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Soobin considers himself a kind person. He always lets his bandmates shower first; he always graciously thanks his superiors. He makes sure to wash all of his dishes every time he uses the dorm kitchen.
秀彬自認是個善良的人。他總是讓團員們先洗澡；總是彬彬有禮地向長輩道謝。每次使用宿舍廚房後，他必定會把所有的碗盤洗乾淨。

To put it simply, Soobin is a good kid.
簡單來說，秀彬是個好孩子。

So why does he feel so bad right now?
那為什麼他現在感覺如此糟糕？

Soobin sits in the bottom bunk of his shared bed; wide awake. It’s around 2am, and he can’t sleep. The muffled grunts and moans through the other side of the wall feel like nails in his skull. It’s definitely Beomgyu. Soobin can hear the tone of his voice through his shouts, which he’s clearly trying to stifle. Beomgyu is lucky that the rest of the maknae line are heavy sleepers.
秀彬坐在共用床鋪的下鋪，完全清醒著。現在大約凌晨兩點，他卻無法入睡。牆壁另一頭傳來的悶哼與呻吟聲，像釘子般扎進他的腦袋。那絕對是杋圭。即使對方明顯試圖壓抑叫聲，秀彬仍能從中辨識出他的聲線。杋圭很幸運，其他忙內 line 成員都睡得很沉。

Soobin scowls at his own erection in his shorts. He’s tired, it’s not the time for this. He was already awake when the noises started, but Beomgyu is just adding fuel to the flame. Soobin can’t imagine falling asleep anytime soon with the noises in the next room over. Not even to mention the implications of him getting hard from just hearing Beomgyu; someone he should see as a little brother! Soobin knows it’s wrong; but his horny teenage brain says otherwise.
秀彬皺眉瞪著自己短褲下的勃起。他累了，現在根本不是時候。當那些聲音開始時他早就醒了，但范奎簡直是在火上澆油。聽著隔壁房間傳來的聲響，秀彬根本無法想像自己能在短時間內入睡。更別提光是聽到范奎的聲音就讓他硬起來這件事有多糟糕了——那可是他應該當作弟弟看待的人！秀彬知道這樣不對，但他那充滿慾望的青少年大腦可不這麼想。

Soobin lets out a heavy sigh and drops his head back against the wall with a dull thump.
秀彬重重嘆了口氣，後腦勺咚地一聲靠回牆上。

And as suddenly as they appeared, Beomgyu’s sounds stop. Uh oh.
而就像突然出現時那樣，范奎的聲音戛然而止。這下糟了。

Soobin’s eyes go wide. That’s… not what he was hoping for. Shit, now Beomgyu knows he was listening! He’s totally gonna think Soobin is some creep. Maybe he doesn’t know it was Soobin? It would be hard to tell where on the wall the sound came from. But even so, it only leaves Beomgyu with two options. Soobin or Yeonjun. Yeonjun is a freak, but a consensual freak. He would never listen to someone like that without their permission. Soobin, on the other hand, is a closed book. He keeps that side of Soobin to himself, so as to not scar his dongsaengs. He’s the leader of the group! He needs to be responsible and not let his hormonal teenage urges take over. He feels the shame and arousal curl and twist into a knot in his stomach.
秀彬瞪大了眼睛。這...完全不是他期待的結果。該死，現在範奎知道他偷聽了！他肯定會覺得秀彬是個變態。或許範奎不知道是秀彬？畢竟很難判斷聲音是從牆壁哪個位置傳來的。但即便如此，範奎也只有兩個選擇：秀彬或然竣。然竣雖然是個怪咖，但至少是雙方同意的怪咖。他絕不會在未經允許的情況下偷聽別人。而秀彬呢，就像本合上的書。他把自己的那一面藏得很好，就是不想嚇到弟弟們。他可是隊長啊！必須負起責任，不能讓青春期的荷爾蒙衝動主宰自己。羞恥與興奮在他胃裡糾結成一團。

Soobin puts his head in his hands, sighs, and pulls the covers up to his chin. He can deal with this tomorrow. It’s too late for this shit.
秀彬把臉埋進手掌裡，嘆了口氣，拉起被子蓋到下巴。明天再處理吧，這種破事現在太晚了。

He rolls over onto his side and falls asleep. The room is silent.
他翻身側躺，沉沉睡去。房間歸於寂靜。

-

The next morning at breakfast, Beomgyu comes to the table late.
隔天早餐時，範奎姍姍來遲。

“Sleep well, Gyu?” Yeonjun smiles as he ruffles Beomgyu’s too-long hair. He keeps saying how he wants to get it cut, but Soobin likes how the ends tickle his cheeks when he smiles wide.
「睡得好嗎，Gyu？」然竣笑著揉了揉范奎過長的頭髮。他總說想剪掉，但秀彬喜歡他大笑時髮梢搔過臉頰的感覺。

Soobin pretends not to notice the blush on Beomgyu’s face when Yeonjun asks him.
當然竣問起時，秀彬假裝沒注意到范奎臉上的紅暈。

“Mhm..” he mumbles before taking a sip of his juice. Everyone is still in their sleep clothes. Beomgyu looks tiny in his big fleece pants and oversized t-shirt. Soobin just wants to scoop him up and-
「嗯...」范奎含糊應聲，啜了口果汁。大夥都還穿著睡衣。寬鬆的絨褲和超大 T 恤讓范奎看起來更嬌小。秀彬只想一把將他摟進懷裡——

“Did you sleep well, Soobin-hyung?” Beomgyu mumbles around his toast. Now it’s Soobin’s turn to blush. He swallows his bite slowly before nodding.
「秀彬哥睡得好嗎？」范奎叼著吐司含糊問道。這下換秀彬臉紅了。他緩緩嚥下食物才點頭。

