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“Knock knock,”   「叩叩」

“You don’t have to knock when the door is open,” Soobin muses from inside his bedroom, rolling his eyes fondly when he sees only Beomgyu’s head peeking through the small opening of the door. “ Or verbalize the knocking if you're already going to knock.” 
「門開著就不用敲了吧，」秀彬在臥室裡咕噥著，當他看見只有範奎從門縫探出頭時，忍不住寵溺地翻了個白眼。「而且既然都要敲門了，幹嘛還特地用說的啊。」

“Don’t suck the fun out of things,” Beomgyu pouts, sauntering into Soobin’s bedroom, and he immediately throws a glance over at Odi’s cage out of habit. “Where’s Odi?”
「別這麼掃興嘛，」範奎嘟著嘴走進秀彬的房間，習慣性地立刻瞥向 Odi 的籠子。「Odi 呢？」

“Somewhere. Probably in my closet,” the other answers, and when Beomgyu turns his full attention back to him, he’s… Wearing a sleeveless shirt. Okay, Beomgyu’s seen this before, he’s used to it… He can be normal about it.
「在房間某處吧。可能在我衣櫥裡，」對方回答。當範奎把注意力完全轉回秀彬身上時，發現他...穿著無袖上衣。好吧，範奎以前就看過這打扮，他早就習慣了...他可以表現得很正常的。

“So you’ve just been waiting for me to come entertain you since Odi is sick of you, right?” Beomgyu teases as he eyes how Soobin’s desk chair is pushed in, how his computer is closed shut, and how his phone lies face-up on his blanket.
「所以自從 Odi 嫌你煩之後，你就一直等著我來逗你開心對吧？」范奎瞇眼打量著秀彬收好的辦公椅、關機的電腦，以及平放在被單上的手機。

“If that helps you sleep at night,” Soobin deadpans, voice monotone. He smiles at Beomgyu right after though, and then sits up properly in his bed. Soobin looks at Beomgyu expectedly, and the latter smiles a tiny bit before taking a seat next to him. “What’s up?”
「如果這樣想能讓你睡得好一點的話。」秀彬面無表情地棒讀，隨即卻對范奎露出微笑，並在床上端正坐起。他期待地望向范奎，後者微微勾起嘴角在他身旁坐下。「怎麼了？」

“Does something have to be up?” Beomgyu asks, and his eyebrow raises itself out of habit. He can see Soobin’s eyes spare the action a glance for no longer than half a second before looking back into his eyes. 
「非得有什麼事才行嗎？」范奎挑眉問道，這個習慣性動作讓秀彬的目光停留了不到半秒鐘，隨即又迎上他的視線。

“Don’t tell me I’m being blessed by your presence just because you’re being generous?” he jokes, and it makes Beomgyu elbow him under his ribs. It’ll probably leave a bruise since Beomgyu has been becoming less and less aware of how strong he’s becoming, ever since whatever cult-like gym habits Taehyun has roped him into. Somehow, Beomgyu can’t bring himself to be upset about that. Bruises tend to look good against Soobin’s skin anyway… 
「該不會只是因為你突然大發慈悲，我才有幸得到你的臨幸吧？」秀彬開玩笑地說，結果換來范奎一記肘擊。自從被泰賢拉進某種邪教般的健身習慣後，范奎越來越控制不住自己的力道，這下恐怕會留下瘀青。但不知為何，范奎對此竟絲毫不感到愧疚——畢竟瘀青襯在秀彬的肌膚上向來挺好看的⋯⋯

“Would that be a crime?” 
「這樣算是犯罪嗎？」

“Of course not,” Soobin grins, and he looks like he’s had too much fun with Beomgyu within the short span of three minutes. “But tell me, is it because Huening is gaming and yelling in front of the television?”
「當然不算，」秀彬咧嘴一笑，短短三分鐘內他似乎已經和范奎玩得太過盡興。「不過告訴我，是不是因為休寧在電視前打遊戲又大吼大叫？」

“Yes,” Beomgyu finally sighs, shoulders sagging in defeat. His answer and his actions make Soobin chuckle. “Yes —and I told him to knock it off already,” he groans, slumping over until his forehead meets Soobin’s shoulder. “But y’know, Taehyun-ah has those noise cancelling headphones so nothing ever bothers him. Kai— the little shit —sometimes forgets that not all of us do.”
「好啦，」范奎終於嘆了口氣，肩膀垮了下來，一副認輸的模樣。他的回答和動作讓秀彬忍不住輕笑出聲。「對啦——而且我已經叫他別再這樣了，」他呻吟著，整個人癱軟下來，直到額頭抵上秀彬的肩膀。「但你也知道，泰亨那小子戴著降噪耳機，什麼都吵不到他。凱伊——那個小混蛋——有時候會忘記我們其他人可沒這種裝備。」

“If you just wanted some peace and quiet you could’ve said that in the first place,” Soobin hums, the hand which wasn’t fiddling with the threads of his blanket reaching up to stroke at the, now drastically shorter, dyed hairs at Beomgyu’s nape. “No need to pretend like you were here to see me.”
「如果你只是想要一點安靜，一開始就說嘛。」秀彬輕哼著，原本在玩弄毯子線頭的那隻手伸向范奎後頸，撫摸著那現在明顯變短的染髮。「不用假裝你是來見我的。」

Beomgyu can tell Soobin is sulking without even having to look up at the other, and it makes his lips curve into a small smile. Soobin can probably feel it against his skin. 
范奎不用抬頭看就知道秀彬在生悶氣，這讓他的嘴角不自覺揚起一抹淺笑。秀彬大概能從肌膚相觸中感受到他的笑意。

“Seeing you is just a bonus,” he mutters, pressing a short and sweet peck onto Soobin’s shoulder. “Seeing you sleeveless is just the icing on the cake.”
「見到你只是額外的驚喜，」他低聲說道，在秀彬的肩膀上輕輕印下一個短暫而甜蜜的吻。「看到你穿無袖的樣子簡直是錦上添花。」

Soobin chuckles again, and drops the blanket from his hand, and turns until he’s facing Beomgyu properly.
秀彬又輕笑了一聲，鬆手讓毯子滑落，轉身正對著范奎。

“You want something,” he says bluntly, and it makes Beomgyu grin wolfishly, Soobin seeming to catch onto his intentions. “But you already knew that I’d know that. And you probably already knew I wasn’t up to anything.”
「你想要什麼。」他直截了當地說，這讓范奎露出狼一般的笑容，秀彬似乎察覺到他的意圖。「但你早就知道我會發現。而且你大概也清楚我沒在忙什麼。」

“Of course I did. Huening is on the PS5, Taehyunnie is in their room, and Yeonjun hyung is at the company,” Beomgyu says, self satisfied and relishing in the way Soobin’s eyes sparkle at his mischief. “So, are you going to use the fact that everyone else is preoccupied to your advantage, or what?”
「當然知道。休寧在玩 PS5，太顯在房間裡，然竣哥在公司。」范奎自鳴得意地說著，享受秀彬因他調皮舉動而閃閃發亮的眼神。「所以，你要趁大家都沒空的時候做點什麼嗎？」

Soobin doesn’t need any further prompting after that, leaning in without so much as wasting another second, and smashing their lips together for the first time since this morning.
秀彬不需要更多暗示，立刻傾身向前，連一秒都不願浪費，自早晨以來第一次用力吻上他的唇。

After a day of being separated by work (not really—Beomgyu woke up late, they had a couple individual schedules, and both of them had to shower and recharge a bit before anything else), Beomgyu melts into the kiss. He had only given Soobin a quick and lazy peck (Beomgyu questions whether he even managed to kiss Soobin’s lips) when the latter tried to wake him up this morning before leaving for work, and it definitely wasn’t enough for the entire day, but they both had to make do.
工作分開一整天後（其實也沒有——范奎睡過頭了，他們各自有幾個行程，而且兩人都得先沖個澡、恢復一下精神才能做其他事），范奎深深投入這個吻中。早上秀彬出門工作前試圖叫醒他時，他只給了對方一個敷衍的快速輕吻（范奎甚至懷疑自己到底有沒有親到秀彬的嘴唇），這當然不夠撐過一整天，但他們也只能將就。

Now though, at almost thirty past midnight, there was nothing holding them back. Not even Odi, who Beomgyu can hear shuffling about somewhere in the room.
但此刻，午夜將近十二點半，已沒有任何事物能阻擋他們。就連 Odi 也不例外——范奎能聽見牠在房間某處窸窣走動的聲音。

Desiring to touch more, Beomgyu slips his arms around Soobin’s waist, the skin warm through the thin material of his shirt. Almost immediately after, Soobin brings his hands up to cup Beomgyu’s face, tilting the latter’s head to the side to reach a better angle and deepen their kiss.
渴望更多接觸的范奎將雙臂環上守彬的腰際，透過單薄襯衫布料能感受到他溫熱的肌膚。幾乎是同一瞬間，守彬抬手捧住范奎的臉龐，將他的頭微微側傾以便調整角度，讓這個吻更加深入。

Beomgyu makes a content sound at that, and his eyelashes flutter just a little bit at the newfound, very pleasing sensation. 
范奎發出一聲滿足的輕嘆，新獲得的愉悅感受讓他睫毛微微顫動。

He feels one of Soobin’s (unfairly!) large hands tug at the hair resting at the base of his neck, and he hums as the feeling tingles all the way down his spine. In an attempt to get closer, Beomgyu leans forward while simultaneously pulling Soobin towards him, which effectively sends them both toppling down flat onto the bed. 
他感覺到守彬那隻（不公平地！）寬大的手正輕扯著他頸後的髮絲，酥麻感沿著脊椎竄下，令他忍不住輕哼出聲。為了更貼近對方，范奎向前傾身的同時也將守彬拉向自己，這舉動使兩人雙雙跌倒在床鋪上。

“You seem eager,” Soobin grins breathlessly, Beomgyu looming over him, equally as breathless. His lips are a pretty cherry colour, a bit shiny from their shared spit. He looks so stunning from this angle, his newly brown hair falling into his eyes, the neckline of his baggy t-shirt (or is it Soobin’s?) exposing unmarked skin which Soobin feels the sudden need to get his mouth on.
「你看起來很迫不及待呢。」秀彬氣喘吁吁地笑著，范奎居高臨下地望著他，同樣喘個不停。他的唇瓣是漂亮的櫻桃色，因為兩人交換的唾液而閃著水光。從這個角度看過去他簡直美得驚人——新染的棕髮垂落眼際，寬鬆 T 恤（或許是秀彬的？）領口露出毫無痕跡的肌膚，讓秀彬突然有股衝動想用唇齒在那裡留下印記。

“You’re the one who kissed me first,” Beomgyu huffs, shuffling around a bit until he has both knees bracketing Soobin’s hips. His arms are still around Soobin’s middle, and he moves them too until his hands are running up and down the older’s sides, making him shiver and close his eyes. Beomgyu has always found it endearing: Soobin’s waist, stomach, and the space beneath his ribs were always a bit sensitive to touch.
「是你先親我的啦，」範奎氣呼呼地說著，膝蓋蹭了蹭直到跨坐在秀彬腰際兩側。他的手臂仍環繞著秀彬的腰，手掌沿著年長者的身側上下游移，惹得對方輕顫著閉上雙眼。範奎總覺得這樣很可愛：秀彬的腰際、腹部，還有肋骨下方的肌膚總是特別敏感。

Beomgyu’s hands are slow, and his fingertips are ticklish when they run right under his ribs, even though they’re above his shirt. Soobin doesn’t have to be looking to know his stomach is fluttering, Beomgyu’s touch alternating between being phantom and being all too present.
範奎的手很慢，當他的指尖掠過肋骨下方時，即使隔著上衣也讓人發癢。秀彬不用看就知道自己的腹部在顫動，範奎的觸碰時而像幻影般輕柔，時而又真實得令人難以忽視。

“Don't just sit there all night,” Soobin hums, cracking one eye open just to see that Beomgyu is looking down at him, bottom lip caught between his teeth, and expression contemplative. 
「別整晚都坐在那裡。」秀彬輕哼著，微微睜開一隻眼睛，只見範奎正低頭看著他，咬著下唇，表情若有所思。

“Soobin hyung,” Beomgyu starts, and he says his name the way he always does, soft and with the intonation which Soobin likes a bit too much. But his eyes look a bit nervous, and that’s what prompts Soobin to slowly sit up from his laying down position, eyebrows furrowed only a little. His hands immediately find home on Beomgyu’s hips, keeping him balanced on his lap while also showing that he was listening.
「秀彬哥，」範奎開口了，他喚他名字的方式一如既往，輕柔且帶著秀彬特別喜歡的語調。但他的眼神透著些許緊張，這讓秀彬緩緩從躺姿坐起身，眉頭只輕輕皺起。他的手立刻找到歸宿般搭上範奎的腰際，既讓對方在自己腿上保持平衡，也表明自己正專注聆聽。

“Yeah?” Soobin’s thumbs rub circles under the fabric of Beomgyu’s t-shirt, all soft skin and firm muscle under the pads. He smiles gently at Beomgyu, who, a bit uncharacteristically, shyly meets his eyes after a few seconds. “Don’t wanna do anything tonight?” he guesses. “That’s okay, we can—”
「嗯？」秀彬的拇指在範奎的 T 恤布料下畫著圈，指腹下是柔軟的肌膚與結實的肌肉。他溫柔地對範奎微笑，而範奎難得地遲疑了幾秒才害羞地對上他的視線。「今晚不想做什麼嗎？」他猜測道。「沒關係，我們可以——」

“I was thinking,” Beomgyu blurts out, and Soobin’s words die in his throat. But he urges Beomgyu on with a quirked up eyebrow, and the former takes it as a sign to continue. “So, I was like… Online shopping.”
「我在想，」范奎突然開口，秀彬的話頓時哽在喉頭。但他挑了挑眉示意范奎繼續，後者便將此視為繼續說下去的訊號。「所以我就想說…網購。」

“Mhm,” Soobin nods, slipping his arms all the way around Beomgyu’s waist now. Beomgyu is very far from tiny, Soobin’s is sure everyone knows, but comparatively… Beomgyu just fit so well against him: pressed side by side, in his arms… Soobin’s favourite activity as of late is holding him close and pressing kisses and bruises to any delicate skin he can reach. “I should stop giving you gift cards.”
「嗯，」秀彬點點頭，現在他的手臂完全環繞著范奎的腰際。范奎絕對稱不上嬌小，秀彬確信大家都知道這點，但相較之下...范奎就是能如此完美地契合在他懷裡：兩人緊貼著並肩而立，被他擁抱著...最近秀彬最熱衷的活動，就是把范奎緊緊摟住，在他能觸及的每寸細嫩肌膚上留下親吻與瘀痕。「我該停止送你禮物卡了。」

“And y’know, looking for one thing usually leads to looking for another… And another,” he continues, his fingers now picking at his cuticles. It’s a habit Beomgyu doesn’t do as frequently now, having grown out of it. But Soobin knows that when he does, it’s because he’s nervous. 
「而且你知道嗎，尋找一樣東西通常會引發尋找另一樣...然後再一樣，」他繼續說著，手指開始摳弄指甲邊緣的硬皮。這是范奎現在不常做的習慣，已經慢慢戒掉了。但秀彬知道，當他這麼做時，就表示他正在緊張。

