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Beomgyu wasn’t like other omegas.
範奎和其他 Omega 不一樣。

He was different. He always was.
他很特別。一直都是。

It was like that from the very beginning-a loud and obnoxious kid, the one who was the first to run and play football even if his knees were bleeding and the first to try to steal in the little street shops of Daegu just for the hell of it. He was chatty and he was bold, and everyone seemed to get attracted to him, like some kind of wolf magnet. Beomgyu was everyone’s favourite, and he was a leader when he needed to be. He won the presidency in school elections. Twice.
從一開始就是這樣——他是個吵鬧又討人厭的孩子，即使膝蓋流血也要第一個衝去踢足球，在釜山的小街店鋪裡純粹為了好玩而第一個嘗試偷東西。他話多又大膽，每個人似乎都會被他吸引，就像某種狼族磁鐵。範奎是大家的寵兒，需要時他也能成為領袖。他在學校選舉中贏得學生會長的位置。兩次。

That’s why he took it as a champ when he presented. Well, maybe he did cry for a night or two, but it could’ve been much worse, right? People around him could not believe it when he did-the mellow lavender scent didn’t make any sense for him. He was supposed to be a bonfire, that's what his best friend Yeonjun told him. And Beomgyu agreed—it didn’t make much sense, but it happened. And he could’ve acted like a sappy little bitch about it or man the fuck up and be proud of himself for being an omega. He chose the second option. With a bit of midnight crying for the first month, but still.
這就是為什麼他在分化時表現得像個冠軍。好吧，也許他確實哭了一兩個晚上，但情況本來可能更糟，對吧？當他分化時，周圍的人都不敢相信——溫和的薰衣草香氣對他來說完全不搭。他本該是團營火，這是他最好的朋友然竣告訴他的。範奎也同意——這確實不太合理，但事情就是發生了。他可以選擇像個多愁善感的小婊子一樣抱怨，或是他媽的像個男人一樣為自己是 Omega 感到驕傲。他選擇了後者。雖然第一個月時半夜還是會哭一下，但也就這樣了。

His secret disdain for his own secondary gender existed in the darkest corner of his little soul up till the day when he met his alpha. He was on the second week of his first ever trip to Seoul, covering the consumption of ungodly amounts of soju daily and going to karaoke bars with an excuse of university research. What does university research even mean anyway? He was just going to attend whatever institute was desperate enough to accept someone like him. That didn’t stop him from exploring the nightlife in Seoul as if there was no tomorrow, of course.
他對自己第二性徵的隱密厭惡，一直深藏在那小小靈魂最陰暗的角落，直到遇見他的阿爾法那天。那是他首爾之旅的第二週，每天豪飲驚人份量的燒酒，還以大學研究為藉口流連卡拉 OK 酒吧。所謂大學研究到底是什麼？反正只要有學校願意收他這種人就好。這當然阻止不了他像沒有明天般盡情探索首爾的夜生活。

And it legit felt like there was no tomorrow, when he first saw him.
而當他初次見到那人時，確實感覺就像沒有明天了。

He walked into their karaoke booth as a friend of a friend of a friend, making all of the heads turn, and all of the omegas squeeze their legs tight in unison. He was so tall that it seemed that his head could bump into the ceiling at any given moment. His neck was thick and so were his thighs, covered in the ugliest pair of blue jeans imaginable. His hands were humongous, and when he held the mic, it looked comical as fuck. He smelled like bread and morning sex, and Beomgyu could not explain why- he was a virgin with no idea of sex whatsoever, but that was exactly what he smelled like to him. Choi Soobin was too big, too awkward, and looked too simple in his unsophisticated clothes, and every omega in the room wanted him badly. There was something primal, something universally attractive about his manliness, and he was making omegas wet. Beomgyu wasn’t your regular omega, but he too, excused himself to the restroom at some point, with the sole purpose of checking his pants for leakage. He hated being in the other room away from Soobin and a bunch of unmated omegas so much that he practically ran back to the karaoke booth.
他以朋友的朋友的朋友身份走進他們的卡拉 OK 包廂，讓所有人轉頭注目，所有 Omega 都不約而同夾緊雙腿。他高得彷彿隨時會撞到天花板，粗壯的脖頸與大腿被包裹在想像中最醜的藍色牛仔褲裡。那雙巨掌握著麥克風時滑稽得要命，渾身散發著麵包與晨間性事的氣味——儘管處男范奎根本不懂性事為何物，但對他而言那就是如此具象。崔秀彬太過龐大、太過笨拙，穿著土氣衣服顯得過分樸素，卻讓包廂裡每個 Omega 都渴望他。那種原始的、普世認可的雄性魅力正讓 Omega 們情動濕潤。范奎雖非典型 Omega，卻也在某刻藉口去洗手間，只為檢查褲襠有無滲漏。他痛恨遠離秀彬與那群未配對 Omega 的每分每秒，幾乎是衝著跑回包廂的。