“Yeah. I slept great.”
「對啊，我睡超好。」

-

The rest of the week goes similarly. Beomgyu has started showing lots of affection towards Soobin and the other members. Soobin doesn’t allow his mind to wander. It’s brotherly; he has to be a good hyung.
接下來的一週也差不多如此。范奎開始對秀彬和其他成員展現出許多親暱的舉動。秀彬不讓自己的思緒飄遠。這是兄弟之情；他必須當個稱職的哥哥。

Beomgyu’s small nose tickles as it trails up Soobin’s neck and behind his ear. He’s sitting still and straight as a rod; Beomgyu clinging to him like a little koala on the practice room floor.
範奎的小鼻子沿著秀彬的頸部一路蹭到耳後，惹得他發癢。秀彬像根桿子般僵直坐著，而範奎就像隻無尾熊般緊黏在他身上，兩人就這樣待在練習室的地板上。

They’re taking a 20 minute break. The new choreo is rigorous. Yeonjun is dripping with sweat from how hard he was going. Kai is chugging water like his life depends on it.
他們正在休息 20 分鐘。新編的舞蹈動作相當嚴苛。Yeonjun 因為練得太賣力，整個人汗如雨下。Kai 則像拚命似地猛灌水。

Beomgyu panting against the wet skin of Soobin’s neck should not feel as good as it does. It makes his mind wander to dangerous places that should not include the younger boy latched onto his side.
范奎在秀彬濕潤的頸間喘息，這感覺不該如此美好。這讓他的思緒飄向危險的境地，而這些念頭本不該包含緊貼在他身旁的年輕男孩。

Taehyun drops his water bottle back to the ground, and flops down next to Soobin.
太顯將水瓶扔回地面，整個人癱倒在秀彬身旁。

“Aren’t you guys too warm? I have sweat stains down to my belly button.” He sighs, out of breath. Beomgyu shrugs, and cuddles closer to Soobin, slinging a leg over one of his own. His slender thigh is nestled between Soobins. Too close to certain places he shouldn’t be thinking of right now. Soobin chokes on his spit.
「你們不覺得太熱嗎？我都汗濕到肚臍了。」他氣喘吁吁地嘆道。范奎聳聳肩，反而更貼近秀彬，將一條腿跨上對方。他纖細的大腿就這麼卡在秀彬雙腿之間，近得讓秀彬此刻不該有的念頭全湧了上來。秀彬被自己的口水嗆到。

He grabs Beomgyu by the waist to pull him off, but Beomgyu makes this happy sound in the back of his throat that goes to all of the wrong places in Soobin’s brain.
他一把摟住范奎的腰想把他拉開，但范奎喉間發出的那聲愉悅輕哼，卻直衝玟爀腦中所有不該被觸動的區域。

“Yah, we’re going to overheat. Go snuggle with the air conditioner instead.” Soobin says gently, pulling Beomgyu off his lap by his slender waist. Beomgyu huffs, but follows his instructions and drapes himself over the air conditioner.
「呀，我們會熱到過頭的。去抱冷氣機比較實在啦。」玟爀輕聲說著，用纖細腰身將范奎從自己腿上挪開。范奎不滿地哼了聲，但還是乖乖照做，整個人癱在冷氣機上。

-

Soobin yelps at the freezing water on his soapy hands. He quickly turns the warm water knob on and sighs at the feeling of warmth to his icy hands.
秀彬被肥皂水凍得驚叫出聲，他迅速轉開熱水龍頭，當溫暖水流緩解冰涼雙手時不禁嘆了口氣。

The door swings open, but Soobin ignores it, reaching for a paper towel. He gasps at the feeling of small arms reaching around his waist from behind. Soobin whips his head around, but luckily it’s just Beomgyu. He lets out the breath he was holding.
門猛然打開，但秀彬沒理會，伸手去拿紙巾。當感受到一雙小手從背後環抱住他的腰時，他倒抽一口氣。秀彬猛地轉頭，幸好只是范奎。他這才吐出憋著的氣。

“Yah, you scared me Beommie!” He scolds jokingly, drying his hands with the towel.
「呀，范米你嚇到我了啦！」他開玩笑地責備道，用毛巾擦乾雙手。

“Sorry hyung. You looked too huggable to resist.” He giggles from behind Soobin. It looks strange in the reflection of the large mirror. Soobin’s large frame wrapped in tiny arms, and little hands on his stomach that are tiny in comparison to his own.
「對不起哥。你看起來太好抱了忍不住嘛。」范奎在秀彬背後咯咯笑著。大鏡子的倒影中這畫面顯得有些奇妙——秀彬高大的身軀被纖細手臂環繞，那雙按在他腹部的小手與他自己的手掌相比顯得格外嬌小。

“You looked good on stage today, Hyung…” Beomgyu trails off from behind him. His bangs tickle the back of Soobin’s neck. His hands start to wander on Soobin’s stomach, one tugging gently on the hem of his sweater, and the thumb of his other hand plays with the waistband of Soobin’s pants.
「哥今天在舞台上超帥的...」范奎的聲音從他背後漸漸低了下去。他的瀏海輕搔著秀彬後頸。雙手開始在秀彬腹部游移，一隻手輕輕拉扯著毛衣下襬，另一隻手的拇指則玩弄著秀彬褲頭的鬆緊帶。

Wait a minute.   等一下。

Soobin goes red as Beomgyu’s hand trails up the inside of his shirt, touching the smooth skin of his abs underneath. His hands are warm and feel almost too good against Soobin’s skin. He makes a small sound like he’s been punched.
秀彬的臉瞬間漲紅，因為範奎的手從他襯衫下擺探入，撫摸著他腹肌上光滑的肌膚。那雙手溫暖得過分，在秀彬皮膚上的觸感好到令人發慌。他發出一聲像是被揍到的細小呻吟。

