs turning into jelly as Taehyun pushed him to the edge and made him crazy with barely anything. If it wasn’t for Taehyun’s arm around his waist, Beomgyu would already be melted on the floor. “Show ‘em,” Beomgyu managed to say as he sucked in a breath. 
范奎幾乎撐不住自己的身體，雙腿發軟，泰亨幾乎沒用什麼力氣就把他逼到極限，讓他瘋狂。要不是泰亨的手臂環著他的腰，范奎早就癱軟在地。「讓他們看看，」范奎勉強吸了口氣說道。

“What? I need you to tell me word by word what you want, Beomgyu-ah,” Taehyun held Beomgyu’s face in front of his, gazes meeting through clouded minds filled with lust and desire. 
「什麼？我要你一字一句告訴我你想要什麼，范奎啊。」泰賢捧起范奎的臉，兩人目光在充滿情慾的迷濛思緒中交會。

“Show ‘em I’m yours. Do as you wish with me and make me beg for you,” Beomgyu replied, voice hoarse and low, making Taehyun shiver under his gaze. He felt like a prey being hunted, even though he was the one about to break Beomgyu apart. 
「讓他們知道我是你的。隨你處置我，讓我向你求饒。」范奎嗓音沙啞低沉，那目光讓泰賢不禁顫抖。他感覺自己像被獵捕的獵物，儘管他才是即將把范奎拆解的人。

Taehyun pulled Beomgyu in again by his neck, kissing him roughly as they sat on the bed behind them, soft cushion behind Beomgyu’s knees. Taehyun hovered over him and Beomgyu fell back on the mattress, bringing Taehyun along with him. 
泰賢再次扣住范奎的後頸粗暴吻上，兩人跌坐在身後的床鋪上，范奎膝後陷入柔軟的靠墊。泰賢俯身籠罩著他，范奎向後倒在床墊上，連帶將泰賢也拉了下來。

Saliva was sliding down their chins as they kissed furiously, tongues mingling together and teeth almost clashing from how rough they were kissing. Taehyun parted ways, nipping at Beomgyu’s bottom lip and sucking it before releasing. They changed positions and Taehyun crawled on the bed to rest his back on the headboard, Beomgyu on his lap. 
他們激烈地親吻著，唾液順著下巴滑落，舌頭交纏在一起，牙齒幾乎因為粗暴的動作而碰撞。泰賢短暫分開，輕咬著范奎的下唇吸吮後才鬆開。他們變換姿勢，泰賢爬到床頭板處靠著，范奎則跨坐在他大腿上。

Taehyun grabbed the hem of Beomgyu’s shirt, sticking to his back, sweaty from all of the action they already had, and pulled it over his head, revealing the untouched, bare skin of his torso. Taehyun’s mouth watered at the sight, the soft expansion of the body begging to be marked, to be held and ruined. He ran his hands through Beomgyu’s stomach, feeling the velvety skin under his palms. 
泰賢抓住范奎的衣襬，那件因方才激烈動作而汗濕黏在背上的上衣，一把將其從頭頂扯下，露出那片未經觸碰、赤裸的軀幹肌膚。眼前這具隨著呼吸微微起伏的身軀，彷彿在渴求被留下印記、被擁抱、被摧毀，讓泰賢看得口乾舌燥。他將手掌滑過范奎的腹部，感受那如天鵝絨般細膩的肌膚觸感。

Beomgyu exhaled shakily as he felt the feather touch, gentle and fluttering, on his skin. He fumbled with Taehyun’s shirt as well and took off from him, revealing the well-built, lean body from the other. He sucked in a sharp breath as he let himself drown in the expansion of Taehyun’s chest. 
範奎顫抖著呼出一口氣，感受那輕柔飄忽的羽毛觸感掠過肌膚。他同樣笨拙地解開太顯的襯衫，讓對方精實勻稱的身軀一覽無遺。當太顯胸膛的線條在眼前舒展時，他倒抽一口氣，任由自己沉溺在這片景緻中。

Beomgyu’s hands roamed around, feeling the muscles without any shame. He let his hands travel from his pecs to his biceps, kneading the skin and feeling the muscles flexing under his fingers. Taehyun relished in the way Beomgyu stared at him, at his body, hunger filling every crack of his eyes, his orbs spilling lust as if he wanted to devour Taehyun whole. 
范奎的手毫不羞恥地四處游移，感受著那些肌肉線條。他任由雙手從胸肌滑到二頭肌，揉捏著肌膚，感受指尖下緊繃的肌肉律動。泰亨沉醉在范奎注視他的方式——那雙眼睛每個縫隙都填滿飢渴，瞳孔裡溢出的慾望彷彿要將他整個吞噬。

“Tell me, Taehyunie, what else have you thought of? Have you imagined me on top of you like this?” Beomgyu said slowly as he leaned into his face, making their lips graze together with every word he spoke. He boldly rolled his hips down, experimenting with the move of pressing their crotches together for the first time in the night. They were painfully hard, fully aware of each other’s arousal, and yet they preferred to tip around it and tease each other endlessly. 
「告訴我，泰亨啊，你還想了些什麼？有想像過我這樣壓在你身上嗎？」范奎緩緩湊近他的臉龐，每說一個字，雙唇便輕輕擦過。他大膽地沉下腰，嘗試著今晚第一次將兩人的下身緊貼在一起。他們都硬得發疼，完全清楚彼此的慾望，卻偏愛這樣若即若離，無止盡地挑逗對方。

Taehyun groaned as he felt pressure being added to his erection and Beomgyu smiled triumphantly, even though he got affected himself with the move. “You’re all bark, but no bite. I wonder if this mouth will actually be useful around my cock,” Taehyun rasped out as he tightened his hold on Beomgyu’s waist and pressed their crotches again, making the other mewl and whine at the feeling of being under Taehyun’s grip. 
泰亨呻吟著，感受到自己的勃起被施加壓力，而範圭則得意地笑了，儘管這個動作也影響了他自己。「你只會吠叫，卻不敢咬人。我在想這張嘴到底能不能好好伺候我的老二，」泰亨沙啞地說道，同時收緊了環在範圭腰間的手，再次將兩人的下身緊貼，讓對方在他的掌控下發出嗚咽與啜泣。

“As you wish, darling ,” Beomgyu replied with a lazy grin, hooded eyelids making him look fucked out, and the pet name easily slipping out of his tongue. Taehyun wondered how he’d look when he was actually being fucked, begging for his cook to split him open and turn him into a sobbing mess. Taehyun felt his cock twitching inside his pants, which perked up Beomgyu’s attention, feeling it beneath him. 
「如你所願，親愛的，」范奎懶洋洋地咧嘴一笑，低垂的眼皮讓他看起來像剛被幹過一樣，親暱的稱呼輕易地從他舌尖溜出。泰炫不禁想像當他真的被幹到求饒時會是什麼模樣——哀求他的廚師把他操開、讓他哭成一團的狼狽樣。泰炫感覺到自己的老二在褲襠裡抽動，這引起了范奎的注意，因為他就坐在他腿上感受著那勃起的硬度。

Beomgyu left a trail of open mouthed kisses from his neck to his crotch. He took his time worshiping Taehyun’s body with his lips, sucking softly at some spots and licking his nipples as he made his way down. Once he faced Taehyun’s crotch, still covered by his sweatpants and briefs, Beomgyu nuzzled at the hardness marked by the clothing. Beomgyu felt the heat emanating from Taehyun’s cock and he wondered if it would feel the same inside his mouth. 
範奎的唇從脖頸一路游移至胯間，留下串串微張的吻痕。他從容不迫地用雙唇膜奏著泰亨的身軀，時而輕吮某些部位，舔舐乳尖緩緩向下。當他來到被運動褲與內褲包裹的隆起處時，範奎用鼻尖輕蹭那被布料勾勒出的硬挺。隔著衣物都能感受到泰亨性器散發的熱度，他不禁想像含入口中是否會是同樣炙燙。

Taehyun watched the entire scene with attentive eyes, engraving the scene in his mind just like the dream he had. It felt beyond amazing what was in front of his eyes, no dream, no imagination could make justice to the way Beomgyu looked in real life, doe, blinking eyes staring up at Taehyun as he waited for permission to take charge of his erection. 
Taehyun 專注地看著整個場景，將這一幕銘刻在腦海中，就像他做過的夢一樣。眼前所見簡直超乎想像的美好，沒有任何夢境或幻想能比得上 Beomgyu 真實的模樣——那雙小鹿般眨動的眼睛仰望著 Taehyun，等待著允許掌控他勃起的許可。