He did everything it took to snatch the sexy alpha all for himself. Starting from laughing at his jokes a little bit too loud and ending in pretending that he knew the lyrics to some anime ost Soobin insisted on singing. He had plenty of time to learn the lyrics afterward though, lying in their bed - freshly fucked and getting sleepy while his new boyfriend finished watching another weekly episode. Beomgyu could swear he had even learned some Japanese words by the time they moved in together.
他使盡渾身解數，只為了把那個性感 Alpha 獨佔為己有。從誇張大笑附和對方的冷笑話，到假裝自己會唱秀彬堅持要唱的動漫主題曲——雖然事後他有大把時間躺在剛纏綿過的床上，一邊昏昏欲睡一邊惡補歌詞，而他的新男友則在旁邊追完最新一集的週更動畫。到他們同居時，范奎甚至敢發誓自己已經學會了幾句日文。

So yeah. Beomgyu was not like any other omega. He was picking his alphas and he was seducing them. He was getting a degree that he wanted to get, not the one picked by his parents. He started making his coin much faster than Soobin did—working as an assistant on the news channel first and making his way to the news anchor in just three years. Choi Beomgyu was a hell of an omega that came home to his alpha making dinner, and he feared nothing in life.
沒錯。范奎可不是一般的 Omega。他挑選自己的 Alpha，還主動勾引他們。他攻讀的是自己想要的學位，而非父母安排的科系。他賺錢的速度比秀彬快多了——先是擔任新聞頻道助理，短短三年就晉升為新聞主播。崔范奎這個 Omega 厲害到回家還有 Alpha 煮晚餐給他吃，人生根本無所畏懼。

Nothing but his fucking heat, of course.
當然只有他那該死的發情期。

The truth be told - even though he was never ashamed of his secondary gender, Beomgyu still took great pride in showing off his power. Buying his alpha expensive things. Saying shit like ‘You can take my credit card.’ Making Soobin twirl in a mini skirt just to entertain him. Beomgyu was having the time of his life with all of those little things, and he feared nothing more than losing them.
說實話——儘管從不為自己的第二性別感到羞恥，范奎仍以炫耀自身力量為傲。為他的 Alpha 購買昂貴物品。說些「我的信用卡隨你刷」之類的屁話。讓蘇彬穿著迷你裙轉圈只為取悅他。范奎在這些小事中享受著人生至樂，而他最害怕的莫過於失去這一切。

And his heat deprived him of his powers every time.
而他的發情期每次都讓他失去能力。

All of the softest parts of his body turning red. Swelling. Being so wet one could squeeze his panties out and take a swim in all that came out of them. Begging Soobin to knot him as if he had never done that before. Crying after the third orgasm only to discover that there were many more orgasms to come.It was all ridiculous. It all made Beomgyu scream inside of his head.
他全身最柔軟的部位都泛起了紅暈，腫脹著。濕漉漉得能擰出內褲裡的水，簡直可以在那灘液體裡游泳。像從未經歷過似地哀求著玟準給他打結。第三次高潮後哭了起來，卻發現後面還有更多高潮等著他。這一切都很荒唐。這一切都讓範奎在腦海中尖叫。

Because he was none of those things. He was loud because he was confident, not because he was needy for a cock. He was the breadwinner for the family, not Soobin’s soft little doll that just lay there and waited to be bred. And what was the most fascinating thing - Soobin was totally okay with that. His tall, humongous alpha, with a cock that could make any omega kneel in 0.3 seconds, was actually happy to give the leadership away right into Beomgyu’s grubby little hands. His precious alpha was getting all red-cheeked and excited whenever Beomgyu acted all bossy. Beomgyu even called him his wife every time he walked into the kitchen to find his alpha standing behind the stove making blueberry pancakes. Soobin was happy to serve, and Beomgyu was happy to pay for that with his time and money. Whatever Soobin wanted, Soobin got - from those ridiculously overpriced headphones he agreed to suck on Beomgyu’s dick for and to the huge ass cabinet full of anime figurines that cost so much as if they weren’t made of plastic but of some unknown material that was able to send people to space very fast.
因為他完全不是那些刻板印象。他大聲喧嘩是因為自信滿滿，而不是因為渴求一根老二。他是家裡的經濟支柱，不是玟準那個只會躺著等待被播種的柔軟小玩偶。而最令人著迷的是——玟準對此完全接受。他那高大魁梧的 Alpha，擁有能讓任何 Omega 在 0.3 秒內跪倒的巨根，卻樂於將主導權拱手讓給范奎那雙髒兮兮的小手。每當范奎擺出霸道姿態時，他珍貴的 Alpha 就會臉頰泛紅、興奮不已。范奎甚至每次走進廚房，看見他的 Alpha 站在爐子前做藍莓鬆餅時，都會喊他「老婆」。玟準樂於伺候，范奎則樂於用時間和金錢回報。無論玟準想要什麼——從那副他願意用口活交換的天價耳機，到那個塞滿動漫公仔、貴得彷彿不是塑料而是某種能讓人瞬間上太空的神秘材料製成的巨型櫥櫃——他都能得到。