“Gyu…” Soobin says warningly, but Beomgyu doesn’t stop. If anything, it makes him more confident with his touches. His hand at Soobin’s waistband dips underneath the denim, stroking at the skin of his hip bone. Soobin holds in a whimper.
「Gyu…」秀彬發出警告，但范奎並沒有停手。反而因此更加大膽地觸碰。他的手滑進秀彬的牛仔褲腰帶下方，輕撫著他的髖骨肌膚。秀彬忍住了嗚咽聲。

The bathroom door suddenly swings open, revealing Yeonjun. Beomgyu retracts his hands quickly, and Soobin smoothes down his shirt.
浴室的門突然被推開，延竣出現在門口。范奎迅速縮回雙手，秀彬則趕緊整理自己的上衣。

“You guys having a bathroom party in here? I’m kind of offended that I wasn’t invited.” Yeonjun pouts.
「你們在這開浴室派對嗎？沒邀請我真是有點受傷耶。」延竣嘟著嘴說。

-

Soobin closes his eyes, not like it would make any difference; the room is pitch black. He sighs before rolling over.
秀彬閉上眼睛，雖然這也沒什麼差別；房間裡一片漆黑。他嘆了口氣翻身。

He’s just about to nod off, but the gentle creak of the door to their room catches his attention. He rolls back over so he can see the door, but instead he sees Beomgyu’s small silhouette against the harsh light of the hallway. He shuts the door and waddles in, nearly tripping on the hem of his too-big pajama pants. He kneels down at Soobin’s bunk.
他正準備入睡，卻聽見房門傳來輕微的吱呀聲。他轉回身想看清門口，卻只看見走廊刺眼燈光下范奎嬌小的剪影。范奎關上門搖搖晃晃地走進來，差點被過大的睡褲褲腳絆倒。他跪在秀彬的床鋪旁。

“Hyung… can I sleep with you? Kai is snoring again…” He whispers, clutching the hem of his shirt with a tight grasp. Soobin blinks the sleep from his eyes and nods. He scooches back against the wall to give Beomgyu enough room, but when Beomgyu climbs in, he presses his back right against Soobin’s chest.
「哥…我可以跟你一起睡嗎？Kai 又在打呼了…」他低聲呢喃，手指緊緊揪著衣角。Soobin 眨了眨惺忪睡眼點點頭，往牆邊挪了挪身子讓 Beomgyu 有足夠空間。但當 Beomgyu 鑽進被窩時，卻直接把背脊貼上 Soobin 的胸膛。

Cuddling was common in the dorm, but after the week Soobin has had, he doesn’t know if he can stay mature about it. He so badly wants to bury his face in Beomgyu’s soft hair and never move, but he knows that won’t end well. Soobin is so… pent up. That’s the word. Everyday it seems like Beomgyu gets bolder; more forward. Soobin is showered with back rubs and head pats and cheek kisses; he doesn’t know if he can take all of Beomgyu’s affection anymore. He hasn’t touched himself all week, and any small amount of physical affection from Beomgyu makes him have to run to the bathroom to force his erection down.
在宿舍裡摟摟抱抱是家常便飯，但經歷了這一週後，秀彬不確定自己能否保持成熟。他多麼想把臉埋進范奎柔軟的髮絲裡永遠不動，但他知道這樣不會有好下場。秀彬實在...憋得太久了。就是這個詞。范奎似乎一天比一天更大膽、更主動。秀彬不斷收到背部按摩、摸頭殺和臉頰親吻；他不知道自己還能承受多少范奎的親暱舉動。整整一週他都沒有自我解決，范奎任何一點肢體接觸都會讓他不得不衝進廁所壓抑勃起的衝動。

Beomgyu huffs before reaching behind him and grabbing his limp arm. He tugs it over him and around his chest, holding it tight with both hands. He makes a small happy sound in the back of his throat, and Soobin thinks he might die.
範奎不滿地哼了一聲，伸手往後抓住他軟趴趴的手臂。他將那隻手臂拉過來環繞在自己胸前，用雙手緊緊抱住。喉嚨裡發出滿足的輕哼，讓秀彬覺得自己可能要死了。

They stay like that for a while. Beomgyu tucked tightly in Soobin’s arms, and Soobin panicking about his slowly growing erection from behind him. As long as Beomgyu doesn’t tilt his hips back, Soobin should be safe… he hopes.
他們就這樣維持了一陣子。範奎緊緊蜷縮在秀彬懷裡，而秀彬則因為身後逐漸硬挺的慾望而慌亂不已。只要範奎不往後頂腰，秀彬應該就沒事...他希望如此。

Just as he’s about to succumb to sleep, Beomgyu whispers softly.
就在他即將陷入夢鄉之際，范奎輕聲低語。

“Hyung”   「哥」

Soobin hums in response.
秀彬輕哼了一聲作為回應。

“Can you hold me tighter?”
「可以抱緊我一點嗎？」

Soobin’s eyes shoot open. That's… not good. Very not good. He contemplates his options; One, he can refuse, but what monster would refuse those puppy eyes? Definitely not Soobin. Option two; Hug him tight and get sent into orbit by Yeonjun for defiling one of the babies with his hard dick. Also not an option.
秀彬猛地睜開眼睛。這...不太妙。非常不妙。他開始思考對策：第一，他可以拒絕，但誰能抗拒那雙小狗般的眼神？秀彬肯定做不到。第二個選擇；緊緊抱住對方，然後因為勃起的下體褻瀆了團內忙內而被然竣揍到外太空去。這選項也行不通。