Taehyun lifted his hips as Beomgyu grabbed the waistband of his pants and briefs, pulling both of it down in one shift motion, freeing Taehyun’s cock, who slapped against his stomach, hard and fully aroused. Beomgyu grabbed the member by its base, taking in how it felt on his hands, mapping his shape, girth and warmth. Taehyun exhaled as he felt the hold on his member, the first touch of the night where he wanted the most. Taehyun’s cock wasn’t huge, like the enormous and unrealistic ones they often saw while watching porn. He was average, but his girth made up for his normal size, thick and sharp under Beomgyu’s hand.
泰亨抬起臀部，範圭一把抓住他的褲頭與內褲邊緣，一氣呵成地將兩者同時扯下，讓泰亨早已硬挺的性器彈出，啪地打在腹部上。範圭握住柱身根部，感受掌中那物的形狀、粗度與溫度。當夜裡最渴望的首次觸碰降臨，泰亨隨著被握住的觸感輕吁一口氣。他的陰莖並非像 A 片裡常見那種誇張不實的巨物，尺寸中等卻因粗度而顯得格外飽滿，在範圭掌中稜角分明。

Beomgyu brought his hand slowly towards the tip of his cock and thumbed the slit ever so slightly, only to study what kind of reaction it would earn from Taehyun. The said man groaned and let a low moan elit from his lips, trying his best to keep his eyes open despite the wave of pleasure hitting him. Beomgyu smeared the beds of precum accumulating at the tip through the head and the upper part of his shaft. 
範奎的手緩緩移向自己勃起的頂端，拇指輕輕摩挲著鈴口，只為觀察泰亨會有何種反應。被玩弄的男人發出低沉的呻吟，儘管快感如浪潮般襲來，仍竭力保持雙眼睜開。範奎將龜頭與莖身上段滲出的前液塗抹開來，黏膩水聲在靜謐的房間裡顯得格外清晰。

He looked up once again, taking in every way Taehyun’s face twisted in pleasure as he slowly stroked himself, the rough touch of his hand going up and down on his cock. Taehyun panted hard and wanted to urge Beomgyu towards his dick, grab a fistful of his hair in his hand and guide his mouth around him, but he wanted the moment to last, to engrave the image of his dreams on his mind. And he also wanted Beomgyu to enjoy this himself, to indulge in his own desires as well. 
他再次抬頭，細細品味著泰亨臉上因快感而扭曲的每個表情，看著他緩緩撫弄自己，粗糙的手掌上下套弄著勃起的性器。泰亨急促喘息著，想催促範圭靠近自己那根，想揪住他一把頭髮將他的嘴引導至自己胯下，但他希望這一刻能持續下去，將夢中景象深深刻印在腦海。同時他也希望範圭能享受其中，盡情沉溺於自身的慾望。

After stroking him lazily for a moment, feeling the way Taehyun’s dick throbbed hard in his hand, Beomgyu caressed the side of his shaft with nose. As he wrapped his mouth around Taehyun’s tip, he looked up while doing it, eyes never faltering and never leaving Taehyun’s. The image was downright sinful, straight out of the dirtiest part of Taehyun’s mind, the one that made him have the wet dream a few weeks prior to that. 
懶洋洋地撫弄了一會兒，感受著泰賢的陰莖在自己掌中劇烈跳動，范奎用鼻尖輕蹭著柱身側面。當他將泰賢的頂端含入口中時，始終抬著頭進行，目光毫不閃躲地緊鎖泰賢雙眼。這畫面簡直罪惡至極，直接從泰賢腦中最骯髒的角落浮現——正是幾週前讓他做春夢的那個念頭。

He moaned as he felt Beomgyu’s warm and wet mouth around him, tongue nipping at the slit and licking at the tip of his head as if he was experimenting the way he tasted. Beomgyu wasted no time as he sank his mouth down further and took more of Taehyun’s length in his mouth, hollowing his cheeks and doing his best to breathe through his nose. Beomgyu hummed content as he felt Taehyun heavy against his tongue, eliciting a low groan from the other, who threw his head back on the headboard.
他呻吟著，感受著范奎溫熱濕潤的嘴包裹著自己，舌尖輕挑著頂端的小孔，舔舐著頭部，彷彿在品嚐他的味道。范奎毫不遲疑地將嘴更深地沉下，含入更多泰現的長度，雙頰凹陷，盡力用鼻子呼吸。當范奎感受到泰現沉甸甸地壓在自己舌頭上時，他滿足地哼了一聲，引得對方低聲呻吟，後腦勺重重靠上床頭板。

Beomgyu started to bop his head up and down and Taehyun let himself drown in the wetness from his mouth. Beomgyu’s lips wrapped obscenely around his cock, swallowing everything he was willing to give to him, not minding the saliva sliding down on his chin, or the way his eyes prickled with tears as he lost himself by sucking Taehyun off. Beomgyu left the member with a pop and licked a vein by the side of his shaft, making Taehyun gasp with the action.
范奎開始上下晃動腦袋，泰容讓自己沉浸在他口腔的濕潤中。范奎的嘴唇淫靡地包裹著他的性器，吞下他願意給予的一切，不在乎唾液沿著下巴滑落，也不在意當他忘情為泰容口交時，眼中泛起的淚光。范奎啵地一聲鬆開那根肉棒，舔了舔莖身側邊的青筋，這個動作讓泰容倒抽一口氣。

Beomgyu took Taehyun’s hand and guided towards the back of his head, hair disheveled and messy, sticking to every direction and to his nape as he sweated from how hot he felt himself. “C’mon, I know you want to,” He explained with a smirk as he felt Taehyun holding his hair, unsure of what to do, not knowing if Beomgyu actually meant what he thought he meant. 
范奎牽起泰賢的手，引導他撫向自己後腦勺。髮絲凌亂糾結，因燥熱沁出的汗水讓髮尾黏貼在頸後。「來嘛，我知道你想的。」他勾起嘴角解釋道，感受泰賢遲疑地揪住他的髮梢，不確定范奎是否真如他所想的那般暗示。

As Beomgyu sank down back on Taehyun’s cock with his mouth, Taehyun gripped his scalp, holding a fistful of hair and earning a groan from Beomgyu, voice reverberating around his cock and sending shivers down Taehyun’s spine. 
當範奎再次用嘴含住泰亨的陰莖時，泰亨一把抓住他的頭皮，揪住一撮頭髮，引得範奎發出一聲呻吟。那聲音在泰亨的陰莖周圍迴盪，讓他脊椎一陣顫慄。

Taehyun was living his dream, pulling at Beomgyu’s long hair and making him writhe under him. Beomgyu’s hair felt soft under his fingers, he always took care of his hair like it was the most precious part of himself; it was bright, soft and smelled faintly of strawberries, as Taehyun remembered. 
泰賢正活在他的夢裡，拉扯著范奎的長髮，讓他在自己身下扭動。范奎的髮絲在他指間感覺如此柔軟，他總是像對待自己最珍貴的部分般呵護著頭髮；那髮絲明亮、柔軟，還帶著淡淡的草莓香氣，正如泰賢記憶中的那樣。

Then, he guided Beomgyu up and down on his cock using his hair as the mechanism to dictate his move. Taehyun wanted to fuck his mouth, to make him gag and choke around his shaft, to drool all over him and be surrended merciless into the pouncing into his mouth. However, there was so much more he wanted to try out with Beomgyu that he knew he wouldn’t last long if he fucked Beomgyu’s mouth, taking a mental note of doing it another time if he had the chance. 
接著，他用頭髮作為操縱的媒介，引導著范奎上下吞吐自己的性器。泰亨想狠狠操弄他的嘴，想讓他被自己的肉棒嗆到窒息，想看他口水直流、無力反抗地被自己粗暴侵犯口腔。但還有太多想和范奎嘗試的玩法，他知道若繼續這樣口交下去自己肯定撐不久，於是在心裡記下若有機會一定要再來一次。

Right now, Taehyun wanted to comply with Beomgyu’s words. Make him beg for his cock.
此刻，泰顯想要順從範奎的話。讓他為自己的那話兒求饒。

He pulled Beomgyu up to bring him back to his face by tugging his hair up, a whimper leaving Beomgyu’s mouth as he felt his hair being gripped with force. He still had the same lazy smile as before, not caring about fucked out he looked, about the saliva smeared all over his chin and lips. Taehyun made him look like that and he shall watch up close to his artwork. 
他拽著范奎的頭髮將他拉回面前，范奎因頭髮被用力拉扯而發出一聲嗚咽。他臉上仍掛著先前那抹慵懶的笑容，毫不在意自己此刻有多狼狽——下巴與嘴唇沾滿唾液的模樣。是泰亨把他弄成這樣的，自然該好好近距離欣賞自己的傑作。