That’s how their relationship worked and no matter how many people made fun of them, they never wanted them to change. And to say that many people were against it was to say nothing. Even Beomgyu’s dad brought his hand to his forehead in a dramatic gesture whenever Beomgyu mentioned another promotion he got. Even their best friends, couldn’t help but care about when Beomgyu was planning to have children. Someday, Beomgyu would reply. Someday, when the prospect of quitting his job and relinquishing his power won't frighten him.
這就是他們的相處模式，無論多少人嘲笑他們，他們從未想過改變。說很多人反對都算輕描淡寫了——連范奎的父親每次聽到他又升職時，都會戲劇性地扶額嘆息。就連他們最要好的朋友，也忍不住關心范奎什麼時候打算生孩子。「總有一天啦，」范奎總是這樣回答。「總有一天，當辭職放棄權力不再讓我感到害怕的時候。」

That’s why he was taking his heat suppressants religiously, even though the first month of his body adjusting to them was pure hell. He was feeling nauseous all day, yet he still had to work his nine to five and make his little (huge ass) alpha wife proud. He was ready to go through anything as long as he wasn’t feeling like a weak omega. He went through his first heat with Soobin and then decided that he had experienced enough embarrassment for his lifetime and he never let it hit him after that. Suppressants for the win.
這就是為什麼他如此虔誠地服用抑制劑，儘管身體適應的第一個月簡直是地獄。他整天都感到噁心，卻還是得朝九晚五地工作，讓他那位（超大隻的）阿爾法老婆感到驕傲。只要不讓自己像個軟弱的歐米茄，他願意經歷任何事。他和秀彬度過了第一次發情期後，就決定這輩子已經受夠了尷尬，從此再也不讓這種事發生。抑制劑萬歲。

However, while thinking about how he was ready to take pills until the day he died, Beomgyu forgot to calculate one simple thing. The thing that he loved more than feeling powerful.
然而，當范奎盤算著要服藥至死時，卻忽略了一個簡單的事實。那件比掌控感更令他珍視的事物。

Soobin.  秀彬。

It all started when one day, Soobin was getting in one of his so-called soft moods. Sometimes he would watch sappy-ass animes when his mood hit. Sometimes he would go buy a whole one year-supply of bread just to eat it in one sitting. On some crazy ocassions, he would bake the whole day and maybe even sing a little song to one of his plants while holding it like a baby. Beomgyu was okay with any of those, he was pretty used to it. He loved it, even. It was kind of charming. Endlessly adorable. Totally ready for any of those. What he was not ready for, was when, as they were laying in bed after a busy day, Soobin suddenly scooted closer to him and declared in a miserable voice:
一切始於某天秀彬陷入所謂的「柔軟情緒」時。有時他會看些煽情到不行的動畫；有時會買足一整年份的麵包然後一次嗑光；更瘋的時候，他會烤整天餅乾，甚至把盆栽當嬰兒抱著哼歌。范奎對這些早已習以為常，甚至覺得可愛得要命——那種令人無法抗拒的可愛。他準備好應付所有狀況，唯獨沒料到某天忙碌後共枕時，秀彬突然蹭過來用委屈巴巴的嗓音控訴：

‘You don’t love me.’  「你不愛我。」

It was fucking ridiculous. Ridiculous to the point that it made Beomgyu laugh before it made him mad.
這簡直荒謬到可笑。荒謬到讓範奎先笑出來才開始生氣。

‘Don’t say silly things.’
「別說傻話了。」

‘Why don’t you want to spend your heats with me then.’
「那你為什麼不願意和我一起度過發情期？」

It was a good question, Beomgyu had to give Soobin that. He had a reply to that, and a pretty good one too. But the thing was - that reply was good for him. It made sense to him. It didn’t make sense for two loving young people in a relationship. Soobin never asked him to have children or anything, he just wanted to feel like he was a desirable alpha. Beomgyu already deprived him of being a breadwinner, so was he right to deprive him of that too?
這是個好問題，範奎不得不承認秀彬問得有理。他其實準備了答案，而且還是個相當不錯的答案。但問題在於——這個答案只對他個人有利。對他來說合情合理，卻不適用於一對相愛的年輕情侶。秀彬從沒要求他生孩子之類的，只是想感覺自己是個有魅力的 Alpha。範奎已經剝奪了他養家糊口的角色，難道連這點也要剝奪嗎？

Beomgyu was always a fair person.
範奎向來是個公平的人。

‘Listen, alpha.’ Beomgyu made sure to make his body appear smaller than it had already been, pulling his legs to his chest and looking up at Soobin with big wide eyes. He knew he loved that shit, it was hard to resist your nature, even if you love baking and singing birthday songs to ranunculus flowers.
「聽著，阿爾法。」範奎刻意讓自己看起來比實際更嬌小，他將雙腿蜷縮至胸前，睜著圓潤的大眼仰視秀彬。他知道對方就吃這套——天性難違，即便你熱愛烘焙、喜歡對著毛茛花唱生日快樂歌也一樣。