“Hyung…?”  「哥…？」

Soobin goes with option three. He uses the arm Beomgyu is hugging to drag him closer, so his back is flush with Soobin’s solid chest. He worms his other arm underneath Beomgyu to hold his hand.
秀彬選擇了第三個選項。他用被范奎環抱的那隻手臂將對方拉近，讓范奎的背緊貼自己結實的胸膛。另一隻手則悄悄從范奎身下穿過，握住了他的手。

Beomgyu hums happily before shuffling back, trying to press his hips to Soobin’s, but Soobin scooches back just in time. They both pause. The room is too quiet.
范奎開心地哼了聲，扭動身子想往後靠，試圖讓臀部貼上秀彬的，但秀彬及時往後挪了點。兩人同時頓住。房裡靜得出奇。

Beomgyu sighs.  范奎嘆了口氣。

“Are you mad at me?” He whispers.
「你在生我的氣嗎？」他低聲問道。

“N-no, why would I-”
「沒、沒有啊，我怎麼會——」

“I know you heard me last week. I thought you wanted this too, but you’re sending me mixed signals, hyung.” Beomgyu tucks his chin farther into Soobin’s arm. Soobin just blinks and stays silent, sensing there’s more.
「我知道你上週都聽到了。我以為你也想要這樣，但你給我的訊號好矛盾，哥。」杋圭把下巴更深地埋進秀彬的手臂裡。秀彬只是眨了眨眼保持沉默，感覺他還有話要說。

“I see the way you look at me, hyung. We all know you’re not as innocent as you project yourself. The walls here are thin, but I’m sure you already know that already. I can hear you fucking your Fleshlight every Friday, hyung. You’re not secretive about it.” Beomgyu says, and Soobin sputters.
「哥，我看得出來你是怎麼看我的。大家都知道你沒表面裝得那麼純潔。這裡的牆壁很薄，但我相信你早就知道了。每個禮拜五我都聽得到你在用飛機杯自慰，哥。你根本沒在掩飾。」范奎說完，秀彬頓時結巴起來。

“You know about my fleshlight?!” He whisper-shouts, trying not to wake up Yeonjun on the top bunk.
「你知道我有飛機杯？！」他壓低聲音驚呼，努力不吵醒上鋪的然竣。

“Everyone knows about your Fleshlight.” Yeonjun says from the top bunk, clearly half asleep. Soobin and Beomgyu still, but then hear snores immediately after. Soobin sighs.
「大家都知道你有飛機杯啊。」上鋪傳來然竣半夢半醒的聲音。秀彬和範奎瞬間僵住，但隨即聽到打呼聲。秀彬嘆了口氣。

“I… I try my best to show you all the side of me I want to see; the caring and responsible hyung everyone knows, but it’s hard… I’m still human, I still have needs.” Soobin mumbles almost inaudibly. Beomgyu smacks his arm.
「我...我努力展現你們想看到的那面；那個大家都知道的、溫柔負責的哥哥形象，但真的很難...我也是人，我也有需求啊。」秀彬幾乎是用氣音嘟囔著。範奎拍了下他的手臂。

“That’s not the point, hyung.”
「重點不是這個啦，哥。」

“Then what is the point?” Soobin grumbles in response. Beomgyu huffs.
「那還有什麼意義？」秀彬低聲抱怨道。范奎哼了一聲。

“That you’re allowed to feel things! You don’t have to be the strong leader when we’re at home, hyung. It’s okay to talk about sex and the things your body needs. Taehyun, Kai, and I aren’t kids anymore. We’re all hormonal boys. I’m sick of having to tiptoe around the topic.”
「你有權利去感受這些！在家裡的時候，你不必總是當那個堅強的隊長，哥。談論性或是身體需求都是很正常的。太顯、Kai 和我都已經不是小孩子了。我們都是血氣方剛的男孩。我受夠了每次都要小心翼翼避開這個話題。」

“So… what do you want me to do?” Soobin whispers.
「所以...你想讓我怎麼做？」秀彬低聲問道。

“I want you to hug me like you mean it, hyung.”
「我希望你能真心地抱抱我，哥。」

And Soobin does.   於是秀彬照做了。

Beomgyu hums in contentment at the warm feeling of Soobin’s arms wrapped tightly around him. Soobin’s face is pressed to his hair, and he leaves a small kiss on the crown of Beomgyu’s head.
范奎滿足地哼了一聲，感受著秀彬雙臂緊緊環抱的溫暖。秀彬的臉貼在他的髮間，並在范奎頭頂輕輕落下一吻。

“Better?”   「好點了嗎？」

Beomgyu hums in confirmation, and shifts his hips back into Soobins.
范奎輕哼一聲表示同意，臀部又往秀彬的方向挪了挪。

There’s no way he doesn’t feel it. Soobin has been hard for a while now, and he’s pressed right up against Beomgyu’s ass. Neither of them say anything about it, but the energy of the room changes. Soobin has suddenly never felt more awake.
他不可能沒感覺到。秀彬已經硬了好一陣子，現在正緊貼著范奎的臀部。兩人都沒說破，但房間裡的氛圍瞬間變了。秀彬突然覺得自己從未如此清醒過。

“Stop moving and go to bed, Gyu.” Soobin murmurs into his hair. Beomgyu hums, but doesn’t listen. Soobin gasps lightly as he starts to notice the small circles Beomgyu is making with his hips, rubbing his ass on Soobin’s cock through his sleep pants. Soobin brings his hand up to play with Beomgyu’s hair. He threads his fingers through the soft brown locks, but doesn’t pull yet.
「別動了，快睡吧，奎。」秀彬對著他的髮絲低語。范奎哼了哼，卻沒照做。當秀彬開始注意到范奎用臀部畫著小圈圈，隔著睡褲磨蹭他的勃起時，不禁輕抽了口氣。秀彬抬手玩弄范奎的頭髮，手指穿過柔軟的棕褐色髮絲，但還沒使勁拉扯。