Taehyun attacked his lips as soon as they were facing each other, tasting the hint of his own taste on Beomgyu’s mouth. He moaned inside Taehyun’s mouth and adjusted himself on his lap again, straddling his body with both of his thighs by his side. 
當兩人面對面時，泰亨立刻襲擊了他的唇瓣，在範奎口中嚐到一絲自己的味道。範奎在泰亨口中發出呻吟，再次調整了跨坐在他大腿上的姿勢，雙腿分開夾住他的身體。

Their tongues entangled together and the image was obscene, straight out of an erotic novel. Taehyun’s hand held Beomgyu by his nape and he let the other one wrap around his waist and Beomgyu supported his weight by holding tight onto Taehyun’s pecs. They were burning hot, scorching touches travelling up to the entire expanse of their bodies. 
他們的舌頭交纏在一起，那畫面淫穢得簡直像從情色小說裡跳出來。泰賢一手扣住范奎的後頸，另一手環住他的腰際，而范奎則緊抓著泰賢結實的胸膛來支撐自己。兩人肌膚相觸之處滾燙如火，灼熱感瞬間蔓延至全身。

Kissing Taehyun was a full twist from how he was on a daily basis. He was calm, quiet and his presence was soothing, making anyone by his side tune in with his own energy. But, kissing him was like a walking parade. He kissed with fiery gentleness, confidence overflowing from the tip of his finger holding the other person, capable of crumbling them with his lips and only them. It was addicting. Beomgyu found himself wanting for more and more, never satisfied from Taehyun’s burning mouth on top of his. 
親吻泰賢的感覺與他平日的形象截然不同。他總是沉靜內斂，周身散發著令人安心的氣場，能讓身旁的人不自覺跟著他的節奏走。但當他親吻時，卻像場熱鬧的嘉年華遊行。他的吻帶著熾熱的溫柔，指尖輕扣對方時流露的自信，光用雙唇就能讓人徹底淪陷——只有他能辦到。這種感覺令人上癮。范奎發現自己越來越貪求，泰賢灼熱的唇瓣覆上來時，他永遠都覺得不夠。

“I’ll touch you how you want,” Taehyun whispered in Beomgyu's ear as he made a path of kisses until reaching it, nibbling at his earlobe after. “I’ll touch you how you’ve been craving. Can’t believe you were this desperate to have my hands all over you, is this enough?” Taehyun asked as his hands traveled down Beomgyu’s sided and gripped hard on his thigh, kneading at the skin and eliciting a low and sharp moan out of his mouth. “Or do you need an audience to be satisfied?” 
「我會用你想要的方式碰你。」泰賢在範奎耳邊低語，沿路落下親吻直至耳垂，隨後輕咬了一口。「我會用你渴望的方式觸碰你。真不敢相信你這麼渴望我撫遍你全身，這樣夠了嗎？」泰賢的手滑向範奎腰側，猛然掐住他的大腿揉捏肌膚，逼出一聲低啞而尖銳的呻吟。「還是說——你需要有觀眾看著才能滿足？」

Beomgyu exhaled heavily before leaning in right next to Taehyun’s ears and rolled his hips down, his clothed erection frictioning against Taehyun’s bare one, “I don’t need anyone else watching me if I have your eyes on me. Silly of you to think I care about anyone else when I’m with you.”
范奎重重地呼出一口氣，將身子傾向前貼近泰賢耳邊，同時腰際向下沉，隔著衣料的勃起磨蹭著泰賢赤裸的下身。「只要有你注視著我，我就不需要其他人在場。你真傻，和我在一起時，我怎麼會在意其他人呢。」

Taehyun’s finger would be engraved in the pale skin of Beomgyu’s waist for days, his iron grip was like a vice on Beomgyu, making him relish in the way he felt cared and desired because of it. 
泰賢的手指會在範奎蒼白的腰際留下數日的印記，他那如鐵鉗般的緊握讓範奎沉醉其中，因為這讓他感受到被在乎與渴望的滋味。

“Yeah? I hope so, don’t want anyone seeing how gorgeous you look with your lips around my cock,” Taehyun replied with a smirk, widening on his face as he saw a faint blush spreading through Beomgyu’s already flushed cheeks. Taehyun cupped his face and he averted his gaze, a bit embarrassed on how affected he got because of the compliment. “Oh, does my Beomie hyung like it when I praise him?” Taehyun fake-mocked him and tried to reach his gaze with his eyes, failing to do so as Beomgyu looked away again. “Does he like it when I tell him how beautiful he is? How gorgeous he looks when he’s under my hands?” Taehyun whispered against his lips and Beomgyu keened with the words, lips parting a bit and his tongue reaching out to lick into the seam of Taehyun’s lips, who backed away to tease him. 
「是嗎？希望如此，我可不想讓別人看到你含著我老二時那副性感的模樣。」泰賢嘴角勾起一抹壞笑，看著泛紅的暈染在已經滿臉通紅的范奎臉頰上擴散。泰賢捧起他的臉，范奎卻別過視線，對自己因為這句讚美而如此動搖感到有些難為情。「喔～我們范奎哥喜歡被我稱讚嗎？」泰賢假意嘲弄，試圖捕捉他的目光，但范奎再次轉開臉時失敗了。「他喜歡聽我說他有多美嗎？喜歡聽我說他在我手底下時有多誘人嗎？」泰賢貼著他的唇低語，范奎因這些話語而輕顫，微微張開的唇瓣探出舌尖，想要舔進泰賢的唇縫，後者卻退開身子繼續逗弄他。

With a short nod, but enough to satisfy Taehyun, Beomgyu admitted to the sudden cause of his shyness. Swiftly, Taehyun held him by his thighs and changed their positions, placing Beomgyu gently against the bed. His hair sprawled out on the pillow and the way he looked under Taehyun’s body was unreal. No image in the world could compare to what Taehyun had in front of his eyes. 
輕輕一點頭，雖然簡短卻足以讓泰顯滿意，範奎承認了自己突然害羞的原因。泰顯迅速抓住他的大腿，改變了兩人的姿勢，將範奎輕柔地壓在床上。他的髮絲散落在枕頭上，那副被泰顯籠罩的模樣美得不真實。世上沒有任何畫面能比得上此刻泰顯眼前的景象。

Taehyun palmed Beomgyu’s hardness through his pants, feeling it twitch instantly on his hand as he hadn’t been touched not even once since they began. Beomgyu sucked in a gasp and let his eyes fall shut and his body relaxed under the small relief he found in Taehyun’s hands. 
泰賢隔著褲子撫上範奎的硬挺，感受到它在自己掌中立刻顫動，因為從開始到現在他連一次都沒被碰過。範奎倒抽一口氣，閉上雙眼，身體在泰賢手中獲得的小小慰藉下放鬆下來。

Having mercy on him, Taehyun grabbed his waistband and took off his pants and briefs in one go, freeing his hard cock from the restraints. Beomgyu sighed and moaned, Taehyun wanted to record the sound to keep it forever, tucked in a corner far away in his mind so he would be the only one listening to it. 
出於憐憫，泰賢一把抓住他的褲腰，連同內褲一併褪下，讓那根硬挺的陰莖從束縛中解放。范奎嘆息著呻吟，泰賢真想錄下這聲音永遠珍藏，藏在意識深處的角落，只供自己獨享。

Taehyun let a kitten lick on the tip of his cock, wiping away the precum accumulated on his slit, savoring the salty taste on his tongue. He wanted to drink everything Beomgyu had to give him, his cock, his mouth, his noise. His all. 
泰賢放任小貓舔舐自己龜頭前端，將馬眼積聚的前列腺液抹去，舌尖品嚐著鹹澀滋味。他想飲盡范奎所能給予的一切——那根性器、那張嘴、那些呻吟。全部。

He sucked slightly at the head of Beomgyu’s cock, making the other moan and bawl his hands into fists, grabbing the bed sheets tightly. Taehyun lifted himself up again and reached for his bedside table, opening the drawer and grabbing the bottle of lube he kept tucked at the back of it. Beomgyu opened his eyes, not fully as his eyes were droopy and heavy with pleasure. 
他輕輕含住范奎的龜頭，引得對方呻吟出聲，雙手緊握成拳，死死抓住床單。泰亨再次起身，伸手去夠床頭櫃，拉開抽屜取出藏在深處的潤滑液瓶子。范奎睜開眼睛，但並不完全睜開，因為快感讓他的眼皮沉重而慵懶。