‘Why won’t we do that? You know. Next month. No suppressants.’
「我們為什麼不這麼做？你知道的。下個月。不用抑制劑。」

‘You promise?’  「你保證？」

‘I do.’ Beomgyu smiled.
「我保證。」范奎笑了。

He knew he was fucked. Taking the suppressants was one thing, but getting off of them was on the whole another level of suffering. He knew that it would be hard, he just never knew how much.
他知道自己完蛋了。服用抑制劑是一回事，但要戒掉它們又是另一種程度的折磨。他知道這會很困難，只是從未想過會這麼難。

Maybe Beomgyu was very bad at calculating after all. That first time he forgot to add his love for Soobin to the equation and then he forgot…
或許范奎真的非常不擅長計算。第一次他忘了把自己對秀彬的愛加入方程式，然後他又忘了...

That the first heat after stopping taking pills would hit him like a truck.
停藥後的第一次發情期會像卡車般猛烈襲來。

Soobin had to call his work for an embarrassing request of taking a heat week off. Maybe it was good after all - the fact that Beomgyu woke up sweating like a pig and with a tangible heat, because otherwise, he would feel far worse about letting his boss know that he was about to bounce on his husband’s cock for the next five working days. He didn’t care too much about it that morning, trying his best not to die of disgust while tossing and turning in bed, annoyed with the feeling of the sheets on his skin. He wanted nothing more than to run to the closest pool and jump into the (preferably) ice-cold water.
秀彬不得不尷尬地向公司請了一週發情假。也許這終究是件好事——范奎醒來時汗如雨下且發情徵狀明顯，否則他會更難為情讓老闆知道接下來五個工作日他都要忙著和丈夫翻雲覆雨。那天早晨他並不太在意這些，只是竭力不在床上翻來覆去時被噁心感淹沒，床單摩擦皮膚的感覺令他煩躁不已。他只想衝到最近的游泳池跳進（最好是）冰涼的水裡。

Until it wasn’t the only thing that he wanted.
直到這不再是唯一渴望的事。

Soobin.  秀彬。

He finally felt a turn in the lower part of his stomach. Familiar wetness between his legs followed shortly after. He knew exactly what would succumb to the heat next, but it still caught him off guard when the image of Soobin breeding him was suddenly the only thing on his mind. Whenever he closed his eyes, there he was - tall and strong, with his horse thighs and gigantic cock, bending him over and pushing into Beomgyu’s whimpering little body over and over again. The thick white fog started to consume every millimetre of his poor omega brain until there was no brain anymore - no reasoning, no logic. No pride.
他終於感覺到下腹一陣翻騰。熟悉的濕潤感很快就在雙腿間蔓延開來。他完全清楚接下來會被這股熱度征服的是什麼，但當秀彬讓他受孕的畫面突然成為腦海中唯一的念頭時，他還是猝不及防。每當閉上眼睛，那個高大強壯的身影就會浮現——那雙馬般結實的大腿和巨物，將他壓制在身下，一次又一次地貫穿他嗚咽的嬌小身軀。濃稠的白霧開始吞噬他可憐的 Omega 大腦的每一毫米，直到再也沒有理智——沒有思考，沒有邏輯。沒有自尊。

‘Soobin!’ He heard himself calling as if he was outside of his own body, as if it was not him who was shamelessly rubbing his erection against the bed sheets just to feel something.
「秀彬！」他聽見自己呼喊著，彷彿靈魂出竅般，彷彿此刻正無恥地在床單上磨蹭著勃起、只為尋求一絲快感的人不是他自己。

His alpha was in the room in no time, holding the wet towels in his hands, looking at Beomgyu with wide eyes full of worry. He wanted it himself, yet it didn’t look like he was ready to give up his carrying tendencies and jump on Beomgyu with the sole intention of hammering his cock into him. And to Beomgyu, it was quite a pity that he didn’t.
他的 Alpha 立刻衝進房間，手裡拿著濕毛巾，睜大滿是擔憂的雙眼看著范奎。明明自己也很想要，卻似乎還沒準備好放棄他那該死的保護欲，直接撲上來把老二狠狠插進范奎體內。對范奎來說，這實在太可惜了。

‘Come ‘ere!’ He wanted to act more than to talk, but he also felt too jelly-like to move his body even an inch out of bed. ‘Come here and take a fucking responsibility for what you’ve done.’
「過來！」他更想用行動表示，但身體軟得像果凍一樣，連挪動一寸都辦不到。「過來為你幹的好事負他媽的責任。」

‘I’m coming baby.’ Soobin sounded incredibly guilty, reaching out with his hand to check if Beomgyu had any fever. He clearly was ready to put those wet towels to use at any second.
「我來了寶貝。」秀彬聽起來愧疚得要命，伸手想確認范奎有沒有發燒。顯然他隨時準備好要使用那些濕毛巾。

Beomgyu slapped his hand with a hiss. ‘Are you fucking kidding me?’
范奎嘶了一聲拍開他的手。「你他媽在耍我嗎？」