“Beomgyu.” Soobin says as a warning. His voice is deep and low, and Beomgyu shivers at his tone. Beomgyu whines in response. It’s sensual, almost too much so from just a little grinding. He doesn’t stop, though. If anything, he gets bolder. He presses harder and more insistently, rubbing his small hips against Soobin’s larger frame. This time, Soobin tugs on Beomgyu’s hair. Beomgyu lets out a little “Ah!” at the force, and Soobin can feel himself twitch against his ass.
「范奎。」守彬出聲警告，低沉的嗓音讓范奎因那語調而輕顫。范奎發出撒嬌般的嗚咽回應。這氛圍太過情色——明明只是些微的磨蹭就讓人難以招架。但他並未停手，反而更加大膽。他加重力道、更執著地將自己纖細的腰胯貼上守彬更為寬闊的身軀。這次，守彬扯了范奎的頭髮。范奎因這力道輕呼了聲「啊！」，而守彬能感覺到自己抵著他臀部的慾望正微微抽動。

Beomgyu rolls over in his arms, facing Soobin’s blushing face. Their noses are nearly touching. Beomgyu shimmies down and tucks his face into Soobin’s overheated neck. He holds in a gasp at the feeling of soft lips brushing his skin.
範奎在他懷裡翻了個身，正對著秀彬泛紅的臉龐。兩人的鼻尖幾乎相觸。範奎往下蹭了蹭，將臉埋進秀彬發燙的頸窩。當柔軟唇瓣輕擦過肌膚時，他屏住了微顫的氣息。

“I said go to bed, Gyu.” He chokes out, hands tightening on Beomgyu’s waist over his sleep shirt. Beomgyu mumbles something into his neck that Soobin doesn’t quite catch.
「我叫你去睡覺，奎。」秀彬從喉間擠出這句話，隔著睡衣緊掐範奎腰際的手又收緊幾分。範奎把臉埋在他頸間咕噥了些什麼，秀彬沒能聽清。

“What?”   「什麼？」

“... Wan’ you..” Beomgyu murmurs. His little hands are clutching the fabric of Soobin’s worn t-shirt tightly. He moves a slender thigh in between Soobin’s legs to nudge at his cock through the layers of fabric. Soobin chokes on air.
「...想要你...」範奎呢喃著。纖細手指緊揪住秀彬那件洗舊的 T 恤下擺。他將修長大腿滑入秀彬雙腿之間，隔著層層衣料磨蹭那逐漸硬熱的慾望。秀彬頓時呼吸一滯。

“We shouldn’t… Yeonjun will hear.”
「我們不能...會被玷俊聽見的。」

“Is that the only reason?” Beomgyu shyly mumbles.
「就只是因為這樣嗎？」范奎害羞地咕噥著。

“W-what?” Soobin stutters. There's a pause.
「什、什麼？」秀彬結結巴巴地說。空氣突然凝結。

“I can be quiet.” Beomgyu says with finality before shifting, turning around and straddling Soobin’s hips. He places his hands on Soobin’s stomach for leverage as he grinds down onto Soobin’s hard cock. The plush blanket hangs off his shoulders like a cape, but Soobin is more focused on the tent in his stupid plaid pajama pants. Soobin gasps, grabbing onto Beomgyu’s hips like a lifeline.
「我可以安靜。」范奎斬釘截鐵地說，隨即轉身跨坐在秀彬的腰際。他雙手抵著秀彬的腹部作為支點，緩緩磨蹭著對方早已硬挺的性器。絨毛毯像斗篷般掛在他肩上晃蕩，但秀彬的注意力全集中在那件蠢格子睡褲撐起的帳篷上。秀彬倒抽一口氣，像抓住救命稻草般緊掐住范奎的腰側。

“Show me how you feel, hyung. Take your frustrations out on me. I want whatever you can give me.”
「讓我感受你的情緒，哥。把煩躁都發洩在我身上。我要你所能給予的一切。」

Soobin gasps. He’s not used to hearing Beomgyu talk… like this. It’s weird, but also extremely good. Soobin’s horny brain can’t figure out whether to scold him or kiss him. Soobin smiles before flipping them back over gently. He panics for a minute, thinking they’re being too loud, but Yeonjun still snores from the top bunk. Beomgyu looks a little shocked, himself. Maybe he didn’t think Soobin would actually go through with it.
秀彬呼吸一滯。他不習慣聽范奎用這種方式說話。很怪異，卻又該死地令人興奮。被情慾沖昏頭的秀彬不知道該罵他還是吻他。秀彬輕笑著將兩人位置翻轉，瞬間慌張地擔心動靜太大，但上鋪的然竣仍傳來陣陣鼾聲。范奎自己似乎也有點驚訝，或許他沒料到秀彬真的會付諸行動。

Soobin yanks Beomgyu’s head back from the hair at his nape. He tugs hard, and Beomgyu lets out a wanton whine, which Soobin covers with his mouth. He only leaves a small peck, but it shuts Beomgyu up. There’s a long quiet pause.
秀彬揪著杋圭後頸的頭髮將他向後扯。他用力一拉，杋圭發出放蕩的呻吟聲，秀彬隨即用嘴堵住。雖然只是輕輕一啄，卻讓杋圭安靜下來。空氣中瀰漫著長長的靜默。