“Yeah,” the older hums, encouraging Beomgyu to tell his story. Soobin admits it’s a bit distracting and hard to listen to Beomgyu’s words attentively when he keeps squirming around nervously in his lap, but he wills himself to pay attention. Beomgyu wouldn’t be nervous about this for no reason. 
「嗯，」年長者輕哼一聲，鼓勵著范奎繼續說下去。秀彬承認當范奎一直緊張地在他腿上扭來扭去時，確實有點分心，很難專心聽他說話，但他還是強迫自己集中注意力。范奎不會無緣無故對這件事感到緊張的。

To help ease him up a bit, Soobin takes one of Beomgyu’s hands in his own, lacing their fingers together and giving him a squeeze in reassurance. Soobin has nothing but patience when it comes to Beomgyu anyways, and the latter seems to need a little bit of a reminder. 
為了讓對方放鬆些，秀彬握住了范奎的手，十指交扣並輕輕捏了一下以示安撫。畢竟在面對范奎時，秀彬總是有著無限耐心，而對方似乎需要一點這樣的提醒。

“So… So I bought something, and I—Well, it’s for… Us, I guess?” Beomgyu trips over a few of his words, and now Soobin is more intrigued. 
「所...所以我買了東西，那個...是給...我們兩個的？」范奎結結巴巴地說著，這下秀彬更加好奇了。

Something for the both of them? 
給他們兩個的東西？

The piqued curiosity must show on Soobin’s face, because Beomgyu is now fumbling with his other hand, avoiding eye contact all over again. 
秀彬臉上明顯流露出的好奇神色讓范奎又開始用另一隻手不安地擺弄著什麼，視線再次四處游移不敢對視。

“Um, I—Okay, I’ll just show you,” he mumbles, digging into the pocket of his pyjama pants. They’re worn and thin, but Soobin likes when Beomgyu wears them because he can feel the heat radiating off of his skin and through the material. There is a lot of heat right now, Soobin can feel it since their legs are touching: and one look at Beomgyu’s cheeks, and Soobin can also see the apple-points turning red.
「呃，我——好吧，我直接給你看。」他低聲嘟囔著，伸手探進睡褲口袋。那條褲子已經洗得又舊又薄，但秀彬喜歡看杋圭穿它，因為這樣他就能透過布料感受到對方皮膚散發的熱度。此刻那股熱度格外明顯，兩人相貼的腿讓秀彬清晰感知到這點：而當他瞥見杋圭的臉頰時，更發現那對蘋果肌正逐漸泛紅。

What Beomgyu pulls out of his pocket is black and scrunched up in his fist. Soobin has no clue what it is, it honestly looks like a sock, until Beomgyu hesitantly unravels and fabric and holds it up between the two of them. 
朴寶桂從口袋裡掏出的東西黑漆漆的，被他緊緊攥在拳頭裡。蘇彬完全猜不出那是什麼，老實說看起來像隻襪子，直到寶桂遲疑地展開那塊布料，在兩人之間舉了起來。

And… It’s a—  然後...這是——

“Blindfold,” he says dumbly, unable to tear his eyes away from said item. Just by the looks of it, Soobin thinks it’s silk. That makes sense though, seeing as it’ll feel comfortable wrapped around… Whatever the desired body part is. It’s also rather thick and long, ensuring that whoever uses it won't be able to see a thing if it were laid over their eyes. “You bought a blindfold?”
「眼罩，」他呆愣地說道，視線無法從那件物品上移開。光看外表，秀彬覺得那是絲綢材質。這倒也合理，畢竟要纏繞在...無論是哪個身體部位上，觸感都該舒適。它還相當厚實且長，確保使用的人若覆蓋在眼睛上時什麼都看不見。「你買了眼罩？」

And maybe that wasn’t the best thing to say, because Beomgyu immediately scrunches the blindfold back into his palm, and shoves it right into his pocket again. When Soobin looks at his face, he can see that his cheeks are now flushed an impossible shade of red.
或許這不是最恰當的提問，因為范奎立刻將眼罩揉回掌心，又塞回口袋裡。當秀彬看向他的臉時，發現他的雙頰已漲成難以置信的緋紅。

“I know, it’s stupid,” he mumbles, looking back up and plastering a smile on his face, one which Soobin can tell is a bit forced. “It’s okay, just—just forget about it. Where were we—?”
「我知道，這很蠢，」他低聲嘟囔，抬起頭硬擠出一個笑容，秀彬能看出那笑容有些勉強。「沒關係，就——就當沒這回事。我們剛才說到哪——？」

“No, don’t forget about it,” Soobin frowns, reaching into Beomgyu’s pocket himself and retrieving the blindfold again. He eyes the material, feels it between his fingertips, and then looks back at Beomgyu.
「不，別忘了這個。」秀彬皺著眉，自己伸手進范奎的口袋裡，再次取出那條眼罩。他仔細端詳著布料，用指尖感受材質，然後又抬頭看向范奎。

He’s got his bottom lip bitten between his teeth again, and his expression is worried. Soobin doesn’t want the crease between his eyebrows to be there anymore, nor does he want Beomgyu to feel like he can’t talk to him about these things. If there is something Beomgyu wants to do, something he wants to explore, Soobin is more than willing to explore it with him, together.
他又一次咬住了下唇，表情顯得憂心忡忡。秀彬不希望他眉間的皺褶繼續存在，也不希望范奎覺得這些事情不能跟他討論。如果范奎有任何想嘗試的事情、任何想探索的領域，秀彬都非常願意陪他一起探索。

“I was just a bit surprised, that’s all. It’s nothing bad,” Soobin assures softly, the hand which has remained under Beomgyu’s t-shirt this whole time running up and down his bare side comfortingly. “Did you wanna use it on me? Or did you wanna try it?” 
「我只是有點驚訝而已，沒什麼不好的。」秀彬輕聲安撫道，那隻始終藏在范奎 T 恤下的手正上下撫摸著他裸露的腰側，帶來舒適的觸感。「你是想用在我身上？還是想自己試試看？」

Beomgyu does seem to relax more at Soobin’s assurance and openness, and the latter feels it in the way his body isn’t as tense, melting into his hold and finally releasing his poor, abused, red lip. He does look at him again as well, just to see Soobin smiling encouragingly.
范奎似乎確實因為秀彬的保證和坦率而放鬆許多，後者能從他不再緊繃的身體感受到這種變化——他漸漸融化在秀彬的懷抱中，終於放過那飽受蹂躪的嫣紅唇瓣。他再次抬眼望向秀彬，正好看見對方鼓勵的微笑。

“Well… It’s for us, so of course we can both use it, if we want to… When we want to,” Beomgyu says quietly, and then his eyes trail down the blindfold again. Soobin can see the telltale, beginning signs of desire swirling in his pupils, and he has to bite down a smile when he sees Beomgyu gulp. After all this time, it’s a bit easy for him to read Beomgyu. “But I think I’d like to try it first… If that’s okay.” he whispers.
「嗯...這是為我們準備的，所以當然我們都可以用，如果我們想的話...隨時都可以，」范奎輕聲說道，目光再次游移回那條眼罩上。秀彬能從他瞳孔中看出那股熟悉的、逐漸升騰的慾望，當他看見范奎喉結滾動時，不得不咬住嘴唇忍住笑意。經過這麼長時間，他已經能輕易讀懂范奎了。「但我想先試試看...如果可以的話。」他低語道。

“That’s more than okay, Beomgyu,” Soobin smiles, and for now, he drops the silk between their bodies, currently occupied with running his fingers over the heated skin of Beomgyu’s cheek, relishing in the blush, and then cupping his jaw softly. “How long have you waited to show me this, hm?”
「當然可以，范奎，」秀彬微笑著，暫時將絲綢眼罩放在兩人之間，此刻他正忙於用手指撫過范奎發燙的臉頰肌膚，享受那抹紅暈，然後輕輕捧起他的下顎。「你等多久才決定要給我看這個，嗯？」

“Few weeks,” Beomgyu mutters, eyes falling shut when Soobin’s thumb settles itself on his lower lip, tugging ever so slightly just until his bottom row of teeth are exposed. “I didn’t—didn’t know how to tell you,” he admits quietly, words coming out a bit weird because of the way Soobin is holding his lip down.
「幾週了。」範奎低聲說道，當秀彬的拇指輕抵在他下唇、微微下拉直到露出下排牙齒時，他的眼睛閉了起來。「我不知道...不知道該怎麼告訴你。」他輕聲坦承，由於秀彬壓著他嘴唇的動作，話語聽起來有些含糊。

“You don’t need to worry about things like that, okay?” Soobin says, looking right into Beomgyu’s eyes until the latter nods. He lets go of the other’s lip, and smiles tinily, genuinely. “Whatever you want to try out, if it’s with you, I’ll always be willing to at least try.”
「你不用擔心那種事，好嗎？」秀彬直視著範奎的眼睛說道，直到對方點頭。他鬆開對方的唇瓣，露出一個微小而真誠的微笑。「無論你想嘗試什麼，只要是和你一起，我永遠都願意至少試試看。」

And that earns him the tiniest, most bashful upwards quirk of Beomgyu’s lips, something which makes Soobin’s heart skip a beat in his chest. 
這句話讓範奎的嘴角揚起一絲最細微、最羞怯的弧度，這讓秀彬的心跳漏了一拍。

He adores Beomgyu.   他深愛著範奎。

“Thank you,” Beomgyu whispers again, looping his arms around Soobin’s shoulders. They’re pressed close now, and though the fabric of Beomgyu’s t-shirt is brushing against the fabric of Soobin’s sleeveless shirt, he can still feel the pounding of the younger’s heartbeat. Soobin also does a poor job at repressing the shiver that runs down his spine at the contact. “I love you.”
「謝謝你。」范奎再次輕聲說道，雙臂環上秀彬的肩膀。此刻他們緊貼著彼此，儘管范奎的 T 恤布料與秀彬的無袖上衣相互摩擦，他仍能感受到對方急促的心跳。當肌膚相觸時，秀彬也難以抑制沿著脊椎竄下的顫慄。「我愛你。」

“Love you too,” Soobin hums, and then doesn’t waste another second before catching Beomgyu’s lips in another kiss, slipping his tongue in right away because he simply can’t hold back anymore. There’s only so much time Beomgyu can spend on his lap before he snaps. “But I’d also love to make you come right now.”
「我也愛你，」秀彬輕哼著，下一秒便迫不及待地再次吻上范奎的唇，舌尖直接探入對方口中——他已經忍到極限了。范奎再這樣坐在他腿上磨蹭下去，他真的要失控了。「但我更想現在就讓你高潮。」

Beomgyu has the nerve to laugh into his mouth at that, but it gets cut off with a low moan when Soobin sucks on his tongue, rendering him practically useless. It makes Soobin smirk, and then he shoves his other hand up Beomgyu’s t-shirt, excited hands running over the expanse of his torso.
范奎竟敢對著他的嘴笑出聲，但當秀彬含住他的舌頭時，那笑聲立刻轉為低沉的呻吟，讓他幾乎癱軟無力。這讓秀彬得意地勾起嘴角，另一隻手隨即探進范奎的 T 恤下襬，興奮的手指在他胸膛上四處游移。

“So beautiful, Beomgyu,” Soobin murmurs, praise pressed right against the shell of the other’s ear as his fingers tweak at his nipples. The sounds he gets in return are equally as beautiful, breathy and right in his ear too since Beomgyu is slumped over him. “You’re so precious.”
「范奎，你真美。」秀彬低語，讚美隨著他指尖揉捏乳尖的動作，直接灌入對方耳中。而范奎癱在他身上傳回來的喘息聲同樣動人，溫熱的吐息就這麼拂過耳際。「你太珍貴了。」

Beomgyu whimpers at that, his hips bucking into Soobin’s, and his head resurfacing just to find his lips, pressing a searing kiss to his mouth right after. 
范奎聞言嗚咽著將胯部抵上秀彬，同時仰起頭尋覓他的唇，隨即烙下一個熾熱的親吻。

“Not much time,” Beomgyu pants, his hands already pulling at the drawstrings on Soobin’s pyjama pants. “Kai-yah is going to come ask if you wanna play a few rounds with him before going to sleep.” By this point, Beomgyu has mastered almost all of the members’ schedules, if only to expertly snag private pockets of time with Soobin for themselves.
「時間不多了，」范奎喘著氣說，雙手早已扯住秀彬睡褲的抽繩。「Kai 待會就要來問你睡前要不要陪他打幾場遊戲。」到了現在，范奎幾乎摸透所有成員的作息表，只為了精準偷渡與秀彬獨處的每分每秒。

“Won’t be anything he hasn’t walked in on before,” Soobin snickers, and it makes Beomgyu roll his eyes. But the effect is lost since his hands fumble to push past Soobin’s waistband, so the latter ends up finding him more cute than anything else. “Oh, c’mon, don’t you like the thrill of possibly getting walked in on?”
「反正他什麼場面沒見過啦，」秀彬竊笑著，這讓範奎翻了個白眼。但因為他的手正慌亂地扯著秀彬的褲頭，這效果大打折扣，反而讓秀彬覺得他可愛得要命。「拜託，你難道不覺得可能被撞見的感覺很刺激嗎？」

“Not as much as you, apparently,” Beomgyu huffs, nimble fingers finally wrapping around Soobin’s hard length. It has the older hissing softly at the contact, his own hands now adamant on finding themselves down Beomgyu’s pants. “You’re so hard already.”
「看來沒你那麼想呢。」范奎哼了一聲，靈巧的手指終於握住了秀彬硬挺的慾望。這讓年長者因接觸而輕抽了口氣，雙手急切地探向范奎的褲襠。「你已經這麼硬了。」

“That has nothing to do with being on a time crunch,” Soobin says matter-of-factly, or at least as matter-of-factly as he can, seeing as Beomgyu starts stroking him up and down, slide sticky with the aid of the precome that’s gathered at his tip. “Maybe it’s just because you’re sitting on me.”
「這跟時間緊迫一點關係都沒有。」秀彬實事求是地說，至少盡可能表現得實事求是，畢竟範奎已經開始上下撫弄他，龜頭滲出的前液讓抽插變得黏膩。「或許只是因為你坐在我身上。」

“Maybe,” Beomgyu muses, his words bleeding into a moan when Soobin drags his nails down his stomach, the muscles more rigid and firm than they used to be underneath his touch. “Get on with it,” he grunts, and it makes Soobin grin into his skin, lips kissing wetly along where his neck meets his shoulder. It takes everything in him not to suck a bruise onto the empty canvas, but he somehow manages. 
「或許吧。」範奎若有所思地低喃，當秀彬的指甲劃過他腹部時，話語化為一聲呻吟，肌肉在他指尖下比從前更加緊實有力。「快點繼續。」他粗聲催促，惹得秀彬將笑容埋進他肌膚，濕漉漉的吻沿著頸肩交界處蔓延。他耗盡全力才忍住不在那片空白畫布上吮出瘀痕，但終究還是克制住了。

“Bossy, baby,” Soobin chuckles, running his hand over the tent in Beomgyu’s pants just to further tease him. He’s so easy to rile up, and Soobin can’t help but play around with him because of that. “We have all the time in the world.” Not true, but Soobin likes the reaction it elicits out of the younger.
「真霸道啊，寶貝。」秀彬輕笑著，手滑過範奎褲襠的隆起處，只為了更進一步逗弄他。他實在太容易撩撥了，秀彬忍不住就想這樣戲弄他。「我們有的是時間。」雖然並非事實，但秀彬就是喜歡看對方因此產生的反應。