‘I just need to make sure you’re alright.’ Soobin was hiding his eyes and biting on his lip. Cute. That was what Beomgyu would normally think. But it wasn’t normal Beomgyu time anymore. It was fuck me up big scary alpha o’clock and Soobin was running ridiculously late.
「我只是想確認你沒事。」秀彬遮著眼睛、咬著嘴唇。可愛。這本來是凡奎會有的想法。但現在已經不是平常的凡奎時間了。現在是「把我搞瘋的超可怕 Alpha 時刻」，而秀彬已經遲到得離譜。

‘Keep your fucking towels away from me.’ Beomgyu felt another little stream of wetness running down his thighs. He felt like howling. ‘Or it’s gonna be me who gonna check your temperature. Rectally.’
「把你他媽的毛巾離我遠點。」凡奎感覺到又一股濕潤順著大腿流下。他真想嚎叫。「不然就換我來幫你量體溫。用直腸的那種。」

‘Oh.’  「喔。」

It seemed like the threat worked.
看來威脅奏效了。

It took only a few seconds for Beomgyu to take the situation into his own omega hands as soon as Soobin’s huge body touched the bed. The alpha was quickly pressed into the mattress, while omega was sitting on top of him, feeling a sadistic pleasure from the fact that he was surely ruining Soobin’s jeans with all of the juices that were currently oozing out of him. Fucking deserved. Beomgyu wasted no time trying to take the man’s t-shirt off gently - he simply ripped it off of him, leaving Soobin’s hair in a total mess. He had to slow down to take off the blue jeans that were now covered in even wet spots, but soon enough he was done with them as well.
范奎只花了幾秒鐘就掌控了局面，當秀彬龐大的身軀一碰到床，這位 omega 便迅速將 alpha 壓進床墊裡。他跨坐在對方身上，帶著一絲施虐的快感，意識到自己正用不斷滲出的體液毀掉秀彬的牛仔褲——活該。范奎根本沒打算溫柔地脫掉對方的 T 恤，他直接扯破衣料，讓秀彬的頭髮亂成一團。脫下那條已佈滿濕痕的藍色牛仔褲時他不得不放慢動作，但沒多久這件障礙物也被徹底清除。

His alpha was hard. Thank God he was. Beomgyu was starting to worry at that point, but as soon as he saw the man’s erection, his inner wolf began to purr. His alpha must have been holding back for the sake of keeping his omega safe. It was so fucking sweet. Beomgyu didn’t want to be safe anymore, though.
他的 Alpha 硬了。感謝老天他確實如此。范奎那時已經開始擔心了，但當他看到男人的勃起時，他內心的狼開始發出滿足的呼嚕聲。他的 Alpha 一定是為了保護他的 Omega 才一直忍耐著。這他媽的太貼心了。不過范奎現在已經不想再被保護了。

Omega reached back behind himself and checked on his own wet hole. It was easy to put in two fingers at once - no stretch, no uncomfortable feeling, nothing, Soobin’s fingers were about thrice his size, but he was sure they could come inside of him with no trouble at all as well. He was ready.
Omega 伸手向後探去，檢查自己濕潤的穴口。同時放入兩根手指輕而易舉——沒有拉扯感，沒有不適，什麼都沒有。秀彬的手指大概有他的三倍粗，但他確信它們也能毫無困難地進入自己體內。他已經準備好了。

Soobin didn’t seem to think so.
秀彬似乎不這麼認為。

Beomgyu felt the man’s hand slowly drop to his lower back from where it used to lie on his waist, and he knew exactly what his alpha wanted to do. To finger him. To prepare him. He needed none of those.
範奎感覺到男人的手從原本放在他腰際的位置緩緩下滑至後腰，他完全明白他的 Alpha 想做什麼。想用手指進入他。想幫他做準備。但他根本不需要這些。

The man pushed his lover on the chest, ‘Just be a good boy and lie here. Don’t  fucking move.’
男人推了推戀人的胸膛，「乖乖躺好就行。他媽的別亂動。」

Soobin looked at him, puzzled. Judging from his face, he wanted to object, yet he didn’t. The urge to be a good alpha must have been pretty strong.
秀彬困惑地看著他。從表情看來，他顯然想反對，卻沒有這麼做。想當個好 Alpha 的衝動肯定相當強烈。

Beomgyu was reaching behind himself once more, raising his body up a little. He took his alpha’s cock and led it straight into his aching hole. Soobin's gaze was fixed on the spot where his cock met the boy's wet and warm body. Beomgyu couldn’t stop staring at his alpha looking so good under him - the man’s cheeks turned impossibly red, his eyes looked watery, and he was biting on his lip non-stop seemingly without even realizing it. He looked like a fucking dream. Beomgyu wanted him inside all the time. He wanted to carry his seed. He wanted his pups. A dozen of them. And still being filled with his alpha seed every hour of every day while being pregnant with his pups. Sounded good.
范奎又一次伸手向後，微微抬起身子。他握住他 Alpha 的陰莖，直接引導它進入自己發疼的穴口。秀彬的目光緊盯著自己性器與男孩濕熱身體交合之處。范奎無法停止注視著在他身下如此性感的 Alpha——男人的臉頰紅得不可思議，眼睛水汪汪的，還不停地咬著嘴唇，似乎連自己都沒意識到。他看起來該死地像個美夢。范奎想要他一直留在裡面。想要承載他的種子。想要他的幼崽。一打都不夠。甚至在懷著他的幼崽時，每天每小時都能被 Alpha 的精液灌滿。聽起來真不錯。