He watched Taehyun intently, as if he was immersed in the most interesting movie ever produced. Taehyun opened the cap and put a fair amount of lube on his fingers and started warming up, his other hand gently caressing Beomgyu’s stomach, making butterflies fly inside him and tickle him whole. “Let’s see how gorgeous you’ll look stretched out on my fingers,” Taehyun said lowly, voice husky and sending shivers jolting down Beomgyu’s spine. “Is that okay?”
他專注地盯著泰亨，彷彿正沉浸在最精彩的電影裡。泰亨打開瓶蓋，將適量的潤滑液倒在手指上開始預熱，另一隻手輕撫著范奎的腹部，讓他體內彷彿有蝴蝶振翅，渾身發癢。「讓我看看你被我的手指撐開時會有多美，」泰亨低聲說道，沙啞的嗓音讓范奎脊椎竄過一陣顫慄。「可以嗎？」

“F-Fuck, more than okay. I want you to rip me open,” Beomgyu breathed out, feeling his limbs turn into jelly and melting to the mattress. 
「幹...何止是還好，我要你直接撕開我，」范奎喘息著，感覺四肢像果凍般癱軟融化在床墊上。

Taehyun felt the words going straight down to his dick and he hummed in satisfaction. He approached Beomgyu’s hole with his index finger and circled around the rim, feeling his hole clench on nothing by anticipation. As he inserted the digit slowly inside Beomgyu, Taehyun took in every single reaction from him; the way he furrowed his eyebrows, the way his mouth feel open in a perfect ‘O’ shape emitting no sound, but only panting hard, the way his hole swallowed his finger three knuckles deep with no struggle. 
泰炫感覺這句話直接衝向他的下體，他滿足地低哼一聲。他用食指抵住范奎的後穴邊緣畫圈，感受那處因期待而不住收縮。當他緩緩將手指推入范奎體內時，泰炫仔細捕捉著他的每個反應：那蹙起的眉頭，那張成完美 O 形卻只發出急促喘息聲的嘴，還有那毫不費力就將他手指吞沒至第三指節的後穴。

Taehyun wondered if he had ever done this before, who was the lucky person to see Beomgyu falling apart from the numbing pleasure spreading through his body. Or even better, if he had done it alone, his own fingers pumping in and out of him, his own pace making him fall apart and stuff him full. 
泰賢不禁好奇，自己是否曾這樣做過——究竟是哪位幸運兒，曾目睹範奎因體內蔓延的酥麻快感而崩潰失態。又或者更美妙的是，他是否曾獨自完成這一切，任憑自己的手指在體內進出，按著自己的節奏將自己推向崩潰邊緣，直至填滿空虛。

Taehyun kept his finger still, letting Beomgyu adjust to the minor stretch before moving. He wiggled his finger around and started to pump it in and out, seeing Beomgyu relax and sprawl his arms by the side of his head. He opened his legs wider as he searched for air to speak, “T-Taehyun, more… I want more.”
泰亨保持手指不動，讓範奎適應輕微的拉伸後才開始動作。他扭動手指並開始抽送，看著範奎放鬆地將雙臂攤開在頭側。他張開雙腿，喘息著說道：「泰、泰亨...再多點...我還想要更多。」

As he wished, Taehyun slowly inserted another one, feeling the warmth from Beomgyu’s walls engulfing his fingers and his hole spasming because of the new intrusion. Beomgyu threw his head back and pressed against the pillow, hips stuttering as he felt the drag of Taehyun’s finger inside him. “Fuck, God,” Beomgyu sobbed out as he felt Taehyun holding his hips down and increasing the pace of his fingers, scissoring him and stretching him open as Taehyun swore.
如他所願，泰亨緩緩插入另一根手指，感受著範奎溫熱的內壁包裹住他的手指，因新入侵者而收縮的穴口。範奎仰頭抵住枕頭，臀部隨著體內手指的抽插而顫抖。「操、天啊...」當泰亨壓住他的腰際加快手指節奏，一邊擴張一邊咒罵時，範奎啜泣出聲。

Unintentionally, Taehyun brushed his fingers on a bundle of nerves inside that was enough to turn him into a whimpering mess. Taehyun grazed ever so faintly on that spot, never fully hitting, even though Beomgyu wanted him to touch there the most. Taehyun felt his dick twitching between his legs and he wanted so badly to touch himself as he stimulated Beomgyu over the edge, but it was like the other sensed his thoughts and read his mind. Beomgyu held Taehyun’s arm by his biceps, keeping his touch on his body, “If I can’t touch myself, then you can’t as well. I-It’s not fair…” He managed to say between short puffs of air and gasps as Taehyun kept working his fingers on him.
無意間，泰賢的手指擦過那束敏感神經，足以讓對方化作嗚咽的模樣。他總是若即若離地輕蹭那個點，從未真正按壓——儘管範奎最渴望被觸碰的就是那裡。泰賢感覺自己腿間的性器正微微抽動，在將範奎推向巔峰之際，他多麼想撫慰自己，但對方卻像能讀心似地察覺了這念頭。範奎用雙手鉗住泰賢上臂，讓他的指尖繼續在自己身上游移。「如果我不能碰自己...你也不准...這、這樣不公平...」在泰賢持續的指間挑逗下，他斷斷續續地喘息著擠出這句話。

“Funny to see you ordering anything in this position,” Taehyun snorted, giving into Beomgyu’s desires and not touching himself. “Am I not making you feel good enough? Is it too easy for you?” Taehyun asked as he aimed for his sweet spot, making Beomgyu moan loudly and scratch his short nails on Taehyun’s skin.
「看你這姿勢還敢點菜，真有意思。」泰亨哼了一聲，順了範奎的意，沒碰自己。「我讓你不夠爽嗎？對你來說太簡單了？」泰亨瞄準他的敏感點問道，惹得範奎大聲呻吟，短指甲在泰亨皮膚上刮出痕跡。

“Shit, n-no… It feels-It feels amazing, so, so full,” He panted out and tried to keep his hips still, even though he was gradually losing control over his body. “Fuck, Taehyun…”
「靠，不...不行...這感覺...太棒了，好...好滿，」他喘著氣說道，試圖保持臀部不動，儘管他逐漸失去對身體的控制。「幹，太顯...」

“Hm? Should I add one more?” He asked rhetorically as he was already circling the rim with another one, Beomgyu shamelessly trying to grind into the touch.
「嗯？要再加一根嗎？」他明知故問，手指已經在入口處打轉準備塞入第二根，范奎無恥地扭動腰肢迎合著觸碰。

“Fuck, please, please, m-more,” Beomgyu pleaded, eyes starting to burn with tears as he felt himself being stretched open. It wasn’t painful, it was strange, however the odd feeling was washed away as pleasure filled every crevice of his body, tingles crawling under his skin.
「操，拜託，拜、拜託，再、再多一點，」范奎哀求著，當他感覺自己被撐開時，雙眼開始泛起淚光。這並不痛，但很陌生，然而當快感充斥他身體的每個角落，皮膚下傳來陣陣酥麻時，那股怪異感便被沖刷殆盡。

Taehyun complied and he watched Beomgyu clenching around his fingers, the digits disappearing inside his hole and accommodating him in every corner of his wet cave. It was dirty, obscene and it made Taehyun’s mouth water at the sight, the way Beomgyu was writhing under him and being crumbled apart with only his fingers.
泰亨順從地照做，看著範奎緊咬著他的手指，指節消失在濕潤的穴口，深入那潮濕洞穴的每個角落。這畫面骯髒又淫穢，卻讓泰亨看得口乾舌燥——範奎在他身下扭動，僅憑幾根手指就被操得支離破碎的模樣。

He worked his fingers on Beomgyu in a settled pace, not too fast because he didn’t want Beomgyu to finish before fucking him, but not too slow because he didn’t want to torture the other as much as he deserved for how bratty he acted all night. Taehyun slowed down the rythym of his fingers when he felt Beomgyu’s thigh trembling and he whined loudly, “Fuck, don’t stop it.”
他的手指以穩定的節奏在範奎身上游移，既不過快——因為他不想讓範奎在被他幹之前就高潮——也不過慢，畢竟這小子整晚的頑劣行徑雖然該受點教訓，但也不至於要折磨他。當泰亨感覺到範奎的大腿開始顫抖，伴隨著那聲高亢的呻吟「操、別停」時，他刻意放緩了指尖的律動。