“You’re so annoying,” Beomgyu groans, eyes shut tight when Soobin presses the heel of his hand onto his erection. His breath catches in his throat, and his exhale is shaky, leaving Soobin thoroughly satisfied. “I can’t stand you.”
「你真的很煩欸，」范奎呻吟著，當秀彬用手掌根部壓上他的勃起時，他緊閉雙眼。他的呼吸卡在喉嚨裡，呼出的氣息顫抖不已，這讓秀彬感到無比滿足。「我受不了你。」

“Good thing you’re not standing.” And then, Soobin finally slips his hand under Beomgyu’s waistband, fingers meeting scorching skin and a sticky head. “Oh, you’re wet .” 
「幸好你現在不用站著。」接著，秀彬終於將手滑進范奎的褲腰，手指觸碰到灼熱的肌膚和濕黏的頂端。「噢，你都濕了。」

“Don’t say it like that,” Beomgyu whines, tucking his head back into Soobin’s neck, lips latching onto the spot right under his ear, behind his teeth. He’s pretty sure they don’t have any schedules which involve standing in front of the camera within the next few days…
「不要那樣說啦，」范奎抱怨著，將頭埋回秀彬的頸窩，嘴唇貼上他耳垂下方、牙齒後方的位置。他很確定接下來幾天沒有任何需要站在鏡頭前的行程……

“Oh? But I like it,” Soobin pouts, and how he manages to keep his tone even with Beomgyu flicking his wrist, the latter has no idea. “Makes me feel good knowing I turn you on.”
「哦？但我喜歡這樣，」秀彬嘟著嘴說，而范奎完全不明白他是如何在對方快速抽動手腕時還能保持語氣平穩。「知道你因為我而興奮，這讓我感覺很好。」

Beomgyu moans lowly, either at Soobin’s words, or the way his hand finally starts moving up and down his length, he’s not sure which one it is. Realistically speaking though, it’s probably both.
範奎低聲呻吟，不知道是因為秀彬的話語，還是因為對方的手終於開始上下套弄他的性器。說實話，大概兩者都有。

“You do,” Beomgyu agrees, moving his hand faster and ignoring the way his skin of his knuckles is chafing against the inside of Soobin’s pants. “You’re so—”
「你確實是，」範奎加快手上的動作，無視指節皮膚被秀彬褲管內側摩擦的不適感。「你真是——」

Beomgyu chokes on his words when Soobin digs his thumb into his slit, and it makes him squeeze his hand around him. They both groan, and Soobin shrugs Beomgyu’s head off his shoulder to fit them into a filthy kiss. 
當 Soobin 將拇指探入他的縫隙時，Beomgyu 的話語哽在喉頭，這讓他不由自主地收緊了環繞對方的手。兩人同時發出低吟，Soobin 將 Beomgyu 的頭從肩上推開，好讓兩人能陷入一個淫靡的親吻。

“So what ?” Soobin asks sharply against his lips, gathering more precome before sliding down Beomgyu’s cock with ease. His breathing is getting more and more uneven with the way Beomgyu is stroking him, and he knows he won’t be able to make this last much longer. It makes him move his own hand faster. “Tell me, Beomgyu-yah.”
「那又怎樣？」秀彬貼著他的唇尖銳地問道，輕鬆地收集更多前液後滑下範奎的陰莖。隨著範奎的撫弄，他的呼吸越來越不穩，他知道自己撐不了多久了。這讓他加快了自己手上的動作。「告訴我，範奎啊。」

“So— fuck, hyung, I’m so close,” he ends up whining, sounds hot and wet as they spill into Soobin’s mouth. It’s less of a kiss and more of them breathing into each other, but Beomgyu’s debauched state is worth it, as it is.
「所——操，哥，我快到了，」他最終嗚咽著說，聲音又熱又濕，全都流進了秀彬嘴裡。這與其說是接吻，不如說是他們在彼此呼吸，但範奎這副放蕩的樣子，值得了，就是這樣。

When Soobin thumbs right under Beomgyu’s sensitive head, the latter moans brokenly, his eyebrows furrowing, with a sheen of sweat glistening over his forehead as he says,
當秀彬的拇指按在範奎敏感龜頭下方時，後者斷斷續續地呻吟，眉頭緊皺，額頭上閃著一層汗光，他說道，

“You’re— so fucking hot,” he finally admits, words breathless as his unoccupied hand runs down the length of Soobin’s torso, his skin scorching and Beomgyu’s touch electrifying.
「你——真是他媽的性感，」他終於承認，話語因喘息而斷斷續續，空著的那隻手沿著秀彬的身軀滑下，肌膚熾熱如焰，而范奎的觸碰令人觸電般顫慄。

When Beomgyu brings a thumb and pointer finger up to his chest over the fabric, he rolls one of his nipples between them, causing Soobin to groan out loud and buck his hips into Beomgyu’s warm and wet palm. 
當范奎用拇指和食指隔著衣料捏住胸口，將其中一顆乳頭在指間揉捻時，秀彬忍不住大聲呻吟，腰肢猛然向前頂進范奎溫熱潮濕的掌心。

“Fuck, Beomgyu,” he hisses, his own unoccupied hand moving to Beomgyu’s nape, tugging a bit roughly at the hair until the latter’s neck is bared. He whimpers, and Soobin trails open-mouthed kisses up the sensitive column of his throat because he knows Beomgyu is close. “You’re good, baby, so good…”
「該死，范奎，」他嘶聲道，空著的那隻手撫上范奎的後頸，略顯粗暴地扯著他的頭髮，直到對方被迫仰起脖頸。范奎嗚咽出聲，秀彬沿著他敏感的喉結一路烙下濕熱的吻，因為他知道范奎快到了。「你很棒，寶貝，太棒了⋯⋯」

“Mmm— please, please,” he calls, hips moving desperately and eyes scrunching themselves shut in pleasure. Soobin’s own eyes want to roll into the back of his head with how both of Beomgyu’s hands are busy stimulating him, but the sight in front of him is too pretty for that.
「嗯——拜託、拜託，」他哀求著，腰肢絕望地擺動，雙眼因快感而緊閉。秀彬自己的雙眼幾乎要翻到後腦勺去，畢竟範奎的雙手正忙著刺激他，但眼前的景象實在太過美好，讓他捨不得閉眼。

“That’s it, baby,” Soobin encourages, letting pleasure take over as he shuts his eyes. His grip in Beomgyu’s hair relaxes, until the latter finds the corner of his mouth again in a sloppy attempt at a kiss. “Come for me, Beomgyu-yah.”
「就是這樣，寶貝。」Soobin 鼓勵著，閉上雙眼讓快感接管一切。他抓著 Beomgyu 頭髮的手逐漸放鬆，直到後者再次笨拙地試圖親吻他的嘴角。「為我高潮吧，Beomgyu 呀。」

And Beomgyu does after three more upstrokes from Soobin, comes all over Soobin’s hand with a sob tumbling past his lips and into Soobin’s mouth. Beomgyu is always so loud whenever he comes, and so Soobin has no choice but to swallow his moans. 
而范奎在秀彬又往上抽插了三下後，終於在秀彬手中釋放，一聲啜泣從他唇邊滑落，沒入秀彬口中。范奎每次高潮時總是這麼大聲，所以秀彬別無選擇，只能吞下他的呻吟。

With Beomgyu riding out the waves of his orgasm, Soobin fucks into the fist still wrapped around his own length, chasing his climax with Beomgyu’s tongue alongside his, and Beomgyu’s whimpers in his mouth. 
隨著範奎高潮的餘波蕩漾，秀彬仍緊握著自己硬挺的慾望抽插，追逐著與範奎舌尖交纏時的快感巔峰，將範奎的嗚咽盡數吞入口中。

“Soobin hyung, Soobinnie ,” Beomgyu moans breathily, squeezing his fist once, twice, and it’s all Soobin needs before he’s spilling all over him too, gutturally moaning right in Beomgyu’s ear. It makes the latter’s abdomen stir all over again with a tease of arousal.
「Soobin 哥，Soobinnie，」Beomgyu 喘息著低吟，他的手緊握了一次、兩次，這就足以讓 Soobin 也跟著在他身上釋放，並在他耳邊發出低沉的呻吟。這讓 Beomgyu 的腹部再次因挑逗般的興奮而顫動。

“That was fun,” Soobin hums happily, and his voice already sounds sated and satisfied. It makes Beomgyu hum, his own satiated smile taking over his lips. “You’re so sexy.” 
「真好玩。」秀彬開心地哼著，聲音聽起來已經心滿意足。這讓範奎也跟著輕哼，嘴角揚起同樣饜足的笑容。「你真是太性感了。」

Beomgyu chuckles, pecking Soobin’s lips with less fire and passion compared to before, gentle now, as he takes his hand out of Soobin’s soiled pants with a wince.
Beomgyu 輕笑一聲，比起先前的熱烈與激情，此刻他溫柔地輕啄 Soobin 的唇瓣，同時皺著眉頭將手從 Soobin 弄髒的褲子裡抽出來。

“Don’t tell me you ran out of wet wipes,” Beomgyu sighs, looking at Soobin’s bedside table. He then groans when Soobin has the gall to look sheepish. “What if someone sees us on our way to the bathroom?”
「別告訴我你濕紙巾用完了，」范奎嘆了口氣，看著秀彬的床頭櫃。當秀彬竟敢露出心虛的表情時，他忍不住呻吟。「要是有人看到我們一起去浴室怎麼辦？」

“It wouldn’t be something they haven’t seen before?” Soobin tries, and it makes Beomgyu fix him with a deadpan stare before wiping his dirty hand down the center of his torso. “Yah, Choi Beomgyu!”
「這又不是他們沒看過的東西吧？」秀彬試探性地說道，結果換來範奎面無表情的瞪視，接著他直接把髒手往自己胸口中央抹去。「呀！崔範奎！」

“Choi Soobin,” the other calls back brattily, pulling the Soobin’s hand out of his pants and hopping off of his lap with only a slight hobble; it's not even enough for Soobin to feel smug. “You better clean yourself up before Kai comes in,” he sing-songs, sauntering out of Soobin’s bedroom like he hasn’t made a mess of him.
「崔秀彬，」對方頑皮地回嘴，把秀彬的手從自己褲子裡抽出來，一蹦一跳地從他腿上離開，那點跛行甚至不足以讓秀彬感到得意。「你最好在 Kai 進來前把自己收拾乾淨，」他哼著歌說道，大搖大擺地走出秀彬的臥室，彷彿沒把對方搞得一團糟似的。

Nonetheless, Soobin can’t help but smile after him like a fool.
儘管如此，秀彬還是忍不住像個傻瓜一樣對著他的背影傻笑。

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Soobin doesn’t forget about the blindfold, seeing as Beomgyu had left it on his bed after that day. It’s just that time doesn’t present itself to the two of them.
秀彬沒有忘記那條蒙眼布，畢竟那天之後杋圭就把它留在了他的床上。只是兩人一直沒找到合適的時機。

Even if Soobin holes himself up in his room, the walls are still kind of paper thin. And even if Taehyun wears those noise cancelling headphones, not everyone does. And even if Yeonjun was out at the company, there’s a chance that Kai isn’t.
就算秀彬把自己關在房間裡，牆壁還是有點薄。就算泰亨戴著降噪耳機，也不是每個人都有戴。就算然竣去了公司，也不代表凱沒在家。

All in all, Soobin thinks it’ll be a while until they get to use the blindfold, and it makes him feel bad for Beomgyu. He already waited weeks just to gather the courage to ask about it, and now he has to wait even longer.
總的來說，秀彬覺得他們還得等上一陣子才能用上那條眼罩，這讓他為范奎感到難過。范奎光是鼓起勇氣開口詢問就等了數週，現在卻得等更久。

If Soobin could bribe them all into eating out by paying for their dinner then he would, but that wasn’t really an option anymore, considering how many times he’s done it before. And considering how he’d rather not resort to desperate measures just to get his dick wet.
如果秀彬能用請客賄賂大家出去吃飯，他肯定會這麼做，但考慮到他之前已經這麼幹過太多次，這招現在已經行不通了。更何況他實在不想為了爽那一發而採取這麼絕望的手段。

Instead, Soobin and Beomgyu are left to wait until the other three just so happen to be occupied on the same day, at the same time.
然而，秀彬和范奎只能等到其他三人剛好同一天、同一時間都有事的時候。

And it doesn’t happen for weeks, naturally.
而這種情況自然持續了好幾週都沒發生。

Which is fine, they’ve lived like this before, for longer periods of time which spanned for a painful amount of weeks. They’re lucky that they don’t have jam packed schedules right now, it means they’re free to mess around in the early hours of the morning when everyone else is asleep.
這也沒什麼，他們以前就過過這樣的生活，而且持續了更長、更痛苦的數週時間。他們很幸運現在沒有排得滿滿的行程，這意味著他們可以在凌晨大家都睡著時自由地胡鬧。

Which they do , and which would normally be enough until the next free moment they manage to snag. But with the impending knowledge of what will happen when they finally do manage to steal a few hours for themselves, the anticipation keeps building and building with each and every stolen moment they share.
他們確實這麼做了，通常這足以撐到他們下一次偷來的閒暇時光。但隨著他們終於能為自己偷來幾小時時將會發生什麼事的預感逐漸逼近，每一次偷來的相處時光都讓這份期待不斷累積、膨脹。

And, to put it frankly, it’s driving the both of them insane. 
坦白說，這讓兩人都快瘋了。

Soobin can’t even look at Beomgyu when they’re alone without his first thought being how pretty the black silk of the blindfold will look against Beomgyu’s fair skin. And that’s a problem because he really can’t be giving himself a problem… Down there when they’re just trying to spend some time together.
當他們獨處時，范奎甚至無法直視秀彬，因為他腦中第一個浮現的念頭，就是那條黑色絲綢眼罩襯在秀彬白皙肌膚上會有多美。這真是個大問題，因為他實在不能在他們只是想共度時光的時候...讓自己下面出狀況。

But it’s so damn hard after Beomgyu had planted the seed in his head, a seed which grows with every kiss Beomgyu presses to his lips, as if his kisses themselves were water and sunlight.
但這實在太難了，自從范奎在他腦海裡種下那顆種子後，每次范奎親吻他的唇瓣，那顆種子就不斷生長，彷彿他的吻本身就是陽光與雨露。

He’s down bad.   他徹底淪陷了。

“Hey, hey,” Kai hums, bouncing up to Beomgyu and Soobin with a grin on his face. His bangs are still a bit short, but they’re falling into his eyes now. Soobin has a feeling he won’t be moping around miserably every time he has to see his reflection anymore. “One of our producers asked if I wanted to play around a bit in the studio. Do you wanna come too?”
「嘿，嘿，」凱伊哼著歌，蹦蹦跳跳地走向范奎和秀彬，臉上掛著燦爛的笑容。他的瀏海還是有點短，但現在已經垂到眼睛了。秀彬有種預感，這傢伙以後照鏡子時應該不會再愁眉苦臉了。「我們有位製作人問我要不要進錄音室玩一下。你們要一起來嗎？」