“That was my first kiss, hyung.” Beomgyu whispers, his hands playing with the collar of Soobin’s shirt. He looks so innocent, it almost hurts. Soobin blinks, before flicking him on the forehead.
「那是我的初吻，哥。」范奎低語，手指把玩著修彬的衣領。他看起來純真得讓人心疼。修彬眨了眨眼，隨即輕彈他的額頭。

“Yah, you should’ve told me, I would’ve made it better!” Soobin whisper-shouts. Beomgyu holds his forehead and pouts.
「呀，你早該告訴我的，我會讓它更完美的！」秀彬壓低聲音喊道。范奎摀著額頭噘起嘴。

“Just kiss me again hyung. That one didn’t count.” He whispers before tugging him back down by the collar.
「哥再吻我一次吧，剛才那個不算數。」他輕聲說道，同時拽著對方的衣領將人拉回。

Soobin kisses him gently on the cheek, trailing his lips down to the corner of Beomgyu’s mouth before gently slotting their lips together. Beomgyu makes a little noise in the back of his throat at the contact.
秀彬輕輕吻上他的臉頰，唇瓣沿著范奎的嘴角游移，最後溫柔地覆上他的雙唇。接觸的瞬間，范奎喉間溢出細小的嗚咽。

The kiss is slow and sweet. Soobin takes the lead as Beomgyu clumsily follows. His inexperience is clear, but it’s endearing.
這個吻緩慢而甜蜜。秀彬主導著節奏，范奎則生澀地跟隨。他的青澀顯而易見，卻也令人怦然心動。

Soobin keeps the kiss at a slow and innocent pace for a while, but he can tell Beomgyu is starting to get impatient. He wiggles and squirms underneath Soobin’s hands, which trail up his sensitive sides and rub his shoulders from over his sleep shirt. Beomgyu doesn’t know what to do with his hands. They hover awkwardly in between the pair, or lay limp by his sides. Soobin parts their lips, leaning back and placing his hands on Beomgyu’s waist.
秀彬維持著緩慢而純真的親吻好一陣子，但他能感覺到範奎開始失去耐心。在秀彬的雙手撫過他敏感的腰際、隔著睡衣揉捏肩膀時，範奎在下方不安分地扭動著。範奎不知道該把手放在哪裡，只能尷尬地懸在兩人之間，或是無力地垂在身側。秀彬終於分開雙唇，向後退開並將手搭上範奎的腰間。

“Where did all that confidence from before go, hmm?” Soobin smirks, trailing his hands underneath Beomgyu’s shirt to thumb at the warm skin.
「剛才那股自信跑哪兒去啦，嗯？」秀彬嘴角微揚，手滑進範奎的襯衫下擺，拇指輕撫著溫熱的肌膚。

Beomgyu gasps. His eyebrows furrow, and then he suddenly grabs Soobin by the collar, roughly dragging him down to meet his mouth with newfound confidence.
範奎倒抽一口氣。他眉頭緊蹙，突然拽住秀彬的衣領，帶著前所未有的自信粗暴地將他拉下來與自己雙唇相貼。

It’s Soobin’s turn to gasp, as Beomgyu sucks his bottom lip into his mouth and gently bites. Soobin opens his mouth, letting his tongue stroke against Beomgyu’s. Beomgyu lets out another whine into Soobin’s mouth at the feeling of his hands stroking his nipples. His hips cant up into Soobins from where he lays.
這次換秀彬抽氣了，範奎將他的下唇含入口中輕輕啃咬。秀彬張開嘴，讓舌頭與範奎的交纏。當秀彬的手撫過他的乳尖時，範奎又在他口中發出一聲嗚咽。他躺著的姿勢讓臀部不自覺向上頂向秀彬。

They both groan at the sensation. Soobin drops his weight, fully sitting on Beomgyu’s pelvis. He slowly grinds his hips down against the hard line of Beomgyu’s erection, and he whines high in his throat. Their mouths part, Beomgyu letting out a wet moan as Soobin drops his lips down behind his ear and along the column of his throat. Beomgyu whimpers at the feeling of teeth scraping against his pulse point.
兩人同時因這觸感發出呻吟。秀彬放鬆全身重量，完全坐在範奎的骨盆上。他緩緩將臀部向下磨蹭範奎勃起的硬挺，範奎喉間隨即溢出高亢的嗚咽。他們的唇分開時，秀彬將雙唇移到他耳後沿著頸項游移，範奎發出濕潤的呻吟。當牙齒刮過他的脈搏點時，範奎又細細啜泣起來。

“Hyung…” He whines, shifting his hips up to grind on Soobin.
「哥...」他嗚咽著，扭動臀部向上磨蹭秀彬。

“Shh, I thought you said you could be quiet?” Soobin whispers in his ear. The room is crackling with energy. Beomgyu arches his back. And groans again.
「噓，我以為你說過你可以安靜一點？」秀彬在他耳邊低語。房間裡充滿了躁動的能量。范奎拱起背脊，又發出一聲呻吟。

“Hyung.. Please?” He whimpers.
「哥...拜託？」他嗚咽著。

“What do you want, baby?” Soobin groans out, licking at the skin of his throat. Beomgyu lets out a full body shudder at the pet name.
「你想要什麼，寶貝？」秀彬低聲呻吟，舔舐著他喉間的肌膚。這個親暱稱呼讓范奎渾身顫抖。

“Fuck me, hyung.” Beomgyu moans out.
「幹我，哥。」范奎呻吟著說。

“Shit.” Soobin gasps. He grinds down harder onto Beomgyu’s cock. Soobin’s own cock tents his pants, and lays heavy against Beomgyu’s stomach from where he’s perched on his hips.
「該死。」秀彬喘息著。他更用力地磨蹭著范奎的性器。秀彬自己的性器在褲子裡隆起，當他跨坐在范奎腰間時，沉甸甸地壓在范奎的腹部上。