Taehyun snorted again, Beomgyu was just like that. “Don’t you want to be fucked senseless? Or you wanna get off on my fingers? I can give whichever you want,” He spoke and leaned over Beomgyu to whisper the last part in his ear. “Either way, you will still have to beg.”
泰亨又哼了一聲，范奎就是這樣。「你不想被幹到失去理智嗎？還是你想用我的手指高潮？我都可以滿足你，」他說著，傾身靠近范奎，在他耳邊低語最後一句。「不管哪種方式，你都得求我。」

Beomgyu’s eyes widened just a bit and he felt his own breath hitching at the words, his dick twitching pathetically between their bodies. He gulped down, throat suddenly dry and his tongue stuck with no words coming out. Beomgyu seemed to search for the right words for a second before he took a deep breath and said, “Please, Taehyun… Wanna feel you inside me, wanna cum with your cock fucking me until I can barely walk. Will you give it to me?” Beomgyu said and then, there it was. His doe eyes, making him look like a kicked puppy asking for care, but instead, he was dumbly begging for Taehyun’s cock, like it was the only thing able to satisfy his needs and the sole solution for all of his problems. 
范奎的眼睛微微睜大，聽到這句話時他感覺呼吸一滯，兩人之間那根可憐的東西正微微顫動。他嚥了嚥口水，喉嚨突然乾澀得說不出話來。范奎似乎花了一秒鐘尋找合適的詞彙，深吸一口氣後開口：「求你了，泰賢...想要感受你在我裡面，想被你操到腿軟時一起高潮。你願意給我嗎？」話音剛落，那雙小鹿般的眼睛就出現了——讓他看起來像隻被踢傷後乞求關愛的小狗，但此刻他只是在愚蠢地渴求泰賢的陰莖，彷彿那是唯一能滿足他需求的東西，也是解決所有問題的終極答案。

Taehyun stilled his movements, three fingers still in Beomgyu, and groaned, “Fuck, hyung, fuck… You’ll be the death of me,” He breathed out as he took out his fingers from Beomgyu, opening the drawer to grab a condom and get more lube.
泰賢停下了動作，三根手指仍留在範奎體內，低聲呻吟道：「該死，哥，該死...你真的會要了我的命。」他邊說邊將手指抽出，拉開抽屜拿出保險套並補了些潤滑液。

Beomgyu slid his hands through Taehyun’s arms and held his wrists still, making the other look at him confused. Beomgyu silently grabbed condom from his hand and threw it back inside the drawer, grabbing the lube bottle and squeezing a sheerful amount on his hand, “I wanna feel you raw and deep inside me, how does that sound, Taehyunie?” Beomgyu whispered the words in Taehyun’s lips, brushing their mouths together with every word he spoke, his hand reaching down to lazily stroke Taehyun and wet his member.
范奎的手滑過泰賢的手臂，牢牢握住他的手腕，讓對方困惑地看向他。范奎默默從他手中抽走保險套扔回抽屜，抓起潤滑液瓶擠了滿手透明液體。「我想感受你最原始的模樣，深深埋進我身體裡...這主意如何啊，泰賢吶？」范奎將話語呢喃在泰賢唇畔，每說一個字就讓兩人的唇瓣輕蹭，另一隻手則慵懶地向下撫弄，將對方的性器塗得濕滑發亮。

Taehyun’s mind was beyond foggy, clouded with lust and pure hunger, pleasure overwhelming his senses and all he could muster was a moan as he felt Beomgyu’s hand wrapping around him. He grabbed Beomgyu’s waist tightly, making him whimper lightly, relishing into the warmth feeling enveloping him in every way possible.
泰賢的思緒早已模糊不清，被慾望與純粹的飢渴所籠罩，快感淹沒了他的感官，當他感受到範奎的手環繞著自己時，只能發出一聲呻吟。他緊緊抓住範奎的腰際，讓對方輕聲嗚咽，沉醉在這股以各種可能方式包覆著他的溫暖感受中。

He lined up his cock with Beomgyu’s entrance and Taehyun watched his hole flutter in anticipation, clench on nothing, begging to be ruined and ripped apart. Slowly, he started to enter Beomgyu, inhaling deeply as he felt tightness wrap around him. Beomgyu was so fucking tight, even though his ass was worked open on his fingers for minutes on a row. Taehyun shut his eyes closed as he bottomed out, their hips flushed against each other and Beomgyu breathing heavily under him, eyes closed on because of the overwhelming pleasure numbing his entire body.
他將自己的性器對準範奎的入口，泰亨看著那穴口因期待而顫動，空虛地收縮著，彷彿乞求被徹底蹂躪與撕裂。當他緩緩進入範奎時，那緊緻的包覆感讓他深深吸了口氣。範奎簡直緊得要命，儘管他的後穴已經被手指連續開拓了好幾分鐘。泰亨完全插入時閉上了眼睛，兩人的胯部緊密相貼，範奎在他身下急促喘息，緊閉的雙眼顯示著那股席捲全身、令人麻木的強烈快感。

Beomgyu felt merciless, surrendered in Taehyun’s arms, not being able to process anything, but his cock inside him. He throbbed, big and hard, inside Beomgyu’s wall, feeling the way it felt to be shoved inside until Beomgyu was full to the brim. The skin to skin friction was enough to make both of them mad, air being knocked out of their lungs as they really felt each other.
范奎感到無情，在泰賢的懷中投降，無法思考任何事，只能感受他體內的硬挺。那粗大的陰莖在范奎體內脈動，深深插入直到他滿溢。肌膚相親的摩擦足以讓兩人瘋狂，每一次深入都讓他們幾乎窒息，真切地感受彼此。

Taehyun started to move his hips gently, rolling inside and inch by inch pulling out of Beomgyu’s ass to shove back inside again. He was being gentle, caring, even though all he wanted was to pound into Beomgyu until he was nothing but a stuttering mess, crying because of how good his cock felt inside him, begging for more and more.
泰賢開始輕輕擺動他的臀部，緩緩地在範奎體內進出，一寸寸地抽出後又再次深入。他的動作溫柔而體貼，儘管他內心只想狠狠地貫穿範奎，直到對方變成一個語無倫次、因為體內那根硬物帶來的快感而哭泣、不斷哀求更多的凌亂模樣。

After a while, Beomgyu let out a whine, “Faster…,” He breathed out, his legs wrapping around Taehyun’s waist, urging forward to pick up the pace and fuck him better. Taehyun grunted and he grabbed one of Beomgyu’s legs around him and put it on his shoulder, making his length reach deeper inside Beomgyu. Before he could say anything, Taehyun picked up his pace and fucked Beomgyu harder, turning him into a whimpering mess.
過了一會兒，范奎發出一聲嗚咽，「快點...」他喘息著，雙腿環繞在泰賢腰間，催促著加快節奏、更用力地操他。泰賢悶哼一聲，抓住范奎環繞在他身上的其中一條腿架到肩上，讓自己的性器能更深地進入范奎體內。不等對方開口，泰賢便加快速度更猛烈地抽插，將范奎操得只能發出斷續的啜泣。

Beomgyu let a loud moan as Taehyun fucked him right into his sweet spot, which he noticed right away because of the way the other reacted. Taehyun tried to aim all of his thrusts on that same place, only to see Beomgyu writhing and squirming under him, his hands trying to grab any part of Taehyun’s body and tears prickling at his eyes. “F-Fuck, I’m so, so close… I’m gonna-” Beomgyu cried out and Taehyun smirked, taking in how he was taking him apart.
范奎發出一聲高亢的呻吟，泰亨精準地撞擊著他的敏感點——這點從對方劇烈的反應就能立刻察覺。泰亨刻意將每次頂弄都對準同個位置，只見范奎在他身下扭動掙扎，雙手胡亂抓著泰亨的身體，淚水在眼眶打轉。「操、我快...快不行了...我要——」范奎哭喊出聲，泰亨看著他被自己徹底瓦解的模樣，嘴角勾起壞笑。

Before Beomgyu could reach his climax, Taehyun slowed down abruptly his movements, only rocking his hips inside him and his hand reaching Beomgyu’s balls pressing lightly at it, denying his orgasm to hit him. Beomgyu complained loudly, almost crying, and scratched his back, feeling the shocks of his soon-to-be orgasm being ripped away from him, “What the fuck? Why did you stop?” His voice quivered, his eyes kept watery and he felt his dick twitching up on his stomach.
在范奎即將抵達高潮之際，泰亨突然放緩了動作，僅在他體內輕輕擺動腰肢，同時伸手輕壓范奎的睪丸，阻止他達到頂點。范奎大聲抱怨，幾乎要哭出來，指甲抓撓著對方的背脊，感受著那股即將爆發的快感被硬生生剝離的震顫。「搞什麼鬼？為什麼停下來？」他的聲音顫抖，眼眶持續泛著水光，能感覺到自己的陰莖在腹部上抽搐跳動。