“Their invite was for you,” Beomgyu notes, sparing Kai only a glance before turning back to the television. He’s been trying to find a movie he and Soobin could watch for the past fifteen minutes. “So you go have fun, Kai-yah.”
「他們的邀請是給你的，」范奎說道，只瞥了凱一眼就轉回去看電視。他已經花了十五分鐘在找一部可以和秀彬一起看的電影。「所以你就去玩得開心點吧，凱呀。」

“I just don’t want to leave you two here with the grandpa,” Kai pouts, referring to where Yeonjun is cooped up in his bedroom. It’s only a bit interesting how he doesn't include Taehyun in that statement.
「我只是不想把你們兩個跟老爺子留在這裡，」凱嘟著嘴說，指的是現在把自己關在房間裡的延俊。有趣的是，他這句話裡沒有提到泰賢。

“It’s not likely that Yeonjun hyung will leave his room for the rest of the night, anyway,” Soobin waves off, sending Kai a gentle smile. “Now go! No need to worry about us.”
「反正今晚賢俊哥大概也不會離開房間了，」秀彬揮揮手，對凱露出溫柔的微笑。「快去吧！不用擔心我們。」

“Are you sure?” Kai asks once more, and Beomgyu and Soobin nod simultaneously. “Fine… Just don’t come to me complaining if he or Taehyunnie decid to get all up in your business.” Which they never actually do, but Soobin and Beomgyu assure him that they won’t go to him complaining, and that’s that.
「你確定嗎？」Kai 又問了一次，Beomgyu 和 Soobin 同時點頭。「好吧⋯⋯要是他或 Taehyunnie 決定插手管你們的事，可別來找我抱怨。」雖然他們從來沒這麼做過，但 Soobin 和 Beomgyu 向他保證不會找他抱怨，事情就這樣定了。

Kai leaves shortly after, and Beomgyu finds a semi interesting movie to pass time with.
Kai 不久後就離開了，Beomgyu 找了部還算有趣的電影來打發時間。

They only make it through halfway before a door bursts open, and then Yeonjun is barrelling through the hallway, hopping on one foot as he tries to put his sock on.
他們才看到一半，突然有扇門被猛地推開，接著 Yeonjun 衝過走廊，單腳跳著試圖穿上襪子。

“Uh,” Soobin starts, his wide eyes blinking at Yeonjun’s disoriented appearance. “What’s up, hyung?”
「呃，」Soobin 開口，睜大眼睛看著 Yeonjun 慌亂的樣子。「怎麼了，哥？」

“I’m late,” Yeonjun hisses, slipping into his shoes and not even bothering to tie the laces. “Ten minutes late!”
「我遲到了，」然竣低聲抱怨，匆匆套上鞋子，連鞋帶都懶得綁。「遲到十分鐘！」

“I see,” Soobin mutters, and Beomgyu finally looks over, just in time to see Yeonjun almost fall flat on his face. He’s unable to repress a snicker, and unfortunately, it doesn’t escape Yeonjun’s ears, who whips around to glare at him.
「是喔，」秀彬咕噥著，這時候範奎才轉頭看過去，正好目睹然竣差點摔個狗吃屎。他忍不住竊笑，不幸的是這聲音沒逃過然竣的耳朵，對方立刻轉身瞪他。

Beomgyu clears his throat and pretends like he wasn’t laughing. There’s a particularly deadly look in Yeonjun’s eyes tonight.
範奎清了清喉嚨，假裝自己剛才沒在笑。今晚然竣的眼神特別殺。

“Where are you going?” Beomgyu asks instead, in an attempt to divert the attention.
「你要去哪？」范奎反問，試圖轉移注意力。

“Practice room,” Yeonjun grunts, pulling a cap over his head as he does. “Choreographing something.”
「練習室，」然竣嘟噥著，同時把帽子往頭上拉。「在編排些東西。」

“What?” Beomgyu perks up, sitting up straight and now focusing all of his attention onto Yeonjun. “Choreographing what?”
「什麼？」杋圭立刻來了精神，坐直身子，現在全神貫注地盯著然竣。「在編排什麼？」

“Not telling,” the eldest smirks, and it has Beomgyu immediately protesting.
「不告訴你，」老大露出得意的笑容，這讓杋圭馬上抗議起來。

“What the hell? No fair!” he whines. “How can you just not tell me? I thought there were no lies under this roof!”
「搞什麼啊？不公平！」他抱怨道。「你怎麼可以不告訴我？我還以為在這個屋簷下沒有謊言！」

“It’s not a lie, it’s a secret,” Yeonjun muses, and now it’s his turn to snicker as he leaves a dumbstruck Beomgyu on the couch, the door closing shut behind him.
「這不是謊言，是秘密。」然竣若有所思地說，現在輪到他竊笑著離開，留下目瞪口呆的范奎坐在沙發上，門在他身後關上。

“That’s so unfair,” Beomgyu sulks once he’s gone. He crosses his arms over his chest, and Soobin can’t help but coo over him. He looks like an angry puppy, and the brown hair isn’t helping. Beomgyu looks a bit too adorable whenever he’s upset. “I wanna know things.”
「太不公平了。」范奎在他離開後嘟囔著。他雙手交叉抱胸，秀彬忍不住對他發出寵溺的聲音。他看起來像隻生氣的小狗，棕色的頭髮更是加分。每當范奎不開心時，看起來都有點過分可愛。「我也想知道嘛。」

“I’m sure he’ll tell you in due time,” Soobin smiles, pinching Beomgyu’s cheek lovingly and laughing when the action makes the latter almost hiss, and swat his hand away. “Now focus on the movie—you’re missing the interesting part!”
「我相信他會在適當的時候告訴你的。」秀彬微笑著，愛憐地捏了捏范奎的臉頰，當這個動作讓後者幾乎發出嘶聲並拍開他的手時，他笑了起來。「現在專心看電影——你錯過精彩部分了！」

Beomgyu tries to focus back onto the movie, he swears he really does, but it’s hard to since he already let his attention slip once. And maybe because Soobin has his fingers under his t-shirt, mindlessly tracing circles on Beomgyu’s waist. 
范奎試著把注意力拉回電影上，他發誓他真的努力了，但這很難，因為他已經讓自己分心了一次。或許也因為秀彬的手指正伸進他的 T 恤下，無意識地在范奎的腰際畫著圈圈。

He thinks he can ignore it, and he does for the better part of fifteen minutes. But then Soobin’s fingers brush across the waistband of his shorts, and whether the action was intentional or not, Beomgyu’s breath catches in his throat.
他以為自己能忽略這件事，而且確實撐了將近十五分鐘。但當秀彬的手指不經意掠過他短褲的腰帶時——無論這個動作是否刻意——范奎的呼吸瞬間凝滯在喉間。

And of course, Soobin notices.
當然，秀彬注意到了。

But he doesn’t say anything, which makes Beomgyu think he’s in the clear. So he tries again to watch the movie, and does a really good job for about five minutes, before Soobin’s hand grabs his thigh.
但他什麼也沒說，這讓范奎以為自己安全過關。於是他再次嘗試專注看電影，而且確實維持了大約五分鐘——直到秀彬的手掌突然握住他的大腿。

Again, Beomgyu tries to ignore it. But the warmth flooding through his body is all consuming. It’s hard not to hyperfixate on the way Soobin’s palm is a big, sturdy, and pleasant weight against his thigh, or how he inches further and further up every few minutes, as if Beomgyu won’t notice the subtle movement.
范奎再次試圖無視。但那股竄遍全身的炙熱感實在太過強烈。他難以克制地聚焦在秀彬貼在他腿上的掌心——那麼寬厚、沉穩又令人愉悅的重量，還有那每隔幾分鐘就悄悄向上挪動的指尖，彷彿范奎不會察覺這細微的動作。

If Soobin keeps this up, Beomgyu is probably going to do something embarrassing, like break into a sweat, or something equally as horrible.
如果秀彬繼續這樣下去，玟準可能會做出一些尷尬的事，像是突然冒汗，或是其他同樣糟糕的反應。

His tongue darts out to wet his lips when Soobin ghosts his fingers along the insides of his thigh, and he almost jerks at the motion. His skin is sensitive there, reacting to every touch and every gust of wind. Goosebumps erupt along his arms when the heat from Soobin’s hand radiates onto where Beomgyu wants him the most, and he’s so close to just letting his resolve crumble when the sound of a door opening, once again, snaps the both of them out of their reverie.
當秀彬的手指輕撫過他大腿內側時，他的舌尖不自覺地舔濕嘴唇，差點因這動作而顫抖。那裡的肌膚異常敏感，對每個觸碰和微風都產生反應。當秀彬手掌的熱度輻射到範奎最渴望被觸碰的部位時，他手臂瞬間泛起雞皮疙瘩。就在他即將讓理智潰堤之際，開門聲再次將兩人從旖旎氛圍中驚醒。

“Hyungs,” Taehyun says as soon as he steps foot into the living room, stuffing something in his bag as he does. Beomgyu is glad Taehyun isn’t looking directly at them, as it gives him a chance to swat Soobin’s hand away, and use the throw blanket to cover his already, ashamedly, hard erection.
「哥哥們，」泰賢一踏進客廳就開口，同時往背包裡塞著東西。範奎慶幸泰賢沒有直視他們，這給了他機會拍開秀彬的手，並用沙發毯遮掩自己那早已可恥挺立的慾望。

“Are you going somewhere?” Soobin asks, and he sounds so cool and collected that Beomgyu wants to kick him. The latter doesn’t even know if he has his voice, or if he’ll sound breathless and pathetic if he dares to speak a word. It might even, God forbid, crack if he speaks.
「你要出門嗎？」秀彬問道，那副冷靜自若的語氣讓範奎想踹他一腳。後者甚至不確定自己能否正常發聲，若貿然開口，聲音恐怕會帶著喘息、顯得狼狽不堪。更糟的是——老天保佑——說不定還會破音。

“Yeah, the studios,” the younger hums, finally zipping his bag up and looking at the two of them from under the brim of his bucket hat. “Hyuka said he was there, but I’m going to maybe record a cover, or something. Just letting you two know.”
「對啊，錄音室。」年輕的那位哼了聲，終於拉上背包拉鍊，從漁夫帽的帽簷下看向他們兩人。「Hyuka 說他在那邊，不過我可能要去錄個翻唱還是什麼的。先跟你們說一聲。」

Taehyun, suspiciously, narrows his eyes as he explains himself, as if he was trying to see if they were up to something. It’s like he doesn’t have any faith in them at all , but Beomgyu can’t even find it in himself to be offended by that, because, well…
泰亨瞇起眼睛，一臉狐疑地解釋著，彷彿想確認他們是否在搞什麼鬼。就好像他對他們一點信任都沒有，但范奎甚至無法對此感到生氣，因為，嗯……

The only thing on his mind is how he and Soobin will be alone now. 
他腦海中唯一的念頭，就是現在終於能和秀彬獨處了。

Kai was out at the studios for at least a couple hours. Yeonjun was at the practice room. And now Taehyun is heading out to mess around at the studios too.
Kai 去錄音室至少得待上幾個小時。然竣在練習室。現在太顯也要去錄音室晃悠了。

Beomgyu’s brain feels like television static—his mind is whirring with what he’s wanted for so long.
范奎的腦海像電視雜訊般嗡嗡作響——那些渴望已久的念頭正在他心中瘋狂盤旋。

With what they’ve wanted for so long. 
那些他們共同渴望已久的念頭。

Beomgyu and Soobin are finally alone. 
Beomgyu 和 Soobin 終於獨處了。

“Well, off you go now,” Soobin smiles, ripping Beomgyu out of the myriad of thoughts in his head. He finally looks between Soobin and Taehyun, and it’s so obvious that the latter is suspicious of Soobin’s enthusiasm. “Why are you looking at us like that?” When Taehyun immediately opens his mouth to speak, Soobin quickly adds, “Don't answer that.”
「好了，你快去吧。」秀彬笑著說，把范奎從紛亂的思緒中拉回現實。他終於抬頭看向秀彬和太顯，很明顯後者對秀彬的熱情感到懷疑。「你幹嘛那樣看我們？」太顯正要開口，秀彬立刻補上一句：「別回答。」

“Right,” Taehyun deadpans, pursing his lips and fixing them with one final look. “Don’t make a mess.”
「好吧，」泰亨面無表情地說，抿著嘴唇最後看了他們一眼。「別搞得一團糟。」

“Wouldn’t dream of it,” Beomgyu manages to croak out, just wanting to say something so that Taehyun doesn’t think they’re up to no good, which is a bit moot, at this point. It’s not that Taehyun actually doesn't have any faith in them, it’s just that majority of the time, whenever the two of them are left alone, they really aren’t up to any good.
「想都沒想過，」范奎勉強擠出這句話，只想說點什麼讓泰亨不覺得他們在打什麼壞主意，雖然現在說這個有點多餘。倒不是泰亨真的對他們沒信心，只是大部分時候，只要他們兩個獨處，就真的沒在幹什麼好事。

Taehyun leaves shortly after telling them what's left in the fridge from what he was experimenting with last night. However, he also strongly advises them to order delivery if they choose something else, and if Beomgyu was actually attentively listening, he’d roll his eyes. He can be decent in the kitchen when he needs to be! He won’t speak on Soobin, though.
泰賢告訴他們冰箱裡還剩些什麼，是他昨晚實驗剩下的東西後就匆匆離開了。不過，他也強烈建議他們如果想吃別的，最好叫外送。如果范奎真的有在認真聽，他肯定會翻個白眼。必要時他可是能下廚的！至於秀彬嘛...他就不多說了。

Beomgyu thinks he’ll get a breather once the door shuts close behind Taehyun, but he doesn’t even get a second of leeway before Soobin grabs him by the face, slotting their lips together needily.
范奎以為當泰亨關上門後，自己就能喘口氣，但還沒來得及呼吸，秀彬就急切地捧住他的臉，雙唇不由分說地貼了上來。

“I could’ve used at least a warning,” Beomgyu huffs, but he does nothing to push Soobin away. If anything, he grabs him by the hoodie and eagerly pulls him closer, until their noses bump together clumsily.
「你至少該先警告我一下的，」范奎氣呼呼地說，但他並沒有推開秀彬。相反地，他抓住對方的連帽衫，急切地將他拉近，直到兩人的鼻子笨拙地撞在一起。

“You’re crazy if you think I’m wasting even a second now that we’re alone,” the other says quickly, already littering kisses down Beomgyu’s jaw and neck. His lips latch onto a particularly sensitive patch of skin just above his collarbones, and it makes Beomgyu’s breathing start to become uneven. “I’m going to make a mess of you.”
「你瘋了嗎？現在只有我們兩個，我連一秒都不想浪費。」對方迅速說道，同時沿著范奎的下顎和頸部灑落親吻。他的雙唇緊貼在鎖骨上方那片特別敏感的肌膚上，讓范奎的呼吸開始變得紊亂。「我要把你弄得一團糟。」

“Please,” Beomgyu finds himself nodding, liking the words which tumble past Soobin’s lips a bit too much. “I want that—I want you. So bad.”
「拜託，」范奎發現自己點著頭，太過喜歡從秀彬唇間吐露的話語。「我想要那樣——想要你。想得要命。」