Omega started bouncing on the cock feverishly, thinking of one thing and one thing only—he needed to make his man cum. He needed to make that cock shoot semen right inside of him, needed to sit on that knot until he was sure that it worked and his pregnancy was secure. It was the reason behind Beomgyu simply moving up and down on his perfect human dildo, not doing his usual little tricks that made both of them feel over the moon - he would often make his alpha come undone under him with circular hip movements, taking the cock out of his hole completely only to take it back inside, clenching his hole to make it feel even tighter. He didn’t need all those little things now - he was already feeling high from the sole fact of his alpha cock getting bigger, thicker inside of him, and the top priority suddenly changed from making them both feel ecstatic to getting those pups inside of him asap.
Omega 開始瘋狂地在陰莖上上下擺動，腦中只想著一件事——他必須讓他的男人射出來。他需要那根陰莖將精液射進他體內，需要坐在那個結上直到確認一切順利、他的懷孕有了保障。這就是范奎單純地在他完美的人體按摩棒上上下移動的原因，沒有施展那些平常讓兩人飄飄欲仙的小花招——他通常會用畫圈的臀部動作讓身下的 alpha 潰不成軍，將陰莖完全抽出穴口再整根吞入，夾緊後穴讓它感覺更緊緻。但現在他不需要這些小技巧——光是感受到 alpha 的陰莖在他體內變得更大、更粗，就足以讓他興奮不已，首要目標突然從讓兩人極樂狂喜，變成了盡快讓那些幼崽進入他體內。

Soobin was still and quiet under him - he was grabbing on to his omega’s waist, his eyes closed, and his head thrown far back on the pillow, biting on his lips to hold back the moans. On a normal day, it would piss Beomgyu off - he would want his alpha to cry under him, to moan in his high voice, and to call him things—sweet or humiliating, it didn’t matter. But for that moment, he wasn’t concerned about how good he made Soobin feel. He needed to make sure that he was the only omega who got the right to be bred by that alpha. He was bouncing on that cock like his life depended on it, and if Soobin preferred to torture himself by trying to hold back when he didn’t need to-well, it was his own stupid choice.
秀彬在他身下靜止無聲——他緊抓著自己 Omega 的腰際，雙眼緊閉，頭深深地向後仰在枕上，咬著嘴唇壓抑呻吟。平常這種情況會讓范奎火大——他會想要自己的 Alpha 在他身下哭泣，用那高亢的嗓音呻吟，喊他各種稱呼——甜蜜的或羞辱的都沒關係。但此刻，他不在乎自己讓秀彬感受多好。他必須確保自己是唯一有資格被那個 Alpha 標記的 Omega。他像生命仰賴此般在那根性器上起伏，如果秀彬寧願無謂地折磨自己強忍反應——好吧，那是他自己愚蠢的選擇。

‘Beomgyu…’ The man finally let out, his voice trembling. ‘I’m close to the knot.’
「范奎…」男人終於開口，聲音顫抖著。「我快撐不住了。」

‘Congratulations.’ It was so much easier to come back to his snarky self while having an alpha cock inside of himself. His brain was working again, getting rid of the picture of Soobin bending him over and taking him by force. ‘Now use it on me.’
「恭喜啊。」體內插著一根 Alpha 的陰莖，讓他更容易恢復那副尖酸刻薄的模樣。他的大腦重新運轉，驅散了秀彬將他壓倒強上的畫面。「現在就用它上我。」

‘I…I don’t think…it’s the best idea.’ Beomgyu reached back and slapped the man on his balls making Soobin wail. Still, it didn’t seem to help. His alpha was nothing if not stubborn in his care. ‘I can knot you later baby…’ Beomgyu ignored the man completely, clenching on that big cock, showing that he wouldn’t let it out any time soon. ‘Please baby, I will knot you soon, I promise.’
「我...我覺得...這不是最好的主意。」範奎反手拍打那人的睪丸，讓秀彬哀嚎出聲。但這似乎沒什麼用。他的 Alpha 在照顧人這方面固執得要命。「寶貝我晚點再結給你...」範奎完全無視男人的話，夾緊那根巨物，表明自己短時間內不會放它出去。「求你了寶貝，我很快就會結給你的，我保證。」

‘Shut the fuck up.’ Beomgyu said simply, his hips never faltering.
「閉嘴。」范奎簡短地說，腰部的動作絲毫沒有停頓。