“This is for calling me a bitch,” Taehyun seduciously whispered in his ear, making Beomgyu shiver because of the way his voice sounded. “Bad boys with dirty mouths don’t get to cum, hyung.” He chuckled and Beomgyu wanted to cry.
「這是你叫我賤人的代價，」泰亨在他耳邊誘惑地低語，那嗓音讓範奎渾身顫抖。「嘴巴不乾淨的壞男孩可沒資格射精呢，哥。」他輕笑著，範奎簡直想哭。

He didn’t even think Taehyun would remember the insult, moreover he’d punish him for that. Beomgyu was mad when he said the words back then, but still, it didn’t stop Taehyun from making him receive what he deserved. “But, you’re lucky you proved yourself worth and useful today, hyung” Taehyun took his dick off of Beomgyu, making him whine at the loss and clench around nothing, and maneuvered their positions, resting his back on the headboard with Beomgyu straddling his lap again. “Ride me. Ride me and fuck yourself on my cock like you mean it. I wanna see you making yourself cum on top of me,” Taehyun instructed him, with a syrupy voice and lust-filled eyes.
他根本沒想到泰亨會記得那句辱罵，更別說為此懲罰他。當初說出那句話時範奎確實很生氣，但這依然阻止不了泰亨讓他得到應有的教訓。「不過，你今天表現得夠好夠有用，算你走運，哥。」泰亨將性器從範奎體內抽出，失去填滿的空虛感讓他不甘地嗚咽，後穴徒勞地收縮著。泰亨調整姿勢靠上床頭，讓範奎再次跨坐在他腿上。「自己動。用我的老二好好操你自己。我要看著你在我身上高潮。」泰亨用甜膩的嗓音命令道，眼中盈滿情慾。

Beomgyu’s breath hitched, making his toe fingers curl and the pit of his stomach fill with anticipation again. He pondered for a while if he’d need more lube and how he’d take Taehyun’s cock again as the new position would make him full, but Beomgyu decided otherwise. He wanted it rough and he’d get what he wanted.
范奎的呼吸一滯，腳趾蜷曲，胃底再次湧現期待感。他思索片刻是否需要更多潤滑劑，以及新姿勢會讓他飽脹到該如何再次接納太顯的性器，但范奎隨即改變主意。他想要粗暴的對待，而他也會得到想要的。

Taehyun did his best to keep his eyes open, to engrave every single scene forever in his mind because he was sure he was dreaming. Faintly, he felt Beomgyu’s weight lightning on him as the other lifted his hips and aligned his cock with his entrance. Taehyun felt like air was knocked out of his lungs and it seemed like Beomgyu had suffered from the same situation as he inhaled as he slowly sank down on Taehyun’s cock.
太顯竭力睜大雙眼，將每一幕畫面永遠銘刻在腦海中，因為他確信自己正在作夢。隱約間，他感受到范奎的重量輕壓在身上，對方抬高臀部將性器對準他的入口。太顯覺得肺部的空氣被抽空，而當范奎緩緩沉下身子吞入他的性器時，似乎也遭遇相同狀況般倒抽一口氣。

The tip of his head was already in and he felt like combusting, warmth engulfing his cock and it wasn’t nothing yet, a long way for both of them to go. Beomgyu trembled under his hands and Taehyun helped him up, holding his waist tight as Beomgyu let his body adjust bit by bit to Taehyun’s girth inside him again. Once he bottomed out and their hips were flushed against each other, he let his head fall forward and rested on the curve of Taehyun’s neck, panting hard and gasping every once.
他的頭頂已經沒入，感覺自己快要燃燒起來，溫暖包覆著他的陰莖，但這還遠遠不夠，兩人還有很長的路要走。范奎在他手下顫抖，泰賢扶他起來，緊緊摟住他的腰，讓范奎的身體一點一點重新適應體內泰賢的粗大。當他完全坐到底，兩人的臀部緊密相貼時，他讓頭向前傾，靠在泰賢頸部的曲線上，劇烈喘息著，不時發出抽氣聲。

He took a deep breath and almost whimpered once he felt the dick twitching inside him even though neither of them had moved. As Beomgyu felt his body fully adjusting to the member, he sucked a mark on Taehyun’s neck, just above the spot where he had three moles. Beomgyu loved to stare at those moles and to gently trace his fingers over them, knowing too well how sensitive and ticklish Taehyun was with his neck. And so, Taehyun groaned as he felt the other leaving a hickey on his neck, biting on the spot after.
他深吸一口氣，當感受到那根東西在自己體內抽動時幾乎嗚咽出聲，儘管他們誰都沒有動作。隨著范奎感覺身體逐漸適應那根性器，他在泰賢頸部留下一個吻痕，正好就在那三顆痣的上方。范奎總愛盯著那些痣看，喜歡用指尖輕輕描繪它們的輪廓，他太清楚泰賢的頸部有多麼敏感怕癢。於是當泰賢感覺到對方在自己頸間種下草莓又輕咬那處時，忍不住發出一聲悶哼。

Beomgyu started to experimentally roll his hips in circles, feeling Taehyun’s dick brushing inside every corner inside him, the drag of his cock deliciously making him moan as he felt a wave of pleasure wash over him. “C’mon, hyung. Please yourself, fuck yourself on my cock until you can’t walk tomorrow,” Taehyun moaned out the words as he felt Beomgyu’s walls clenching slightly around him.
範奎開始試探性地以圓周運動擺動臀部，感受著泰賢的陰莖在他體內每一處角落摩擦，那抽插的快感讓他忍不住呻吟，一波愉悅感席捲全身。「來吧，哥。讓自己爽，用我的老二操自己直到明天走不了路，」泰賢呻吟著說道，同時感覺到範奎的內壁正微微收縮夾緊他。

Using his words as fuel, Beomgyu lifted himself up on his knees until only the tip of Taehyun’s cock was inside him, then dropped back onto it until he was fully sheathed again, moaning loudly with his own motion. He felt his own thighs flexing at the movement, choosing being rough with himself as a way of pleasuring on his own way. Beomgyu could go easy, gently lifting himself up until he was used to Taehyun’s girth going in and out of him, but that was no fun.
用對方的話語當作燃料，范奎跪起身子，直到只有泰現的性器前端還留在體內，然後又重重坐回去，讓它再次完全沒入，隨著自己的動作大聲呻吟。他感覺到大腿肌肉因這動作而緊繃，選擇用粗暴對待自己的方式來獲得快感。范奎本可以溫柔些，輕輕抬起自己直到習慣泰現的粗度進出體內，但那多沒意思。

He lifted himself again to the same height, Taehyun’s dick almost leaving his hole and he dropped down again, making both of them moan. It took a while for Beomgyu to find a rhythm in his own movements that satisfied himself, Taehyun remaining still on the bed, letting his cock be used however the other liked, mustering everything inside him not to piston his hips back into Beomgyu’s entrance. 
他再次抬起身子到同樣的高度，泰賢的陰莖幾乎要從他的穴口滑出，然後他又重重地坐了下去，讓兩人都忍不住呻吟。範奎花了一點時間才找到讓自己滿意的節奏，泰賢則靜靜躺在床上，任憑對方隨心所欲地使用自己的陰莖，用盡全身力氣克制著不將臀部往上頂入範奎的後穴。

Soon enough, Beomgyu was bouncing on his cock, head threw back and his hair sticking to the sweaty skin as he abused his hole and fucked himself senseless on Taehyun’s dick. Beomgyu felt his thighs burning already, the muscles screaming from exertion because of the repetitive motion of riding the other, but paid no mind to it, relishing the way it hurt, the way his thighs burned and how it made him even more aroused. His legs trembled because of the over amount of pleasure filling him in and Beomgyu smiled, a wicked grin that represented his own pride in the state he currently was in.
很快地，范奎開始在他身上上下擺動，頭向後仰，頭髮黏在汗濕的肌膚上，他粗暴地使用自己的穴，在泰賢的陰莖上忘情地抽插。范奎已經感覺到大腿在燃燒，肌肉因重複的騎乘動作而發出抗議，但他毫不在意，反而享受這種疼痛感、大腿灼熱的感覺，以及這如何讓他更加興奮。他的雙腿因過度的快感而顫抖，范奎露出一個邪惡的笑容，這代表他對自己目前狀態的自豪。