Weeks of anticipation and tension has been building between them, the knowledge of what’s to come ever so teasing whenever they had a chance to get their hands on each other. And now that they have (practically) the entire night at their disposal, Beomgyu can’t even pretend like his cock isn't already fully hard with interest.
數週的期待與緊繃在兩人之間累積，每當有機會觸碰彼此時，即將發生的事實總讓人難以抗拒。而現在他們擁有（幾乎是）一整晚的時間，范奎甚至無法假裝自己沒有因為興奮而完全勃起。

“Then you’ll have me,” Soobin assures, sounding sweeter than he did a few moments ago. Beomgyu thinks it’s because Soobin’s favourite thing to do is keep him on his toes. And it works, since it gives Beomgyu whiplash more often than not: he’s always caught off guard. “Sitting all nice and pretty, under me. Wanna use the blindfold, baby? I bet you’d look so gorgeous in it.”
「那你還有我啊，」秀彬保證道，語氣比剛才還要甜膩。範奎心想，這大概是因為秀彬最愛做的事就是讓他措手不及。而這招確實奏效，畢竟範奎總是被搞得暈頭轉向：他永遠都防不勝防。「乖乖坐好當我的漂亮寶貝。想試試眼罩嗎，親愛的？你戴起來肯定美翻了。」

“Yes,” Beomgyu gasps, hands fumbling as they cup Soobin’s cheeks, bringing their lips together in a kiss which lacks all of his usual finesse. “Yes please, oh fuck—”
「好，」範奎喘息著，雙手笨拙地捧住秀彬的臉頰，將彼此的唇瓣貼合，這個吻完全失去他平時的優雅。「拜託...天啊——」

“We haven’t even started anything yet,” Soobin chuckles, licking the seam of Beomgyu’s lips and swallowing all of his keens and whines down when he’s granted entrance. “You’re a bit of a… Desperate little thing, right now.” 
「我們甚至還沒開始呢，」秀彬輕笑著，舔過範奎的唇縫，在獲得准入時將他所有的嗚咽與呻吟都吞沒。「你現在...有點像個飢渴的小東西。」

Beomgyu doesn’t even have a chance to respond before Soobin sucks on his tongue, and now all he can do is moan pathetically and show his interest by nodding his head. 
範奎甚至來不及回應，秀彬便含住他的舌頭，現在他只能可憐地呻吟著，用點頭來表達自己的渴望。

Exactly like a desperate little thing. 
活脫脫就是個飢渴的小東西。

“Come, come, wouldn’t wanna keep you waiting for much longer,” he coos, reluctantly pulling away from Beomgyu’s mouth and standing up from the couch. He even manages to stretch his arms out before holding a hand out for Beomgyu, who latches onto it quickly and stands up as well. “My room?”
「來吧，來吧，可不想讓你等太久呢，」他輕聲哄道，不情願地從范奎的唇上離開，從沙發上站起身來。他甚至還伸了個懶腰，才向范奎伸出手，而對方立刻抓住他的手也站了起來。「去我房間？」

Beomgyu’s thoughts seem to catch up to him now that he’s in a new position where blood isn’t constantly rushing to his head, and he actually manages to register the question properly before giving his answer.
Beomgyu 的思緒此刻終於追上他，現在處於一個新位置，血液不再不斷衝上腦門，他總算能好好理解問題再給出回應。

“Actually, can we use mine?” It’s not like it actually matters who’s room they use, they don’t share them with anyone anyways. But with the way things are supposed to tonight… “I um—I know the space a lot better. If that’s okay,” he tacks on quickly, and Soobin softens as he realizes what Beomgyu means.
「其實，可以用我的房間嗎？」反正用誰的房間都沒差，他們本來就沒跟別人共用房間。但考慮到今晚可能發生的事...「呃——我對自己房間的空間比較熟悉。如果你不介意的話。」他急忙補充道，而秀彬立刻領悟到範奎的言外之意，眼神頓時柔和起來。

But Beomgyu doesn’t see, because he’s adamant on looking at the floor to hide how furiously his cheeks have coloured themselves red. 
但範奎沒看見，因為他正固執地盯著地板，好掩飾自己早已漲得通紅的臉頰。

“Of course that’s okay,” Soobin says quietly, closing the little gap between them by leaning down pecking the corner of his mouth. He can feel how hot Beomgyu’s skin is, from this close. “Whatever you’re comfortable with, okay? You don’t need to explain yourself.”
「當然沒問題。」秀彬輕聲說道，傾身縮短兩人之間的距離，在他嘴角輕啄了一下。靠得這麼近，他能清楚感受到範奎發燙的肌膚。「只要是你覺得自在的方式都好，知道嗎？不用特別解釋的。」

“Okay,” Beomgyu says softly, all but leaning into Soobin’s touch when the latter cups his cheek. “T-Thank you.”
「好。」范奎輕聲說道，當秀彬捧住他的臉頰時，幾乎整個人都靠了過去。「謝、謝謝你。」

“Don’t thank me for something like this,” Soobin tsks, and when Beomgyu meets his eyes, he’s overwhelmed with emotion. But he loves it, because Soobin is an emotional person. “You’d do the same for me."
「這種小事不用謝我啦。」秀彬嘖了一聲，當范奎對上他的視線時，情緒瞬間湧上心頭。但他就是愛這樣，因為秀彬本來就是個情感豐富的人。「換作是你也會為我這麼做的。」

Beomgyu nods his head, solidifying Soobin’s statement, and then lets his eyes flutter shut when Soobin kisses him softly. 
Beomgyu 點點頭，肯定了 Soobin 的說法，接著在 Soobin 輕柔地吻上他時，讓自己的雙眼輕輕閉上。

This is nice, Beomgyu thinks, changing the angle of his head ever so slightly so that their lips can slide together more smoothly.
這樣很好，范奎心想，他微微調整頭的角度，讓兩人的唇瓣能更順暢地貼合。

This kiss is slower compared to every other kiss they’ve shared this evening, and it makes Beomgyu feel all warm and fuzzy on the inside. It feels like the first time they ever kissed, butterflies swarming around in his stomach and palms sweaty where they rest on Soobin’s shoulders.
比起今晚其他所有的吻，這個吻來得更加緩慢，讓范奎內心感到無比溫暖而悸動。就像他們初次接吻時那樣，胃裡彷彿有蝴蝶飛舞，搭在秀彬肩上的掌心也沁出了汗水。

The only difference is that they’re not clumsy now, already attuned to each other’s habits, wants, and desires. Beomgyu thinks it’s for that reason that Soobin gently guides them towards his bedroom without breaking the kiss, the layout of their dorm mapped in his head.
唯一的不同是他們現在不再笨拙，已經熟悉彼此的習慣、渴望與慾望。范奎心想，正因如此，秀彬才會在沒有中斷親吻的情況下，輕柔地引領他們走向自己的臥室，宿舍的格局早已深深刻在他的腦海中。

Beomgyu is so lost in their lip locking that he doesn’t realize they’ve made it until the back of his knees knock into the edge of his bed, effectively sending him down and putting an end to their kiss. 
范奎沉醉在他們的唇齒交纏中，直到膝蓋後方撞上床緣才驚覺已經到了床邊，整個人跌坐下去，也終止了這個吻。

“Wait here while I get the stuff,” Soobin tells him, wiggling his eyebrows and making Beomgyu snort with his actions, and his words. “I won’t be long.”
「在這等我拿東西。」Soobin 挑眉說道，那副模樣和話語讓 Beomgyu 忍不住嗤笑出聲。「不會太久。」

Beomgyu hums and let’s Soobin run off to his room (he runs, literally. It’s cute), and takes his shirt off in the meantime. He already feels a bit too hot, and the cool air meeting his heated skin creates even more goosebumps. But it’s refreshing, and so he tosses the article of clothing somewhere to pick up later.
Beomgyu 輕哼著歌，讓 Soobin 跑回自己的房間（他真的用跑的，很可愛），同時脫掉了上衣。他已經覺得有點太熱了，涼爽的空氣接觸到發燙的肌膚，讓他起了更多雞皮疙瘩。但這種感覺很清爽，所以他把衣服隨手一扔，打算晚點再撿起來。

Soobin comes barreling back in after that, and has half the mind to close the door behind him. He plops himself onto the bed next to Beomgyu, eyeing up his naked torso appreciatively. 
秀彬隨後風風火火地衝回房間，勉強記得順手帶上門。他重重地倒在杋圭身旁的床鋪上，用欣賞的目光打量著對方裸露的上身。

“My beautiful Beomgyu,” he smiles, pushing a hand on the center of Beomgyu’s chest, laying him down along the bed with his head cushioned on pillows. “So sweet, waiting for me.”
「我美麗的杋圭啊。」他微笑著將手掌抵在杋圭胸口中央，讓對方仰躺在枕頭上。「真乖，一直在等我呢。」

“Shut up, Soobin,” Beomgyu grunts, and then his eyes flutter shut when Soobin’s ghosts his fingers along his stomach, before his hand trails up, and his nails tease between each dip of his ribs. His breathing is ragged already, but he knows they both enjoy it.
「閉嘴啦秀彬。」杋圭咕噥道，當秀彬的指尖遊走過他腹部時，他的眼睫輕顫著閉上。那隻手繼續向上游移，指甲刻意掠過每根肋骨的凹陷處。他的呼吸早已變得急促，但他們都清楚這正是彼此享受的節奏。

“Hmm, what should I do to you first?” Soobin asks, one eyebrow raising itself up and looking down at Beomgyu's body like he wants to devour him. Beomgyu wouldn’t necessarily be opposed to that. “Tell me what you want, Beommie. I’ll make tonight all about you.”
「嗯...該從哪裡開始寵愛你呢？」秀彬挑眉問道，俯視杋圭身體的眼神彷彿要將他生吞活剝。而杋圭對此倒也不怎麼抗拒。「告訴我你想要什麼，範咪。今晚全都依你。」

Beomgyu is sure the flush on his cheeks has travelled all the way down to his chest, but he doesn’t really care anymore. All he can focus on is how his heart flutters at Soobin’s simple but endearing words. A lot about Soobin is simple, yet endearing.
范奎確信自己臉上的紅暈已經一路蔓延到胸口，但他已經不在乎了。此刻他只能專注於自己的心跳——只因秀彬那簡單卻令人心動的話語而加速跳動。秀彬的許多特質都是如此，簡單卻又令人心動。

“Tie it?” he requests softly, eyes flicking for a second towards where Soobin left the blindfold on his blanket. Then, he’s looking back into the other’s eyes. “Please?”
「綁起來？」他輕聲請求，目光短暫飄向秀彬留在他毯子上的眼罩。接著，他重新望進對方的雙眼。「可以嗎？」

Wordlessly, Soobin blindly reaches beside him to grab the blindfold, settling himself on Beomgyu’s lap right after. Their lengths brush against each other through their shorts, and it elicits a soft moan from Beomgyu’s lips.
無聲地，秀彬摸索著抓起身旁的遮眼布，隨即坐上了範奎的大腿。兩人隔著短褲的布料相互摩擦，引得範奎輕聲呻吟。

“So polite, baby,” Soobin praises, leaning over to kiss him. “Tell me if it’s too tight, yeah?”
「真乖，寶貝。」秀彬讚許道，傾身吻了他。「如果太緊要告訴我，好嗎？」

“Mhm, okay,” Beomgyu nods, his words already breathy and a bit needy, but he, once again, doesn’t care because it’s Soobin. And there are no inhibitions around Soobin, not anymore.
「嗯，好。」範奎點頭應道，話語已帶著喘息與渴求，但他又一次毫不在意——因為是秀彬。在秀彬面前，他早已毫無保留。

Soobin sends him a smile before he pulls the blindfold taught between his hands, and Beomgyu’s breath hitches as he brings it closer and closer, until his vision is obscured by black.
秀彬在將眼罩拉緊之前對他露出了一抹微笑，當眼罩逐漸靠近時，范奎的呼吸變得急促，直到他的視線被黑暗完全遮蔽。

All he can feel now is Soobin’s fingers working gently to tie the two ends together behind his head, his hot. steady breath fanning his hairline as he works.
此刻他只能感受到秀彬的手指輕柔地將兩端繫在他腦後，那穩定而炙熱的吐息隨著動作拂過他的髮際線。

“Good?” he asks after a few more seconds, and Beomgyu can’t see it, but he feels as Soobin leans back, more weight distributed on Beomgyu’s lap again.
「舒服嗎？」又過了幾秒鐘他問道，范奎看不見，但他能感覺到秀彬又往後靠，更多的重量再次壓在他的大腿上。

“Good,” Beomgyu confirms, because it is.
「很好，」范奎確認道，因為確實如此。

It’s so good because all of his other senses are amplified now. He knew they would be—that was what had pulled him towards the blindfold in the first place. He read about on forums, peoples’ reviews and experiences, and his blood had rushed so excitedly through his veins right before purchasing the item.
這感覺如此美妙，因為他所有的感官此刻都被放大了。他早就知道會這樣——這正是最初吸引他嘗試眼罩的原因。他在論壇上讀過別人的評論和經驗分享，在購買這項物品前，血液就已在血管裡興奮地奔流。

But now, his blood rushes ten times as fast, and he can practically feel his heartbeat in his ears.
但現在，他的血液奔流速度是原先的十倍，甚至能清楚聽見自己耳中的心跳聲。

He can’t see, but God , can he feel Soobin. Every spot where they’re pressed together, every subtle movement from the boy above him. All he hears is Soobin humming, Soobin shuffling, all he feels is Soobin’s touch mindlessly roaming over his body, driving him insane.
他看不見，但老天，他能如此清晰地感受玟爀。兩人相貼的每一寸肌膚，身上男孩每個細微動作。耳畔全是玟爀的輕哼與窸窣聲響，任憑那雙手漫不經心地游走全身，將他逼至瘋狂邊緣。

Beomgyu should’ve brought up the blindfold way, way sooner.
范奎應該早點想到用眼罩這招的。

“I take you like it?” Soobin asks, and it may just be Beomgyu’s heightened hearing, but he swears Soobin’s voice sounds deeper like this. And it gets sent straight down south. Soobin must feel how he twitches against him, given how he’s still sitting on Beomgyu’s lap, and how he chuckles right after.
「你喜歡我這樣對你嗎？」秀彬問道，或許是因為范奎的聽覺變得更加敏銳，但他發誓秀彬的聲音聽起來比平時更加低沉。這讓他的感覺直接往下竄。秀彬肯定能感受到他在自己腿上的顫動，畢竟他還坐在范奎的大腿上，而且隨後就輕笑了起來。

“I like it a lot,” Beomgyu admits, his nerves on edge as he waits for Soobin’s next move. It’s a good type of edge though, something which doesn’t make his heart beat a mile a minute out of fear or anxiety—rather, like a game. “It’s like Russian roulette.”
「我很喜歡。」范奎坦承，他緊張地等待著秀彬的下一步。不過這種緊張感是好的，不是那種因為恐懼或焦慮而心跳加速的感覺——更像是玩遊戲。「就像俄羅斯輪盤。」

“Okay,” Soobin chuckles, and it makes a tiny grin crack onto Beomgyu’s lips too. He doesn’t really know what he’s saying, but he appreciates the lightness. It bleeds away quickly though, especially with how Soobin’s laugh fades into another hum. “How much time do you think we have?” 
「好。」秀彬輕笑出聲，這讓範奎的嘴角也忍不住微微上揚。他其實不太明白自己在說什麼，但很享受這種輕鬆的氛圍。不過這份輕鬆很快消散，特別是當秀彬的笑聲逐漸轉為另一種低吟時。「你覺得我們還有多少時間？」