He leaned closer to the man’s face, stealing whatever he wanted to say with a deep, hungry kiss. Soobin could never fight that. Not Beomgyu kissing him like it was the last thing he was allowed to do before leaving the earth forever. Beomgyu made sure to make the kiss messy - he wanted to devour his alpha whole, but he knew it was impossible - not until he gets the pups out of him, at least.
他湊近那張臉，用一個深沉而飢渴的吻奪走了對方想說的話。秀彬永遠無法抗拒這個——尤其是範奎像這是他離開人世前最後被允許做的事般吻著他。範奎刻意讓這個吻雜亂無章——他想把 alpha 整個吞下，但他知道這不可能——至少得等到他把幼崽生出來才行。

Finally, after what felt like an eternity spent kissing, Boemgyu felt the knot starting to form inside of him. It started slowly like it always did - just a little obstacle trying to prevent Soobin’s cock from ever leaving the warmth of Beomgyu’s body. The cock was going on deeper and deeper, barely coming out of omega’s hole at all. Omega closed his eyes- and almost purred - it was always his favourite part, even if he tried to pretend like it wasn’t. The realization that alpha will be locked in him soon.
在彷彿永恆的親吻過後，範奎終於感覺到體內開始形成結。就像往常一樣緩慢開始——只是個小小的障礙，試圖阻止秀彬的陰莖離開範奎溫暖的身體。那根陰莖越進越深，幾乎沒從 omega 的穴口退出過。omega 閉上眼睛——幾乎發出滿足的呼嚕聲——這總是他最喜歡的部分，即使他試圖假裝不是。意識到 alpha 很快就會被他鎖住。

His heaven was almost ruined by the sudden feeling of Soobin trying to pull off. Beomgyu opened his eyes wide and pressed his hips firmly onto Soobin’s body. He couldn’t allow that. No.
他的天堂幾乎被秀彬突然想要抽離的感覺給毀了。范奎睜大眼睛，將臀部緊緊壓在秀彬身上。他絕不允許這種事發生。不行。

‘What the hell.’’ He hissed. ‘Why would you want to leave me!’
「搞什麼鬼。」他咬牙切齒地說。「你為什麼想離開我！」

He put both of his hands on Soobin’s broad chest and started moving even more eagerly than before, even though it was much more difficult with a knot swelling inside of him. It was almost painful, but he didn’t care. Not when his future pups were in danger.
他將雙手放在秀彬寬闊的胸膛上，開始比之前更加熱切地動作，儘管體內結節腫脹讓這變得更加困難。這幾乎是痛苦的，但他不在乎。尤其是當他未來的幼崽處於危險之中時。

‘I’d never leave you.’ Soobin whispered. ‘I just don’t wanna hurt you.’
「我永遠不會離開你。」秀彬低聲說。「我只是不想傷害你。」

‘You are hurting me like that!!!’ Beomgyu could clearly hear his voice getting hysterical, but he was too mad to be ashamed of that. ‘Don’t you fucking dare. DON’T YOU FUCKING DARE TO TAKE THE PUPS AWAY FROM ME.’
「你這樣是在傷害我！！！」范奎清楚地聽見自己的聲音變得歇斯底里，但他氣到根本顧不得羞恥。「你他媽的敢。你他媽敢把幼崽從我身邊帶走試試。」

He wanted Soobin to scream back at him, to say something along the lines of ‘I want them even more than you do. I’m just holding back like a moron.’ but Soobin, being his wonderful soft self, never did. He just put one of his huge hands on the lowest part of Beomgyu’s belly, while tightening his grip on omega’s waist with the other, and pushed his thighs away from the bed, thrusting into Beomgyu with gentle power. Beomgyu dropped his head. It was so hard to handle Soobin, who preferred actions over words.
他多希望秀彬能對他吼回來，說些「我比你更想要他們。我只是像個白痴一樣在忍耐」之類的話。但秀彬就是這樣溫柔美好，始終沒有這麼做。他只是用那雙大手其中一隻輕撫范奎腹部最下方，另一隻手則緊摟著 Omega 的腰，將他的雙腿從床上托起，以溫柔卻堅定的力道進入范奎體內。范奎垂下了頭。面對偏好行動勝過言語的秀彬，他總是如此難以招架。

Soobin was moving his hips in sharp, rough movements because it wasn’t impossible to fuck into Boemgyu any other way - the knot was already too big to let him do whatever he pleased with his lover, and it was a shame really, because alpha seemed to finally give up and hammer into his omega like he meant it. Beomgyu smirked at the thought of it - they still had all the time in the world. He just needed his alpha to breed him first, and then he would gladly become his very own sex toy for however long he pleased.
Soobin 正以激烈而粗魯的動作擺動著臀部，因為除此之外他別無選擇——那個結已經太大，讓他無法隨心所欲地對待他的愛人，這實在令人遺憾，因為這位 alpha 似乎終於放棄掙扎，開始認真地撞擊他的 omega。Beomgyu 想到這裡不禁露出得意的笑容——他們還擁有全世界的時間。他只需要他的 alpha 先完成標記，之後他將心甘情願成為對方專屬的性愛玩具，無論 alpha 想要玩多久都行。