“Really?” He groans.   「真的嗎？」他呻吟道。

“Wanna feel you, hyung. I already prepped, you can just slide right in.” Beomgyu whines, wiggling his hips.
「哥，我想感受你...我已經準備好了，你可以直接進來。」范奎扭動著臀部撒嬌道。

“Fuck!” Soobin swears, grabbing the base of his cock through his sweatpants. “You planned this?”
「操！」秀彬咒罵著，隔著運動褲抓住自己勃發的根部。「你早就計畫好的？」

“Uh… Kind of? Less planned and more hoped for the best, to be completely honest.” Beomgyu says shyly, covering his face.
「呃...算是吧？老實說與其說是計畫，不如說是抱著最好的期待。」范奎害羞地摀住臉。

Soobin hooks his thumbs in the stretchy waistband of his pants, pulling them down over his cock. It bounces up and slaps him in the stomach, leaving a shiny wet spot under his navel. Beomgyu whines, and wraps a tiny hand around Soobin’s length. The size difference is nearly obscene. Soobin is… well endowed to begin with, but Beomgyu’s tiny hand makes him look huge in his grasp.
秀彬用拇指勾住彈性褲頭，將褲子拉過硬挺的性器。那根彈跳起來拍打在腹部，在肚臍下方留下閃亮水痕。范奎發出嗚咽，用小巧的手掌圈住秀彬的長度。尺寸差異簡直淫穢。秀彬本來就...天賦異稟，但范奎的小手讓那根在他掌中顯得更加碩大。

“...It’s not gonna fit, hyung.” Beomgyu mumbles out.
「...哥，這塞不進去的。」范奎小聲嘟囔著。

“You said you prepped?” Soobin questions.
「你不是說你準備好了？」秀彬質疑道。

“Yeah, I prepped for someone with a normal sized penis. You’re gonna break me with this thing, hyung.”
「對啊，我是為正常尺寸準備的。哥你這玩意兒會把我搞壞的。」

Soobin growls, flipping Beomgyu over and pulling his fleece pants down over his ass. He groans at the sight of Beomgyu underneath him. He looks so… dirty. His hair is a mess. Soobin wants to destroy him.
秀彬低吼一聲，把范奎翻過身來，扯下他絨毛褲露出臀部。看著身下的范奎，他忍不住呻吟。這小子看起來真...淫亂。頭髮亂糟糟的。秀彬只想徹底摧毀他。

“We’ll just have to prep you more, then.” Soobin says with finality, reaching over to his nightstand and pumping a glob of lotion onto his hand. He roughly grabs one of Beomgyu’s cheeks, pulling him apart to see his pink hole, shiny with lube and fluttering under his gaze.
「那我們得多幫你準備一下才行。」秀彬斬釘截鐵地說，伸手從床頭櫃擠出一坨乳液在手上。他粗魯地抓住范奎一邊臉頰，掰開來看他粉嫩的小穴，潤滑液閃閃發亮，在他的注視下微微顫動。

“Fuck, baby, you weren’t lying.” Soobin groans.
「操，寶貝，你沒說謊。」秀彬呻吟道。

“Thought about you when I was doing it, hyung. I fingered myself open in the shower wishing it was your fingers in me.” Beomgyu mumbles into the pillow.
「做的時候想著你呢，哥。我在淋浴時用手指把自己撐開，多希望那是你的手指插進來。」范奎把臉埋在枕頭裡咕噥著。

Soobin moans, slicking up his fingers before pressing two against Beomgyu’s tight hole. He pushes in slowly, and Beomgyu keens at the sensation of being full.
秀彬發出低吟，將手指塗滿潤滑後抵上范奎緊緻的穴口。他緩緩推入，范奎因被填滿的快感而發出高亢的嗚咽。

Two slowly turns to three, and three to four as Soobin stretches Beomgyu for his cock. Beomgyu fucks himself back on Soobin’s fingers, begging him to brush his prostate, but Soobin purposefully ignores it. Both of them are too on-edge. It would send Beomgyu over the edge too quickly.
二緩緩變成三，當秀彬用手指為他的陰莖擴張時，三又變成四。杋圭主動往後迎合秀彬的手指，哀求他碰觸前列腺，但秀彬故意忽略。兩人都太過緊繃，這樣會讓杋圭太快到達極限。

“Are you ready now? It’s probably still going to hurt a bit.” Soobin says gently, breaking his tough guy persona.
「現在準備好了嗎？可能還是會有點痛。」秀彬溫柔地說，暫時卸下硬漢形象。

“I like it when it hurts a little.” Beomgyu mumbles, so quiet Soobin almost misses it.
「我喜歡有一點痛的感覺。」杋圭低聲咕噥，聲音輕得秀彬差點沒聽見。

And with that, Soobin slicks up his cock, and presses the tip to Beomgyu’s hole. It sinks in slowly, and Soobin lets out a heavy breath at the sensation.
就這樣，秀彬將自己的陰莖塗抹潤滑後，將頂端抵在范奎的穴口。緩緩插入的同時，秀彬因這份觸感而深深吐息。

“Fuck… you’re so tight, Gyu.” Soobin pants. Beomgyu just whines in response. His fingers are clutched so tight in the pillow case that they’re white. Soobin sinks all the way in, so their hips are flush. He stays that way for a moment, letting Beomgyu get used to the feeling.
「操...你太緊了，奎。」秀彬喘息著。范奎只是嗚咽回應。他的手指緊抓枕套到發白。秀彬完全插入，讓兩人胯部緊密相貼。他保持這個姿勢片刻，讓范奎適應這種感覺。