“Dunno,” Beomgyu gasps, Soobin’s fingers still trailing along his ribs. He’s so gentle now, his touch is feather light. It makes Beomgyu squirm in an attempt to get him to press harder, but he guesses he also likes the delicate feeling. And just when he gets used to it, Soobin brings both hands up to Beomgyu’s pecs, and squeezes the firm flesh and muscle.
「不知道。」範奎喘息著說，秀彬的手指仍在他的肋骨間游移。此刻的動作輕柔得像羽毛拂過，讓範奎忍不住扭動身體想讓他加重力道，但他猜自己其實也喜歡這種細膩的觸感。就在他剛適應這種輕撫時，秀彬突然將雙手移到範奎的胸膛上，用力握緊那結實的肌肉。

“You should answer me properly when I ask you a question, Beomgyu-yah,” Soobin taunts, and oh, Beomgyu knows they’re starting now.
「我問你問題的時候，你該好好回答我，范奎呀。」秀彬挑釁道，噢，范奎知道他們現在要開始了。

“A few hours, p-probably,” he answers, words a bit choppy because Soobin just keeps fondling his chest: rolling his nipples between his thumb and pointer fingers until they’re swollen and more sensitive than usual. “They’re a-always at the studio for so long, and Yeonjun hyung probably won’t come b-back until he wants to sleep.”
「大概...幾個小時吧，」他斷斷續續地回答，因為秀彬正不停撫弄他的胸膛：用拇指和食指搓揉乳尖，直到它們腫脹得比平時更敏感。「他們...總是在工作室待很久，然竣哥大概...不到想睡覺不會回來。」

“True,” Soobin says, and Beomgyu thinks he might be nodding. “Means I can take my time with you. Touch you everywhere, kiss you all over. Maybe tease you until you’re shaking and crying, begging me to let you come.”
「也是，」秀彬說，範奎感覺他可能在點頭。「代表我可以慢慢享用你。撫遍你全身，吻遍每寸肌膚。或許...逗弄到你發抖哭泣，求我讓你高潮。」

Beomgyu can hear the grin in Soobin’s voice, and the fact that he can’t actually see it does nothing but send sparks of arousal straight to his cock. He doesn’t know how else to convey that he’d like that a lot, other than to buck his hips up into Soobin’s, creating a friction so small but delicious that it has him keening.
範奎能從秀彬聲音裡聽出笑意，而正因看不見那個笑容，反而讓興奮的火花直接竄向他的下身。他不知道還能用什麼方式表達自己有多渴望，只能將腰胯往秀彬身上頂，製造出微小卻美妙的摩擦，讓他忍不住發出嗚咽。

“Let's get started,” Soobin says, moving off of Beomgyu’s lap and leaving the latter feeling awfully empty, and just a bit cold. “Wanna follow my voice? Or just my touch?”
「我們開始吧，」秀彬說著從範奎腿上下來，讓後者瞬間感到異常空虛，還有點冷。「想跟著我的聲音走？還是...只跟隨我的觸碰？」

Beomgyu thinks it’s sweet that Soobin bothers to ask, but that doesn’t mean he has an answer. Both sound appealing, however, when he remembers and considers that he truly can’t see Soobin at all, there’s only one thing he wants.
范奎覺得秀彬特地詢問很貼心，但這不代表他有答案。兩種選擇聽起來都很吸引人，然而當他想起並意識到自己真的完全看不見秀彬時，心中只剩下一個渴望。

“Talk to me, hyung,” he requests, fingers curling into his blanket when Soobin’s hand teases above the waistband of his shorts. “Just don’t—don’t be quiet.”
「跟我說話，哥，」他請求道，手指蜷進被單裡，當秀彬的手戲弄地游移在他短褲腰際上方時。「就是別——別安靜下來。」

“Sure thing,” Soobin complies, and he doesn’t bother teasing for much longer, since he curls his fingers into Beomgyu’s waistband, pulling his shorts and underwear down in one go. “You’re so hard already,” he notes, and Beomgyu’s breath hitches when the cool air of the bedroom meets his flushed arousal.
「當然好，」秀彬順從道，而他沒再多作挑逗，因為他的手指已勾住范奎的褲頭，一把將短褲和內褲同時扯下。「你已經這麼硬了，」他注意到，當臥室的涼意觸及范奎發燙的慾望時，他的呼吸為之一窒。

“What about you?” Beomgyu blurts out before he can think about it, listening to the way his mattress creaks in order to try and understand what Soobin is doing. Right now, he can only assume that he’s taking his pants off too.
「那你呢？」范奎未及思索便脫口而出，聽著床墊的吱呀聲試圖理解秀彬正在做什麼。此刻，他只能猜測對方也在脫褲子。

“What about me?” Soobin parrots, and his words are only a little muffled. He’s taken his hoodie off , Beomgyu’s mind supplies, and his mouth waters at the knowledge that the smooth expanse of Soobin’s skin is now on display. “You wanna know how hard I am for you?"
「我怎麼了？」秀彬學舌道，話語僅略顯含糊。他脫掉了連帽衫，范奎的腦海自動補上，而一想到秀彬光滑的肌膚此刻一覽無遺，他便口乾舌燥。「你想知道我為你硬成什麼樣了嗎？」

Beomgyu makes a sound at Soobin’s wording, nodding his head immediately.
Beomgyu 對 Soobin 的話發出聲音，立刻點了點頭。

“Do you know what you do to me?” Soobin questions, and if Beomgyu tries hard enough, he can hear the other’s soft footsteps. Then, the sound of his bedside drawer opening. “Do you know how good you look like this, laying still and waiting for me to do something? You’re at my mercy, Beomgyu, and you’re asking me if I’m hard, as if it’s possible to not be by looking you like this.”
「你知道你對我做了什麼嗎？」秀彬質問道，而范奎若仔細聆聽，便能聽見對方輕柔的腳步聲。接著是床頭抽屜被拉開的聲響。「你知道你這樣躺著不動、等我對你做些什麼的模樣有多誘人嗎？你現在完全任我擺佈，范奎，卻還問我是不是硬了——看著你這副模樣，怎麼可能不硬？」

The deep and low drawl of Soobin’s voice had been what stole all of Beomgyu’s attention, so much so that he stopped listening to every other sound which wasn’t Soobin’s voice. It’s why he isn’t prepared for the warmth of Soobin’s knuckles stroking over his cheek. 
秀彬低沉緩慢的嗓音奪走了范奎全部的注意力，讓他再也聽不見其他聲音。正因如此，當秀彬指節輕撫過他臉頰的溫熱觸感襲來時，他完全猝不及防。

He hadn’t even heard him come closer, and the hypersensitive nerve endings all over his body make Beomgyu gasp at the contact, lips parted as he tries to push into Soobin’s barely-there touch.
他甚至沒聽見秀彬靠近的聲響，全身過度敏感的神經末梢讓范奎在接觸瞬間倒抽一口氣，雙唇微啟地試圖迎合秀彬那幾乎難以察覺的觸碰。

“You’re so responsive,” Soobin murmurs, using the tip of his pointer finger to trace Beomgyu’s features. From the highs of his cheeks to the curve of his nose, and then all the way down to the sharp cut of his jaw. “Makes you so fun to play with.”
「你反應真敏感，」秀彬低語著，用食指指尖描繪范奎的臉部輪廓，從高聳的顴骨到鼻樑的弧度，再一路滑至稜角分明的下顎線。「讓人更想玩弄你了。」

“Play with me,” Beomgyu pleads, saying whatever comes to mind first. Soobin’s touch is so small, but it’s lingering and driving him towards the brink of insanity. “Touch me, please Soobinnie, do something.”
「陪我玩嘛。」范奎懇求著，想到什麼就說什麼。秀彬的觸碰雖然輕微，卻持續不斷，將他推向瘋狂的邊緣。「碰我，求你了秀彬，做點什麼。」

Soobin’s definition of something is sticking two fingers past Beomgyu’s parted lips, muffling his words and whines. But Beomgyu is nothing if not eager, so he wraps his lips around the digits and sucks enthusiastically without needing to be told to.
秀彬的定義是將兩根手指探入范奎微啟的雙唇間，堵住他的話語與嗚咽。但范奎向來熱切，不需要指示便主動含住那兩根手指，熱情地吮吸起來。

“Should I fuck you?” Soobin asks, and his voice is so much closer than it was the last time he spoke. Beomgyu hums affirmatively around Soobin’s fingers, swirling his tongue around the tips for extra measure. But all it does is make Soobin prod deeper, until those very tips of his fingers are laying on the back of his tongue. “But you haven’t earned it yet, Beomgyu-yah.”
「我該操你嗎？」秀彬問道，他的聲音比剛才說話時更貼近了。范奎含著秀彬的手指發出肯定的哼聲，還刻意用舌尖纏繞指尖。但這只讓秀彬插得更深，直到指腹抵上他的舌根。「但你還沒贏得這個權利呢，范奎啊。」

“ Please ,” Beomgyu gasps once Soobin pulls his fingers out, both of them covered in a thick coat of saliva. His voice is only a little raspy, and Beomgyu already kind of misses the weight of something in his mouth. “I-I want it— Fuck, Soobin!”
「拜託，」范奎在修彬將手指抽出的瞬間喘息道，兩人的手指都覆蓋著一層厚厚的唾液。他的聲音僅略帶沙啞，而范奎已經開始有點懷念嘴裡含著東西的充實感。「我、我想要——該死的，修彬！」

Without any warning, Soobin’s wraps his spit slick fingers around Beomgyu’s length, alongside the rest of his digits. He uses his thumb to gather the copious amount of precome which had been periodically leaking from his tip, rendering the motions of his fist smoother.
毫無預警地，秀彬將他濕滑的手指環繞在範奎的性器上，連同其他手指一起。他用拇指收集從頂端不斷滲出的豐沛前液，讓手掌的動作更加順暢。

Beomgyu hisses when Soobin starts stroking him up and down, the touch overwhelming not just from his lack of vision, but because he’s been left hard and untouched for a while, at this point. Soobin’s hand is also relatively warm compared to the cool air around them, and the temperature change has Beomgyu’s hips bucking up in time with Soobin’s strokes.
當秀彬開始上下撫摸他時，范奎忍不住發出嘶聲，不僅是因為視線受阻，更因為此刻他已經硬挺著被晾在一旁好一陣子了。秀彬的手掌比起周圍涼爽的空氣顯得格外溫暖，溫度的變化讓范奎的腰肢隨著秀彬的節奏不由自主地向上挺動。

“Let me hear you,” Soobin grunts, his unoccupied hand tweaking one of Beomgyu’s already sensitive nipples. “C’mon baby, be loud for me.”
「讓我聽聽你的聲音，」秀彬低哼著，空著的那隻手玩弄著已經很敏感的旼祉的乳頭。「來嘛寶貝，為我大聲點。」

With the reminder that they are in fact alone, Beomgyu throws his precautionary measures out the window and lets out his moans which rise in pitch and volume when Soobin somehow manages to get his mouth on Beomgyu’s other nipple.
意識到他們確實獨處的事實，范奎將謹慎拋諸腦後，放任自己的呻吟聲隨著音調與音量攀升，尤其當秀彬不知怎地能用嘴含住他另一邊乳頭時。

“S-Soobin, oh my God , feels good,” Beomgyu babbles, unsure what to do with his hands as they remain clenching and unclenching the blanket. He finally finds a use for them when he feels Soobin’s hair tickling his skin, using the fact as an estimate for where his head is. Beomgyu grapples aimlessly for a second or so before carding his fingers through Soobin’s hair, and then tugging on the strands when Soobin runs his thumb over Beomgyu’s slit.
「秀、秀彬，天啊...好舒服...」范奎語無倫次地呢喃，雙手不知所措地反覆揪緊又鬆開被單。當他感受到秀彬的髮絲輕搔肌膚時，終於找到雙手用途——藉此判斷對方頭部位置。范奎胡亂摸索片刻後，手指穿進秀彬髮間梳理，接著在秀彬用拇指撫過他私處縫隙時猛然拽緊髮絲。

“Think you can come like this, hm?” Soobin asks, his hot breath hitting the slightly sweat-damp skin of Beomgyu’s chest. He pulls away from mouthing at his nipples after he asks, and instead focuses on pumping his fist up and down. Beomgyu isn’t too sure what he looks like at the moment, but he knows his mouth is open around the continuous stream of moans Soobin seems to be working out of him. He also knows that he very much can come like this, but—
「覺得這樣就能高潮嗎，嗯？」秀彬問道，炙熱吐息拂過范奎微微汗濕的胸膛肌膚。提問後他停止吮咬乳尖，轉而專注於上下擼動手掌。范奎不太確定自己此刻模樣，但清楚知道自己的嘴正隨著秀彬逼出的連串呻吟而張開。他也明白自己絕對能這樣達到高潮，但——

“I don't want to, n-not yet,” Beomgyu answers breathlessly after a few seconds, seeming to remember that the other had asked for an answer to his question. His back arches off of the bed when Soobin’s fingers ghost over his balls, and he chokes on a whimper. “I wanna come with you inside.”
「我還不想…還、還不要…」范奎在幾秒後氣喘吁吁地回答，似乎才想起對方正在等待他的回應。當秀彬的手指輕撫過他的囊袋時，他的背脊猛然從床墊上弓起，喉間溢出一聲壓抑的嗚咽。「我想等你進來的時候一起…」

Soobin groans loudly as he hears Beomgyu’s words, and then reluctantly slows his fist down. He would’ve loved to see Beomgyu coming apart underneath him just from his hand and mouth, but he relents, and grants Beomgyu’s wish instead. 
秀彬聽到範奎的話後大聲呻吟，然後不情願地放慢了拳頭的速度。他本來很想看範奎僅憑他的手和嘴就在他身下崩潰的樣子，但他還是讓步了，選擇成全範奎的願望。

“Baby, I wish you could see yourself right now,” Soobin grunts, letting go of Beomgyu’s length to retrieve the bottle of lube he acquired from the former’s bedside drawer. “So flushed and needy.”
「寶貝，真希望你能看看自己現在的樣子，」秀彬低哼著，鬆開了範奎的分身，伸手去拿他從對方床頭櫃裡翻出的潤滑液。「臉紅得這麼可愛，還這麼飢渴。」

“I need you,” Beomgyu agrees, the confession spilling in the form of a sob, deciding he has no reason to hold back. His cock is throbbing from being left alone after Soobin’s work, and his skin is alight with Soobin’s phantom touch. It feels like his nerve endings have been dipped in gasoline and then set on fire, each minuscule touch making his breath hitch and body shiver. “I need to feel you, please, please Soobin. Let me touch you.”
「我需要你，」范奎哽咽著坦承，決定不再壓抑自己。在秀彬的挑逗後，他的陰莖因被冷落而脹痛，肌膚仍殘留著秀彬觸碰的幻覺。彷彿神經末梢被浸過汽油後點燃，每個細微的碰觸都讓他呼吸急促、身體顫抖。「讓我感受你，求求你秀彬，讓我碰你。」

And so Soobin does let him, one of his hands finding Beomgyu’s and lacing their fingers together. Immediately, Beomgyu squeezes his hand, and brings them up to his lips to press a kiss onto the other’s knuckles.
於是，秀彬就這麼讓他牽著，一隻手找到了范奎的手，與他十指緊扣。范奎立刻回握，並將他們的手舉到唇邊，在對方的指節上輕輕一吻。