Taehyun watched everything through his hazed eyes, taking in the squelching sound of Beomgyu’s ass going up and down on his cock, the way his hole took him in, stuffing Beomgyu full and making him dizzy with how tight and warm he was, the way Beomgyu looked extremely fucked out, mouth open as moans spilled from his mouth, eyes closed and eyebrows furrowed, face distorted of how blissed out he was, of how fucked he was. Taehyun lost himself as he watched his dick disappearing and appearing back as Beomgyu rode him like his life depended on it.
泰賢透過迷濛的雙眼注視著一切，聆聽著範奎在他陰莖上上下抽插時發出的濕潤聲響，感受著那處如何將他吞沒，將範奎填得滿滿當當，那緊緻溫熱的觸感讓他暈眩不已。範奎看起來被操得神魂顛倒，雙唇微張溢出呻吟，緊閉的雙眼與蹙起的眉頭，面容因極度歡愉而扭曲。泰賢看著自己的性器在範奎體內時隱時現，範奎騎乘的模樣彷彿這是他生命的全部，讓他徹底迷失其中。

He grabbed Beomgyu’s thigh, squeezing the muscle and feeling him tremble under his fingers, even though he wasn’t fucking him yet. Taehyun sensed that Beomgyu was nearing closer and closer to his orgasm as his movements faltered and his pace became frantic, his hole clenching and tightening around Taehyun’s length, who moaned at the sudden pressure on him. 
他抓住範奎的大腿，指腹揉捏著肌肉，感受對方在自己掌下的顫慄——儘管他尚未真正開始抽插。泰賢察覺範奎的動作開始遲滯，節奏變得狂亂，那處緊緊絞住他的長度，突然增加的壓力讓他發出呻吟，這一切都顯示範奎正逐漸逼近高潮邊緣。

Then, he held Beomgyu down, his dick fully seated inside him, making Beomgyu whimper and tremble again, his breathing labored and frantic. Taehyun inhaled deeply and once he exhaled, he pistoned his hips for the first time ever since he started riding him, fucking Beomgyu hard and right on spot as the other keened and moaned at the hard thrust. “Fuck, don’t- don’t stop. Fuck me, f-fuck me hard, Taehyun. Make me scream and fuck me dumb,” Beomgyu begged, mind long gone and lost on pleasure.
接著，他將范奎壓制住，陰莖完全埋入對方體內，讓范奎再次嗚咽顫抖，呼吸變得急促而狂亂。泰賢深深吸了一口氣，當他呼氣時，開始擺動臀部——這是他開始騎乘以來的第一次抽插——用力地操弄著范奎，每一次猛烈的撞擊都讓對方發出高亢的呻吟。「操，別...別停。幹我，用力幹我，泰賢。讓我尖叫，把我操到失去理智，」范奎哀求道，神智早已被快感淹沒。

Taehyun was lost in bliss, nothing but Beomgyu on his mind. Beomgyu on top of him, Beomgyu moaning because of him, Beomgyu sitting on his dick, Beomgyu trembling with pleasure. Beomgyu was in every corner of his mind and his body, hugging him in and engulfing him with his presence. 
泰賢沉浸在極樂之中，腦海中只剩下范奎。范奎跨坐在他身上，范奎因他而呻吟，范奎吞吐著他的陰莖，范奎因快感而顫抖。范奎佔據了他思緒與身體的每個角落，用存在感擁抱著他、吞噬著他。

The words ringed in Taehyun’s ear and he felt himself crumbling, losing any power he had left inside him as they moaned together. Taehyun started to buck his hips upwards, aiming for his prostate with every thrust. Beomgyu was turning into a stuttering mess, tears flowing and sliding down his cheeks, too overwhelmed with pleasure to contain his sobs and whimpers. 
那些話語在泰賢耳邊迴盪，他感覺自己正在崩潰，當他們一同呻吟時，體內殘存的力氣正逐漸流失。泰賢開始向上頂動臀部，每一次衝刺都直指他的前列腺。范奎已經變成語無倫次的一團糟，淚水不斷湧出並滑落臉頰，快感太過強烈讓他無法壓抑啜泣與嗚咽。

Beomgyu tried his best to keep up with Taehyun’s pace, but his thighs were on fire, burning and trembling and he was barely keeping himself up. Beomgyu couldn’t keep up with his body at this, overflowing with sensations that were blinding his senses. He felt his head floating, like he was up in the skies and walking on the clouds, too blissed out and too far inside his head to remember the real world. 
範奎努力跟上泰亨的節奏，但大腿像著火般灼熱顫抖，幾乎支撐不住自己。此刻的範奎完全無法控制身體，過度洶湧的快感淹沒了感官。他感覺頭腦輕飄飄的，彷彿翱翔天際漫步雲端，沉浸在極樂中神智恍惚，幾乎忘記現實世界的存在。

He was brought back to reality when he felt Taehyun’s fingers gently wiping his tear-stained cheeks, “Fuck, you look so pretty… so gorgeous looking wrecked like this, baby,” Taehyun’s sultry tone sounded like angels singing up in the skies, the compliment and the pet name going straight down to his neglected cock. “So fucking beautiful being ripped apart.”
當泰亨的手指輕柔拭去他淚濕的臉頰時，他才被拉回現實。「操，你這樣子美極了...被玩壞的模樣真他媽性感，寶貝。」泰亨沙啞的嗓音如同天籟，那句讚美與親暱稱呼直接刺激到他被冷落的下身。「被徹底拆解的模樣...美得不可思議。」

Beomgyu knew Taehyun would never let down the fact that he could actually get off to the compliments, it fueled him with an unknown force that he was ready to comply with. Beomgyu would be endlessly happy to hear Taehyun showering him with sweet words and compliments. 
範奎心知泰亨絕對不會放過他其實會被讚美撩撥到高潮這件事，這股未知的力量驅使他心甘情願臣服。只要能聽見泰亨用甜蜜話語與讚美將他淹沒，範奎願意永遠沉溺其中。

Taehyun’s pace was steady, not focusing on being fast, but focusing on being firm, assuring and hitting Beomgyu’s sweet spot as much as he could. He wanted to drive him crazy, to make Beomgyu beg and plead for his cock until he had no voice. 
泰賢的節奏穩健，不求快，只求穩，確保能盡可能地擊中範奎的敏感點。他想讓範奎發狂，哀求他的陰莖，直到聲音沙啞。

“T-Tyun-ah, I’m so.. I’m so close,” Beomgyu cried out, sniffing a bit as he curled his toes, feeling the pit of his stomach tug and build up the orgasm he was trying so hard to reach. 
「泰、泰賢啊，我快...我快到了，」範奎哭喊著，微微抽泣，腳趾蜷曲，感覺腹部深處一陣緊繃，努力想要達到高潮。

Taehyun smoothed his hands on Beomgyu’s waist and then, he was gently pressing down to his belly, right under Beomgyu’s navel. His dick wasn’t that long to actually be felt through his stomach, but Taehyun was fucking him so hard and so deep that the mere pressure of his hand on the pit of his stomach was enough to make him cry out and moan obscenely loud. 
泰亨的手在範奎的腰間游移，然後輕輕按壓到他的腹部，就在肚臍下方。雖然他的陰莖長度不足以從腹部被明顯感受到，但泰亨操得又猛又深，光是手掌壓在胃部的力道就足以讓他大聲哭喊，發出淫蕩的呻吟。

“Cum for me, hyung. But cum only with my cock,” Taehyun whispered in Beomgyu’s lips, who panted hard, breathing unsteadily and heavy. 
「為我射出來吧，哥。但只能因為我的老二而射。」泰賢在喘著粗氣、呼吸不穩的範奎唇邊低語。

Beomgyu cried harder, the pleasure was making him numb, he felt tingles and shocks throughout the entire extension of his body as if he was being electrocuted. He complied with Taehyun’s order, his hands coming to hold on tight to his shoulders, taking all of the remaining willpower he had not to touch his dick. Taehyun wrapped one hand around Beomgyu’s throat and as he pressured lightly stopping the blood flow, Beomgyu came with a deafening moan, screaming Taehyun’s name as the sound reverberated all around the room. 
範奎哭得更厲害了，快感讓他全身發麻，彷彿觸電般陣陣酥麻傳遍全身。他順從泰亨的命令，雙手緊緊抓住對方的肩膀，用盡最後一絲意志力克制自己不去碰觸下體。泰亨一手環住範奎的喉嚨，當他輕輕施壓阻斷血流時，範奎伴隨著震耳欲聾的呻吟達到高潮，呼喊泰亨名字的聲音在房間裡迴盪。