His lover started getting restless under him. Beomgyu heard a clear growl growing in the man’s chest. Suddenly, Soobin moved. He flipped his dainty omega, dropping his back on the mattress without any difficulty. Soobin knew how to be strong when he wanted to. Beomgyu locked his ankles behind his alpha's back, purring. He was so satisfied with the way a big heavy body was pressing him into the bed and with the way Soobin was barely able to move inside of him at that point - the knot was now the size of a tennis ball, keeping his alpha safe in place, getting ready to shoot semen any time soon.
他的愛人在他身下開始躁動不安。范奎聽見男人胸口傳來清晰的低吼。突然間，秀彬動了。他輕而易舉地將嬌小的 Omega 翻身壓制，讓對方的背脊陷入床墊。秀彬知道該如何展現強勢。范奎將腳踝勾在 Alpha 背後，發出滿足的呼嚕聲。他無比享受這具沉重身軀將他壓進床鋪的感覺，更陶醉於此刻秀彬在他體內幾乎無法抽動的狀態——那結如今已如網球般大小，將他的 Alpha 牢牢鎖在原位，隨時準備噴發精液。

Soobin was practically licking Beomgyu’s face, letting his tongue work on the man’s temple where the little trickles of sweat were running. Beomgyu just let him be. He could feel the knot growing even bigger, so naturally, there was only one thing left in his brain:
Soobin 幾乎是在舔著 Beomgyu 的臉，讓他的舌頭在那人太陽穴上滑動，那裡正有細小的汗珠流下。Beomgyu 就這麼任由他擺布。他能感覺到那個結變得更大，所以很自然地，他腦中只剩下一個念頭：

‘Pups. Give me the pups.’ He was whispering non-stop, like a madman. ‘You should make me round and so very pregnant.’ He wrapped his hands around his alpha’s neck. ‘You should show me off. Let everyone know how you knocked me up.’
「小狗狗們。把小狗狗們給我。」他像個瘋子般不停地低語著。「你該讓我變得圓滾滾的，懷上滿滿的孕。」他雙手環繞著他的 Alpha 頸項。「你該好好炫耀我。讓所有人都知道你怎麼讓我懷上的。」

‘I will.’ Soobin murmured, trying to move into Beomgyu again, making his omega howl. 'I'm going to pump you up with my cum, then do it again.'
「我會的。」秀彬低語著，試圖再次進入範奎，讓他的 Omega 發出呻吟。「我要用我的精液灌滿你，然後再來一次。」

He was barely moving his hips now, his cock aching from how badly he wanted the release. And it finally came, when Beomgyu reached down between their buddies to touch on Soobin’s balls while whispering unintelligible nonsense into the man’s ear.
此刻他的臀部幾乎不再擺動，陰莖因極度渴望釋放而疼痛不已。終於，當範奎伸手探向他們緊貼的身體之間，輕撫著秀彬的睪丸，同時在他耳邊低語著含糊不清的胡話時，高潮來臨了。

Soobin growled and bit into the pillow next to Beomgyu’s head when orgasm finally hit him, too busy with his pleasure to notice the way his omega’s eyes rolled all the way up, mouth going slack. It only meant one thing - he wasn’t the only one reaching his climax. Beomgyu’s mind would usually go blissfully blank at moments like this, but at that moment he was thinking about one thing. Soobin was locked in him. Their pups were safe.
秀彬低吼著，在達到高潮時咬住了毗連玟奎頭部的枕頭，過於沉浸在快感中而沒注意到他的 Omega 雙眼上翻、嘴巴微張的模樣。這只意味著一件事——他不是唯一達到頂點的人。玟奎的思緒在這種時刻通常會幸福地放空，但此刻他腦中只想著一件事。秀彬正與他緊密相連。他們的幼崽安全無虞。

When alpha was finally back in his right mind, still unable to pull out of his husband’s body, he tried to lay as still as possible. Unfortunately, he was able to think again, so the thoughts were racing in his brain, like wild wasps. ‘I’m done.’ Soobin thought. ‘Beomgyu would be so pissed I didn’t pull out when he comes back to his senses.’
當 alpha 終於恢復理智，卻仍無法從丈夫體內抽身時，他試著盡可能保持靜止。不幸的是，他的思緒又開始運轉，像狂亂的黃蜂般在腦中橫衝直撞。「我完蛋了。」秀彬想著。「範奎恢復意識後，發現我沒及時抽出來肯定會氣炸。」

Maybe, Beomgyu wasn’t the only member of their family, who was poor at calculating stuff.
或許，計算能力差的家族成員不只范奎一個。

As soon as omega found the strength to speak again, his lips were back on Soobin’s, whispering right into the man’s mouth. ‘You promised to knot me again later.’
當 Omega 再度找回說話力氣時，他的唇已貼上守彬的，對著男人的嘴輕聲呢喃：「你答應過晚點要再給我結的。」

They had all time in the world, after all.
畢竟，他們擁有全世界的時間。