Soobin is just a bit endeared by the sight and the action, a small smile spreading onto his lips and making his chest all warm and fuzzy. 
秀彬只是對眼前的景象和舉動感到有些心動，一抹淺笑爬上他的嘴角，讓胸口泛起一陣溫暖又酥麻的感覺。

“Shh, baby… Are you still feeling good?” Soobin asks softly, nosing up Beomgyu’s neck and along his jaw. He presses gentle kisses to the flushed skin, and waits patiently for the other to answer his question.
「噓，寶貝…你還舒服嗎？」秀彬輕聲問道，鼻尖沿著范奎的頸項和下巴游移。他在那泛紅的肌膚上落下輕柔的吻，耐心等待對方回答他的問題。

“Feel really good,” Beomgyu answers breathlessly, turning his head blindly in search of Soobin’s lips. “Kiss me, please.”
「感覺真好。」范奎氣喘吁吁地回答，盲目地轉頭尋找秀彬的雙唇。「拜託，吻我。」

Soobin does without even waiting another second, catching Beomgyu’s cherry bitten lips in a slow but sensual kiss. Beomgyu is malleable in Soobin’s hands, underneath him, so the latter decides he shouldn’t prolong this any further. Although, the cute jumps and desperate pleas are very attractive coming from Beomgyu.
秀彬沒有再多等一秒，便緩緩而性感地吻上了範奎那被咬得嫣紅的唇。範奎在秀彬身下顯得如此柔順可塑，於是後者決定不該再拖延下去。儘管如此，範奎那可愛的輕顫與渴求的呻吟確實令人難以抗拒。

“Open your legs for me, Beommie,” Soobin murmurs, one hand kneading the flesh of Beomgyu’s thigh to get him to relax. “Let’s get to what you want, hm?”
「為我張開腿吧，Beommie。」Soobin 低聲呢喃，一手揉捏著 Beomgyu 的大腿肌肉要他放鬆。「讓我們來做你想做的事，嗯？」

Beomgyu hears more than feels Soobin kneel between his legs, and the same applies for when he opens the bottle of lube to squirt some onto his fingers. It’s a bit quiet for a few seconds after that, before Soobin’s hand finds home on Beomgyu’s thigh again, this time resting there as a comforting weight and presence.
范奎更多是用聽覺而非觸覺感受著秀彬跪在他雙腿之間，同樣地，當秀彬打開潤滑液瓶蓋、擠了些在手指上時也是如此。隨後有幾秒鐘的靜默，接著秀彬的手再次找到歸宿般搭上范奎的大腿，這次只是靜靜擱著，像個令人安心的重量與存在。

“Breathe, Beomgyu-yah,” Soobin instructs quietly, massaging around Beomgyu’s rim and getting him to relax even more. “You’re so good to me, baby. I’ll make you feel good, okay?”
「呼吸，范奎啊，」秀彬輕聲指示，一邊按摩著范奎的邊緣，讓他更加放鬆。「你對我太好了，寶貝。我會讓你舒服的，好嗎？」

And right as Beomgyu inhales, Soobin nudges the tip of his finger past the ring of muscle.
就在范奎深吸一口氣時，秀彬的指尖輕輕推過了那圈肌肉。

Beomgyu sharply sucks in more air, and his hand scrambles to find purchase on something. Normally, it would easily be Soobin, but Beomgyu doesn’t specifically know where Soobin is right now, not with his obscured vision, and would rather not poke him in the eye, or something.
范奎猛地倒抽一口氣，手忙腳亂地想抓住些什麼。通常他會直接抓住秀彬，但此刻視線模糊的范奎根本搞不清秀彬在哪，他可不想不小心戳到對方的眼睛之類的。

Thankfully though, Soobin already knows of his habits, and he quickly grabs the other’s hand again, this time running his thumb over his knuckles.
幸好，秀彬已經習慣了他的小動作，很快又牽起他的手，這次還用拇指輕輕摩挲他的指節。

“Relax for me, you’re doing so well already,” he praises, and he sees the tense lines of Beomgyu’s body melt away at the words. His Beomgyu is so precious, Soobin can’t help but fall even more in love. He kisses the corner of Beomgyu’s mouth. “We’ll go slow, okay? It’s been a while.”
「為我放鬆點，你已經做得很好了。」他輕聲讚美，看著範奎緊繃的身體線條因這句話而逐漸軟化。他的範奎如此珍貴，秀彬忍不住更加心動。他輕吻範奎的嘴角。「我們慢慢來，好嗎？畢竟隔了這麼久。」

It really has been a while since they’ve had time to go all the way, what with schedules keeping them busy and then other members cockblocking them. The stolen moments were nice and appreciated, but now that Soobin has the time to gently pull Beomgyu apart, just to put his pieces back together, he doesn’t see the point in rushing.
確實很久沒能好好溫存了，緊湊的行程與成員們的干擾總是打斷他們。那些偷來的片刻固然美好，但現在秀彬有時間能細細拆解範奎的防備，再將他重新拼湊完整，實在沒必要匆忙行事。

He rather likes making Beomgyu melt into the sheets.
他更享受讓範奎徹底融化在床單裡的過程。

Soobin takes his time with the first finger, starting to thrust in and out gently before picking up the pace in order to get Beomgyu accustomed to it. When his breathless pants are coming out in quick succession, Soobin almost pulls out all the way to align his second finger alongside.
秀彬不急不徐地探入第一根手指，先是輕柔地抽送著，隨後逐漸加快節奏讓範奎適應。當範奎的喘息聲開始急促連綿時，秀彬幾乎將手指完全退出，好讓第二根手指能一併對準位置。

“You sound so pretty,” he comments, remembering how Beomgyu had wanted him to keep talking. He thinks it’s sweet, how he wants to hear Soobin’s voice since he can’t see him at all. “All because of me. Falling apart on my fingers, hm? So desperate.”
「你的聲音真好聽，」他評論道，想起范奎曾希望他繼續說話。他覺得這很甜蜜，因為范奎完全看不到他，所以想聽秀彬的聲音。「全都是因為我。在我的手指下崩潰了，嗯？這麼渴望。」

“Yeah,” Beomgyu croaks out, throwing his head back against his pillow as he feels Soobin push two fingers back in. The slide is made easy and slick with lube, and the stretch feels so, so good after having gone without it for so long. “I want you to fuck me.”
「嗯，」范奎沙啞地應聲，當秀彬再次推進兩根手指時，他將頭往後仰靠在枕頭上。潤滑液讓進入變得順滑，而長時間未經擴張的緊繃感此刻被撐開的感覺實在太美妙了。「我要你幹我。」

“I will, don’t worry about it,” Soobin hums, a bit gravelly this time. He scissors his two fingers while simultaneously searching for the spot which will have Beomgyu’s mouth fall open. “Gonna rail the fuck out of you.”
「會的，別擔心，」秀彬低哼，這次嗓音帶了點沙啞。他一邊用兩指撐開，同時尋找能讓范奎張嘴呻吟的那一點。「絕對會把你幹到哭出來。」

“Mmm, sounds promising,” Beomgyu moans, pushing his hips down in an attempt to get Soobin’s fingers inside of him deeper. “M-More, please.”
「嗯…聽起來很誘人，」范奎呻吟著，將臀部往下壓試圖讓秀彬的手指進得更深。「再、再多一點…拜託。」

“Already asking for more,” Soobin teases, and Beomgyu can hear the smile in his tone. But he complies, and thrusts his fingers inside at a faster pace, with more vigour. He reaches deeper like Beomgyu wanted, and it emits a squeal of pleasure from the latter.
「還想要更多啊？」秀彬調侃道，範奎能從他的語氣中聽出笑意。但他還是照做了，手指以更快的節奏、更激烈的力道探入。他如範奎所願地深入，引得後者發出一聲愉悅的呻吟。

Found it.   找到了。

“There, oh— There, Soobin-ah, fuck,” Beomgyu cries, and Soobin hadn’t noticed it before, but his hair is matted to his forehead with sweat, and Soobin is sure that if he could see, his eyes would be glazed over too. “Oh God—”
「那裡，喔——那裡，秀彬啊，操，」範奎哭喊著，秀彬之前都沒注意到，他的頭髮已經被汗水黏在額頭上，秀彬確信如果他能看見，範奎的眼睛肯定也已經失焦了。「天啊——」

“Just Soobin is fine, actually,” he says smugly, and Beomgyu can’t even find it in himself to berate him. Not when he quirks his fingers just right, drags them deliciously over his walls, and drives them right into his prostate.
「其實只要叫秀彬就好，」他得意地說，而範奎甚至找不到力氣去罵他。尤其是當他恰到好處地彎曲手指，美妙地刮過他的內壁，直接頂上前列腺的時候。

Beomgyu thinks he might be drooling, but he’s actually not too sure. All he’s able to focus on is how Soobin slides a third finger in alongside the other two, and how if Beomgyu doesn’t get Soobin’s cock in him immediately, he might actually start crying for real.
範奎覺得自己可能流口水了，但他其實不太確定。他唯一能專注的只有秀彬如何將第三根手指和其他兩根一起滑進去，還有如果他不立刻讓秀彬的陰莖進入他體內，他可能真的會哭出來。

“P-Please,” Beomgyu slurs, squeezing Soobin’s hand, which he had forgotten he was still holding. “I want it. I’m ready, let me take you.”
「拜、拜託，」範奎含糊地說，緊握著秀彬的手，他這才想起自己一直握著那隻手。「我想要。我準備好了，讓我接納你。」

Beomgyu always asks so politely, always sounds so sweet when he’s borderline begging. Soobin would be criminal to not grant his every wish, not when Beomgyu begs for them so prettily.
范奎總是那麼有禮貌地請求，當他幾乎是在撒嬌時，聲音總是甜得不得了。秀彬要是拒絕他的任何願望簡直是罪過，尤其是當范奎用那麼可愛的方式懇求的時候。

But Beomgyu had said this felt like Russian roulette , and Soobin wasn’t going to end their game so easily.
但范奎說過這感覺就像俄羅斯輪盤，而秀彬不打算這麼輕易結束他們的遊戲。

“Should I fuck you now, or what?” he asks, as if the answer wasn’t obvious enough. But he’s a fool for hearing Beomgyu say it, and Beomgyu is a fool for obeying the rules when it was Soobin’s cock on the line.
「我現在就該幹你，還是怎樣？」他問道，彷彿答案還不夠明顯。但他是個傻瓜，因為他想聽玟祺親口說出來；而玟祺也是個傻瓜，明明輸贏關乎秀彬的肉棒，卻還乖乖遵守規則。

“Yes,” he practically insists, voice all breathy and high when Soobin purposefully misses his prostate, drilling just shy of the gland, and relishing in the way Beomgyu’s thighs shake. Sometimes, it was a bit too easy to make him a mess, to have him shaking, begging, and aching to come.
「要...」他幾乎是用氣音在哀求，聲音又尖又細，因為秀彬故意錯過他的前列腺，只在腺體邊緣磨蹭，享受著玟祺大腿顫抖的樣子。有時候要把他搞得一團糟真的太容易了——讓他顫抖、哀求、渴望高潮。

And that’s exactly what Soobin wanted to make of him tonight.
而這正是秀彬今晚想對他做的事。

“Soobin hyung, I swear if you don’t fuck me now—”
「秀彬哥，我發誓如果你現在還不幹我——」

“What? What are you gonna do?” Soobin grins, curious to know what threat Beomgyu will loom over his head.
「啥？你想幹嘛？」秀彬咧嘴笑著，好奇想知道範奎會用什麼威脅來嚇唬他。

“Fucking cry,” Beomgyu says, words shaky as he says them on an exhale, but his expression is one hundred percent serious.
「哭給你看啦，」範奎說道，話語隨著呼氣顫抖著，但他的表情卻是百分之百認真。

Soobin would normally pause and think about what to say to that, but all he does today is grin cockily since he knows Beomgyu can’t see, and thrusts right into his prostate.
秀彬通常會停下來思考該怎麼回應，但今天他只是囂張地笑著，反正知道範奎看不見，便直接頂上他的前列腺。

“Oh baby,” he coos, this time being the one to bring their joint hands to his lips, murmuring against his knuckles, “I fucking love seeing you cry for my cock.”
「噢，寶貝，」他輕聲低語，這次換他將兩人交握的手帶到唇邊，指節抵著唇瓣呢喃道：「我他媽愛死你為我的老二哭的樣子了。」

Unfortunately, if Beomgyu cries Soobin won’t even be able to see the tears well in his eyes, or see the crystalline beads fall down his cheeks, seeing as the latter’s eyes are covered. A shame that he won’t be able to see those beautiful doe eyes fill up with salty tears, how his long and thick eyelashes will clump together so prettily. All he can do is watch and listen for Beomgyu’s shuddering breaths, and when he gets one not too long after, Soobin declares that in this game, he wins.
可惜的是，如果範奎哭了，守彬甚至無法看見他眼中湧出的淚水，或是那些晶瑩淚珠滑落臉頰的模樣，畢竟後者的雙眼被蒙住了。多麼遺憾他無法目睹那雙美麗的鹿眼盈滿鹹澀淚水，又長又密的睫毛如何漂亮地黏在一起。他只能聽著範奎顫抖的呼吸聲，而當不久後捕捉到一聲啜泣時，守彬宣佈在這場遊戲中，他贏了。

“Fuck me please,” Beomgyu begs, words broken and getting sent right to Soobin’s arousal. “I need it so bad—I need you so bad.”
「幹我，求你了，」范奎哀求道，話語支離破碎，直接點燃了守彬的慾火。「我超想要——我超需要你。」

Beomgyu knows how to word things in a way which makes Soobin’s resolve crumble, which is why Soobin doesn’t waste another second before slipping his fingers out, and squirting more lube onto his palm.
Beomgyu 懂得如何用言語讓 Soobin 的決心瓦解，這就是為什麼 Soobin 毫不猶豫地抽出手指，並在掌心擠出更多潤滑液。

He wraps his hand around his aching cock, and it alleviates the pressure of leaving it neglected for so long. He can’t help but moan lowly, and the sound only seems to make Beomgyu whimper, at a loss since he can’t see or feel what Soobin is up to: he’s left to listen to the other pleasure himself.
他用手握住自己疼痛的陰莖，這緩解了長時間忽視它所造成的壓力。他忍不住低聲呻吟，而這聲音似乎只讓范奎嗚咽起來，因為他既看不見也感受不到秀彬在做什麼：他只能聽著對方自慰。

“D’you want it like this?” Soobin asks, now breathless himself. He runs a hand down Beomgyu’s torso again, and purposely avoids the latter’s cock just to see it jump. Beomgyu nods at his question. “You’re gonna feel me for weeks, babe.”
「想要這樣嗎？」秀彬問道，此刻他自己也氣喘吁吁。他再次用手撫過范奎的身軀，故意避開對方勃起的性器，只為看它因渴望而跳動。范奎點頭回應他的問題。「你會好幾天都忘不了我的感覺，寶貝。」