Beomgyu came hard, spurts of white overflowing from his dick between them, messing and painting their bodies with white. He cummed hard and Taehyun milked him through his orgasm, dick pressing hard against Beomgyu’s prostate as he clenched tight around Taehyun’s cock. Taehyun exhaled hard with the pressure around him and it didn’t take him long to come as well, filling Beomgyu to the brim. 
範奎激烈地射精，白濁液體從兩人交合處汩汩溢出，將他們的身體染成一片狼藉的乳白。他在高潮時猛烈抽搐，泰亨則持續擠壓他的性器，陰莖深深頂住範奎的前列腺，而範奎的後穴緊緊絞住泰亨的陽具。泰亨因這緊緻壓迫重重喘息，沒多久也跟著射精，將範奎體內灌得滿溢。

Beomgyu’s dick was still spurting bits of come as Taehyun orgasmed inside him with a loud moan. Beomgyu felt his insides being covered with warmth as Taehyun cummed hard and filled him up with his seed. Beomgyu squirmed and whimpered from overstimulation in Taehyun’s lap, but he still thrusted shallowly, making Beomgyu close his eyes tight and tremble in his hands. “A-Ah, Tyun, it’s- it’s too much… Please, a break. I need… p-please,” Beomgyu breathed out, clenching again around Taehyun’s cock in a failed attempt to stop him from moving. 
範奎的陰莖仍在間歇性地噴出精液，而太顯在他體內高潮時發出一聲響亮的呻吟。當太顯猛烈射精並將自己的種子灌滿他體內時，範奎感覺自己的內裡被溫暖包覆。範奎在太顯腿上因過度刺激而扭動嗚咽，但太顯仍淺淺抽插著，讓範奎緊閉雙眼在他手中顫抖。「啊、啊...太顯...太、太過頭了...求求你...停一下...我需要...拜託...」範奎喘息著說道，再次夾緊太顯的陰莖，徒勞地想阻止他繼續動作。

Taehyun took pity on his state and respected his boundaries and stopped moving, dick still buried deep inside Beomgyu. Beomgyu tried to catch his breath as Taehyun caressed his cheeks, wiping away the remnants of the tears on his face. Beomgyu’s head was dizzy and he felt like he could pass out at any moment, his body still numb after the soul-ripping orgasm he had. 
太顯憐憫他的狀態，尊重他的界線停止了動作，但陰莖仍深埋在範奎體內。當太顯輕撫他的臉頰，拭去臉上殘留的淚痕時，範奎試著平復呼吸。範奎的頭暈目眩，感覺隨時可能昏過去，在經歷了那場撕碎靈魂的高潮後，他的身體仍然麻木。

“Are you okay, hyung?” Taehyun asked worriedly, holding Beomgyu’s face with so much tenderness, making Beomgyu smile faintly. He held Taehyun’s face on his and exhaled. 
「你還好嗎，哥？」泰賢擔憂地問道，雙手溫柔地捧著范奎的臉龐，讓范奎露出一抹淺笑。他將泰賢的臉拉近，輕輕呼了口氣。

“Fuck, God, I- I am. I’m just-“ Beomgyu exhaled again and stared deep into Taehyun’s eyes. “Never thought I’d be fucked so good like this one day.” 
「操，老天，我...我沒事。只是——」范奎又深吸一口氣，深深望進泰賢的眼眸。「沒想到有天會被幹得這麼爽。」

Taehyun smirked and Beomgyu wanted to wipe it away from his face with a punch. Taehyun was already cocky on a daily basis, walking around exuding confidence and acertaince in his words, in his moves, in everything he made. But now, admitting that he was the best fuck Beomgyu had ever had filled Taehyun with a new wave of pride, one he never knew he’d accomplish because of his hyung. 
泰賢勾起嘴角，范奎真想一拳打掉他那副得意表情。這小子平時就夠囂張了，言行舉止間都透著股自信與篤定。但此刻，聽到自己成為范奎經歷過最棒的性愛對象，泰賢體內湧起前所未有的驕傲——他從沒想過能因為哥哥而達成這種成就。

“Yeah? Are you satisfied now? Are you going to stop from begging me to touch you?” Taehyun surged his body forward a bit, but it was enough to make Beomgyu moan faintly again. 
「是嗎？現在滿足了？不會再哀求我碰你了？」泰賢故意將身體往前頂了頂，這點動作就足以讓范奎再次發出細碎呻吟。

“You’re damn crazy if you think I’ll stop now that I got a taste of it,” Beomgyu breathed out and held tight onto Taehyun’s chest. “But, it’s- it’s too much now, I need a break.”
「你瘋了嗎？以為嚐過滋味我就會停手？」范奎喘著氣，緊緊抓住泰亨的胸膛。「但現在...現在真的太超過了，我需要休息。」

“As you wish, darling ,” Taehyun fake mocked him as he said the same words the other said earlier and slowly, he pulled his dick out of Beomgyu’s ass. 
「如你所願，親愛的。」泰亨假意嘲弄，重複對方稍早說過的話，同時緩緩將性器從范奎體內退出。

Beomgyu whimpered at the loss of his cock, his hole clenching on nothing and cum dripping out of it. Taehyun laid him gently on the bed and he got up, walking towards his bathroom to fetch a wet cloth and clean both of them up. Beomgyu felt his mind drifting away a bit as he waited for Taehyun to come back, relishing in the way he felt Taehyun’s come sliding down his thighs and how he missed the stretch inside of him. 
範奎因失去陰莖的抽離而嗚咽著，他的後穴空虛地收縮，精液從中滴落。泰賢輕柔地將他放在床上，起身走向浴室拿了條濕毛巾，準備清理兩人。等待泰賢回來時，範奎感覺思緒有些飄遠，他細細品味著泰賢的精液沿著大腿滑下的觸感，以及體內那份被填滿的空虛感。

Beomgyu hissed as he felt the cold cloth on his skin, earning a giggle from Taehyun. “Calm down, hyung, I’m just cleaning our mess,” He informed as he carefully wiped Beomgyu’s dick and in between his thighs. 
范奎因冰冷的布料觸及肌膚而倒抽一口氣，引得泰賢輕笑出聲。「放輕鬆點，哥，我只是在清理我們搞的爛攤子。」他一邊說著，一邊仔細擦拭范奎的性器與大腿內側。

“You don’t need to clean it all anyways, we’ll just get dirty again later,” Beomgyu replied with a doped smile, almost a smirk, limbs heavy and exhaustion starting to kick into his body. Taehyun shook his head, hiding the smile that threatened to appear in his face. Oh, how he wanted to do it again and again with Beomgyu. To make him cry, to fuck him senseless and cover him with bites, mark and all of his cum, proving to the world that body was his and only his. 
「反正不用全部清理乾淨啦，待會我們又會弄髒的，」范奎帶著恍惚的笑容回答，那笑容幾乎像是壞笑，四肢沉重且疲憊感開始侵襲他的身體。太顯搖了搖頭，藏住差點浮現在臉上的笑意。噢，他多想和范奎一次又一次地這樣做。想讓他哭泣，想把他操到失去理智，用咬痕、標記和自己的精液覆蓋他，向全世界證明這副身體是他的，只屬於他。

Taehyun left the cloth on the sink and went back to the bed, laying down beside Beomgyu and hugging him closer, making him rest his head on his chest. Before Beomgyu snuggled closer, he held Taehyun’s face and kissed him again, deeply and firmly, their tongues quickly finding each other and tangling together. Taehyun backed out and Beomgyu chased after his mouth, whining at the loss. “Don’t start what you won’t finish,” Taehyun warned with a low tone. 
太顯把毛巾留在洗手台上，回到床上躺到范奎身旁，將他摟得更近，讓他把頭靠在自己胸前。在范奎依偎過來之前，他捧住太顯的臉再次深深吻了上去，他們的舌頭迅速找到彼此並糾纏在一起。太顯退開時，范奎追著他的嘴唇發出不滿的嗚咽。「別開了頭又不做完，」太顯低聲警告道。

“Who says I won’t finish?” Beomgyu inquired with a sly grin and raising one eyebrow, hands caressing Taehyun’s neck, smooth skin feeling so soft under Beomgyu’s hands. 
「誰說我不會做完？」范奎狡黠地笑著挑眉，雙手輕撫著泰賢的頸項，那光滑的肌膚在他掌中顯得如此柔軟。

“Later. Get some rest, hyung,” Taehyun tucked Beomgyu’s head on his neck, hearing the giggle Beomgyu left as he made himself comfortable on Taehyun’s arms. 
「晚點吧。先休息，哥。」泰賢將范奎的頭輕靠在自己頸窩，聽著對方在臂彎中找到舒適位置時發出的輕笑。

They had a long way to go. 
他們還有很長的路要走。