“I’m going to go crazy if you don’t start fucking me, hyung.” Beomgyu moans.
「你再不幹我，我真的要瘋了，哥。」范奎呻吟著。

Soobin lets out a small laugh, and then grips Beomgyu’s hips. He pulls his cock all the way out before slamming back in roughly. He sets a bruising pace, fucking out of Beomgyu’s lube slick hole so fast that the bed creaks with his movements. Beomgyu is a mess underneath him. He’s moaning up a storm, wiggling his hips to get friction on his cock from underneath him.
秀彬輕笑一聲，接著握住范奎的腰際。他將自己的性器完全抽出，然後粗暴地重新頂入。他維持著令人發疼的節奏，從范奎潤滑過的穴口抽插得如此之快，以至於床鋪隨著他的動作吱呀作響。范奎在他身下亂成一團，呻吟聲如暴風雨般激烈，扭動著臀部尋求身下性器的摩擦。

Soobin pulls out and flips Beomgyu onto his back, lifting up his legs and watching his hole flutter as he pushes back into the warm wet heat.
秀彬抽出身來，將范奎翻成仰躺姿勢，抬起他的雙腿，看著他的穴口在重新插入那溫暖濕熱的緊緻時不住顫動。

“Ah..” Soobin moans out. This is so much better than his fleshlight.
「啊...」秀彬呻吟出聲。這可比他的自慰套舒服多了。

“Look at you, baby. Feel good?” He murmurs to Beomgyu.
「看看你，寶貝。舒服嗎？」他低聲對范奎呢喃道。

“So good, hyung. I feel so good.” He moans in response.
「好棒，哥。我感覺好舒服。」他呻吟著回應。

Soobin slams back in, angling his cock right on Beomgyu’s prostate.
秀彬再次猛烈插入，將他的陰莖對準范奎的前列腺。

“Ah! Hyung, faster!” He whimpers, face twisting in pleasure. He sniffles, once, twice, and Soobin looks up at his tear-streaked face. His thrusts slow.
「啊！哥，再快一點！」他啜泣著，臉因快感而扭曲。他抽泣了兩下，秀彬抬頭看著他淚流滿面的臉龐，動作逐漸放緩。

“Woah woah woah, what’s wrong, Gyu? Are you okay? Hyungs here, shhhh.” He whispers, cradling Beomgyu’s face in his hands and kissing his tear tracks.
「哇哇哇，怎麼了，奎？你還好嗎？哥在這裡，噓——」他輕聲說道，雙手捧著范奎的臉，親吻他臉上的淚痕。

“What?” He mumbles.  「什麼？」他咕噥著。

“You’re crying, Gyu.”   「你在哭耶，Gyu。」

“I am?” Beomgyu mumbles. There’s a beat of silence.
「真的嗎？」范奎咕噥道。空氣凝結了一瞬。

“It… felt really good. I don’t want you to stop. Please keep going?”
「這感覺...真的很棒。我不想讓你停下來。可以繼續嗎？」

Soobin nods, still concerned as he slides back in. He fucks Beomgyu gently and slowly, letting his hips reach deep inside Gyu.
秀彬點點頭，仍帶著擔憂地重新進入。他溫柔而緩慢地與範奎結合，讓自己的腰肢深深埋入奎體內。

“Hyung. I’m not going to break. I’m crying because I like it. Now fuck me harder.” Beomgyu demands.
「哥，我不會壞掉的。我是因為喜歡才哭的。現在更用力地幹我。」范奎命令道。

Soobin huffs, but grabs the undersides of Beomgyu’s thighs, pushing his legs up over Soobin’s shoulders and shoving his cock back into Beomgyu’s tight hole.
秀彬喘了口氣，但隨即抓住范奎大腿內側，將他的雙腿推過自己肩膀，再次將性器插入范奎緊緻的後穴。

“Oh!” Beomgyu sobs, biting his lip as Soobin’s cock brushes all of the right places inside him.
「啊！」范奎啜泣著咬住嘴唇，秀彬的性器擦過他體內每一處敏感點。

“Hyung, hyung! Right there!”
「哥、哥！就是那裡！」

Soobin groans as Beomgyu clenches around him, getting impossibly tighter.
秀彬在範奎夾緊他時發出呻吟，那緊緻感簡直不可思議。

“Hyung, I’m gonna come. I’m coming!” Beomgyu keens, releasing milky white all over his stomach where his shirt has ridden up.
「哥，我要射了。我要射了！」範奎高聲喊道，乳白色的液體全灑在他因上衣掀起而裸露的腹部上。

Soobin shallowly fucks into his hole. Beomgyu cries at the overstimulation, but Soobin doesn’t stop. He feels his stomach turn as he’s finally pushed over the edge, and spills into Beomgyu. He pulls out, watching white leak down his hole and onto Soobin’s sheets. His cock twitches again.
秀彬淺淺地抽插著他的後穴。範奎因過度刺激而哭喊，但秀彬沒有停下。他感覺腹部一陣緊繃，終於被推上頂峰，將自己釋放在範奎體內。抽出時，他看著白濁液體從範奎的穴口流出，沾濕了自己的床單。他的陰莖又抽動了一下。

The room is silent, save for the heavy breathing from the pair. Soobin sets Beomgyu’s legs down from his shoulders, and flops down on his side next to him. The bunk above them creaks.
房間裡一片寂靜，只剩下兩人沉重的呼吸聲。秀彬將範奎的雙腿從自己肩上放下，翻身躺在他身旁。上鋪的床板發出嘎吱聲響。

“What. The fuck.” Says Yeonjun from the top bunk.
「搞什麼。鬼啊。」上鋪的然竣說道。