“Yes please,” Beomgyu agrees, practically keening when Soobin pushes his knees up to his chest, keeping him exposed and open. He feels a gust of cool air hit where the lube makes everything feel colder, and he can’t suppress the shiver that runs down his spine. “Hurry up!”
「拜託快點，」范奎應允，當秀彬將他的膝蓋推至胸前時幾乎嗚咽出聲，讓他保持敞開的姿態。潤滑液讓所有接觸都顯得冰涼，他感覺到一股冷風襲向暴露的私處，無法抑制沿著脊椎竄下的顫慄。「快點！」

Soobin hums, and then guides his cock to Beomgyu’s hole, teasing him with his head and using gentle pressure at first. Then, he leans forward to kiss up Beomgyu’s stomach, stopping right over his heart, where the organ is beating so hard and fast Soobin wouldn’t be surprised if it left bruises.
秀彬低哼一聲，將自己的性器抵在范奎穴口，先用龜頭戲弄並施加輕柔壓力。接著他俯身沿著范奎腹部向上親吻，最後停在劇烈跳動的心臟位置——那鼓動如此猛烈，秀彬甚至覺得可能會留下瘀青。

“You were so good tonight,” Soobin praises, words lost in Beomgyu’s skin as Soobin trails them up to his neck, right under his jaw, and behind his ear. “Took everything I gave you, made so many lovely sounds for me,” he continues, gently taking Beomgyu’s earlobe between his teeth. “You’ve earned it, baby.”
「今晚你表現得太棒了，」秀彬的讚美消融在范奎的肌膚間，他的唇舌游移至頸側、下顎線後方，最後含住耳垂輕咬。「承受了我給你的一切，為我發出那麼多動人聲音，」他繼續說道，齒尖溫柔摩挲耳垂軟肉。「這是你應得的，寶貝。」

“T-Thank you,” Beomgyu sobs, his arms finally encircling Soobin’s shoulders without needing much guidance; Soobin has been in this position many times before, Beomgyu can picture it in his head. “Thank you, Soobin hyung—”
「謝、謝謝你，」範奎啜泣著，雙臂終於無需太多引導便環上秀彬的肩膀；秀彬已多次處於這樣的姿勢，範奎能在腦海中描繪出那畫面。「謝謝你，秀彬哥——」

Soobin smiles against Beomgyu’s cheek, pressing a final kiss there before pushing his hips forward, and finally, finally sheathing himself inside of Beomgyu’s warm, wet, and tight body.
秀彬的唇抵著範奎的臉頰揚起微笑，在那裡落下最後一吻後向前挺腰，終於，終於將自己埋入範奎溫暖、濕潤而緊緻的身體裡。

Beomgyu moans right into his ear, and his nails are digging into Soobin’s shoulders. It stings, but he likes it, likes knowing that he’s the only one who has this effect on Beomgyu.
範奎的呻吟直接傳入他耳中，指甲深深掐進秀彬的肩膀。雖然刺痛，但他喜歡這種感覺，喜歡知道自己是唯一能讓範奎有這種反應的人。

He’s the only one who can hold Beomgyu this close, he’s the only one who can drill into him with vigour and desire, he’s the only one who can rip brutal moans from his lips, moans which echo off the walls and will permanently reside in Soobin’s mind.
他是唯一能將範奎抱得這麼近的人，唯一能用激情與渴望深入他的人，唯一能從他唇間逼出粗暴呻吟的人——那些在牆壁間迴盪的呻吟，將永遠烙印在秀彬的腦海裡。

“You’re mine,” Soobin growls when Beomgyu pulls him down closer, wraps his legs around the former’s hips to feel him deeper. “You’re mine, Beommie. How does it feel, baby? Tell me.”
「你是我的。」當範奎將他拉得更近、雙腿纏上他的腰際以求更深入時，秀彬低吼道。「你是我的，範兒。感覺如何，寶貝？告訴我。」

“So good,” Beomgyu whimpers, and the air gets caught in his throat when Soobin hits his prostate dead on. “You f-fuck me so good, oh my God, Soobin!”
「太棒了，」範奎嗚咽著，當秀彬準確撞上他前列腺時，氣息瞬間哽在喉頭。「你操得我...太舒服了，天啊，秀彬！」

Beomgyu does nothing but fuel Soobin’s ego at times like this, but it works in the former’s favour too since all it does is make Soobin pound into Beomgyu harder, faster.
在這種時候，范奎除了助長秀彬的自負外什麼也沒做，但這對前者也有好處，因為這只會讓秀彬更用力、更快地撞進范奎體內。

Sweat accumulates on the expanse of both of their bodies, and when Beomgyu lets out a series of moans in quick succession, breathless and gasping between each one, Soobin knows he’s close.
汗水在兩人緊貼的身軀間不斷累積，當范奎發出一連串急促的呻吟，每聲喘息間都帶著缺氧般的抽氣時，秀彬知道他快到了。

“‘M close,” Beomgyu confirms, licking into Soobin’s mouth with no finesse, making a mess of his chin with spit instead. Soobin can excuse it though: Beomgyu can’t really aim for his lips, given his current state. “Let me come, please.”
「我...快到了...」范奎含糊地確認著，毫無技巧地舔弄著秀彬的唇，反而讓兩人下巴都沾滿唾液。但秀彬可以原諒這種笨拙——畢竟以范奎現在的狀態，根本無法準確對準他的嘴唇。「讓我...射...求你了...」

Soobin would normally deny Beomgyu’s request, until he was deliriously high on pleasure and an incoherent mess underneath him, but Soobin takes pity on him tonight.
若是平常，秀彬會故意拒絕范奎的請求，直到他被快感逼得神智不清、在自己身下化為一灘語無倫次的軟泥。但今晚，秀彬難得對他心軟了。

“Can you feel me inside?” Soobin whispers, deep and right into Beomgyu’s mouth. The latter nods, and so Soobin brings a hand down to his neglected, hard, and leaking length. “Then come on my cock, Beomgyu-yah.”
「能感覺到我進得多深嗎？」秀彬將低沉的氣音直接送進范奎微張的嘴裡。後者點頭的動作讓他又頂進幾分，同時伸手握住范奎那根被冷落許久、硬挺且前端已滲出液體的性器。「那就射在我裡面吧，范奎啊。」

Beomgyu doesn’t need anything more than that, all of his senses hyper focused on Soobin.
范奎不需要其他任何東西，他所有的感官都高度集中在秀彬身上。

On the way he smells from this close, Soobin’s shoulder pressed right to his nose.
近距離聞著秀彬身上的氣味，秀彬的肩膀正好抵在他的鼻尖。

The way Soobin feels, rearranging Beomgyu’s insides and hitting all the right spots which make Beomgyu see stars.
秀彬帶給範奎的感覺，那種深入體內、精準觸碰每個敏感點的方式，讓範奎眼前彷彿炸開一片星光。

The way Soobin sounds, moaning deeply and letting Beomgyu know just how much his body drives him insane.
秀彬的聲音，那深沉的低吟，讓範奎清楚知道自己的身體是如何讓他瘋狂。

Everything in him is overflowing with Soobin, Soobin, Soobin , to the point where Beomgyu cries out his name until his tongue is numb in his mouth, and his spent cock spills onto Soobin’s hand, and up his chest.
他整個人從裡到外都充斥著秀彬、秀彬、秀彬，直到範奎喊啞了嗓子，舌尖發麻，疲軟的性器在秀彬手中釋放，濺上他的胸膛。

“Holy fuck, Soobin, shit—” Beomgyu cries, eyes scrunched tight in pleasure despite the fact that all he’s seen since this has all started is black. His body thrums with molten pleasure, and suddenly the grip Soobin has on him is amplified tenfold, along with the way he’s thrusting in and out, moaning loud and clear.
「操...秀彬、該死——」範奎在快感中緊閉雙眼哭喊，儘管從開始到現在他眼前只有一片黑暗。他的身體因滾燙的快感而顫慄，突然間秀彬的抓握力道增強十倍，抽插的節奏伴隨著清晰響亮的呻吟聲。

Overstimulation is kicking in faster than it usually does, multiple extra layers of sensitivity added onto Beomgyu’s already alert and awake nerve endings. They feel fried and frayed, at this point, and it leaves him feeling so powerless that it’s maddening.
過度刺激來得比往常更快，在范奎原本就警覺且清醒的神經末梢上又疊加了多層敏感度。此刻它們感覺像是被煎炸又磨損，讓他感到無比無力，這種感覺簡直令人發狂。

“Come in me,” Beomgyu gasps around a sob, body tensing as Soobin keeps pistoning his hips. His nails have started to dig into Soobin’s upper arms now, and he really hopes the latter doesn’t have any plans to wear sleeveless shirts, because Beomgyu isn’t too sure if his grip is drawing blood or not. “Please come in me, Soobin-ah. Let me have it—”
「射進來，」范奎在啜泣間喘息著說道，隨著秀彬持續抽送的動作，他的身體緊繃起來。他的指甲現在已經開始陷入秀彬的上臂，他真心希望後者沒有穿無袖上衣的計畫，因為范奎不太確定自己的抓握是否已經劃出血痕。「拜託射進來，秀彬啊。讓我擁有它——」

Beomgyu sounds broken beneath him, begging deliriously and clenching so impossibly tight around his cock. His cheeks are flushed a ruddy red, cum painted along his torso and chest, and it’s making him look more of a mess than he already sounds.
範奎在他身下聽起來支離破碎，神智不清地哀求著，同時難以置信地緊緊夾住他的陰莖。他的臉頰泛著潮紅，精液沾滿了他的軀幹和胸膛，這讓他看起來比他聽起來還要更加狼狽不堪。

And it’s the sight alone which makes Soobin’s hips stutter, makes him still deep inside of Beomgyu and finish off with a dirty grind, spilling cum into him, and almost moaning as loud as Beomgyu as he reaches his peak.
僅僅是這幅景象就足以讓秀彬的腰胯顫抖，讓他在範奎體內深處停頓，最後以一個下流的磨蹭結束，將精液射進他體內，並在達到高潮時幾乎和範奎一樣大聲呻吟。

“Holy shit, Beomgyu,” Soobin groans, a shudder running through his body as he rides out the waves of his orgasm. “Fuck baby, you’re a dream.”
「天啊，範奎，」秀彬呻吟著，一陣顫慄穿過他的身體，他正經歷著高潮的餘波。「該死的寶貝，你簡直是個夢。」

All Beomgyu can do is whimper, the adrenaline now, finally starting to wear off, and the ache starting to settle in. His body feels wrecked , and he knows he’s going to get exactly what Soobin had warned him about: he’s going to feel this for weeks.
範奎只能嗚咽，此刻的腎上腺素終於開始消退，疼痛開始蔓延。他的身體感覺被摧毀了，他知道他將得到秀彬警告過他的東西：他將在接下來的幾週內感受到這次的後果。

Soobin pulls out slowly, barely containing his pleased groan when he sees globs of white spill out from Beomgyu’s puckered and abused hole.
秀彬緩緩抽出，當他看到白色液體從被過度使用的皺褶小穴中溢出時，幾乎壓抑不住滿足的呻吟。

“Take it off,” Beomgyu says quietly, and Soobin barely makes out the request because of how destroyed the younger’s voice sounds. “Soobin please—let me see you.”
「脫掉。」範奎輕聲說道，由於年輕人的嗓音聽起來如此破碎，秀彬幾乎辨認不出這個請求。「秀彬拜託——讓我看看你。」

Soobin realizes then that he’s talking about the blindfold, and so his hands scramble to the back of Beomgyu’s head, where his fingers make quick work of untying the knot. He’s careful with how quickly he pulls the black silk down, not wanting the dim light in the room to overwhelm and hurt Beomgyu’s eyes.
秀彬這才意識到對方指的是那條蒙眼布，於是他的手急忙探向杋圭的後腦勺，指尖靈巧地解開了結。他小心翼翼地放慢動作，緩緩拉下那條黑色絲綢，生怕房間裡昏暗的光線會讓杋圭的眼睛不適應而受傷。

What Soobin sees melts his heart.
秀彬所見的景象融化了他的心。

Beomgyu had been crying, his eyelashes, long, dark, and thick, clumped together by tears which have no doubt soaked the silk fabric. His eyes are still wet, hazy, and squinting a tiny bit in order to get used to the light again.
範奎一直在哭泣，他那又長又黑又濃密的睫毛被淚水黏在一起，無疑已浸濕了絲綢布料。他的眼睛仍然濕潤、朦朧，微微瞇起以適應光線。

“Hey,” Soobin greets softly, voice gentle and thumb coming up to wipe under Beomgyu’s eye, where it’s wet from his tears. “How do you feel?”
「嘿，」秀彬輕聲打招呼，聲音溫柔，拇指抬起擦拭範奎眼下被淚水沾濕的地方。「你感覺怎麼樣？」

“Really good,” Beomgyu croaks out, sniffling once and then bringing the back of his hand up to wipe his eyes. “You’re so good to me. Thank you, Soobinnie.”
「真的很好，」範奎沙啞地說，吸了吸鼻子，然後用手背擦眼睛。「你對我太好了。謝謝你，秀彬。」

Soobin smiles, leaning down to softly kiss Beomgyu.
秀彬微笑著，俯身輕輕吻上范奎。

“I’m glad you liked it,” he hums, and Beomgyu knows he means the sex and the blindfold. “You did so well, baby. C’mere.”
「我很高興你喜歡，」他輕哼著說，范奎知道他指的是性愛和眼罩。「你表現得太棒了，寶貝。過來。」

Soobin lays down next to Beomgyu and opens his arms, not minding the mess on their bodies, or the mess of the bed. The latter immediately rolls into his awaiting arms, and relishes in being able to see Soobin’s face again.
秀彬在範奎身旁躺下，張開雙臂，毫不在意兩人身上的狼藉，也不在乎凌亂的床鋪。後者立刻滾進他等待的懷抱中，沉醉於能再次看見秀彬臉龐的時刻。

He looks just as messed up as Beomgyu feels: hair array, cheeks dark, and eyes satisfied.
他看起來和范奎感覺的一樣糟糕：頭髮凌亂、臉頰暗沉，但眼神卻充滿滿足。

“We should shower,” Soobin mumbles after a few minutes of Beomgyu tracing the features of his face with his pointer finger have gone by.
「我們該去洗澡了，」在范奎用食指描繪他的臉部輪廓幾分鐘後，秀彬低聲說道。

“Five more minutes,” the other hums, dropping his hand and snuggling agaisnt Soobin, cheek pressed to the latter’s chest, the sound of his heartbeat lulling. “I wanna cuddle.”
「再五分鐘，」對方哼了一聲，放下手依偎進秀彬懷裡，臉頰貼著他的胸膛，心跳聲令人昏昏欲睡。「我想抱抱。」

“Of course you do,” Soobin relents, used to Beomgyu’s need for post coital contact and cuddles. He pulls the blanket over their bodies, and lets Beomgyu tangle their sticky legs together underneath. “… I love you.”
「就知道你會這樣，」秀彬讓步了，早已習慣范奎事後需要肢體接觸和擁抱。他拉過毯子蓋住兩人身體，任由范奎在底下將他們汗濕的雙腿交纏在一起。「⋯⋯我愛你。」

Beomgyu smiles, satiated, satisfied, sleepy, against Soobin’s chest, and presses the softest kiss to the skin above his heart.
Beomgyu 露出滿足的微笑，帶著睡意靠在 Soobin 胸前，在他心臟上方的肌膚印下最輕柔的吻。

“Love you too.”  「我也愛你。」